Love Missed

Behaviors

Jihan who left Tanisa was walking with rough footsteps and quickly full of hatred for the woman he considered as the destroyer of his household.

Meanwhile Tanisa was still down in tears, feeling guilty, feeling useless, feeling everything hurt so heartbreakingly Tanisa when she was considered a snatch of people's husbands.

If most who cry when the husband will marry again, is the first wife, this is inversely proportional to Tanisa who will be married to become a second wife but she who feels so deep pain in her mind.

Tanisa was still crying in the living room, her mind was tormented by a deep sense of guilt. If she could repeat all the stories in her life, Tanisa would rather not feel all the bitter things in her life.

"Hikss, hiikks, hiiks,"

Tanisa's crying voice was so clear in Deon's ear.

Deon stroked the woman's back, then held Tanisa's hand. Deon doesn't want to see Tanisa grieving in front of him.

"Tanisa is better in the room so you can rest" Deon told Tanisa who was still crying.

Tanisa was taken by Deon to the room that Jihan said was the maid's room.

Tanisa was brought into a small room with only a small floor mattress that only fit one person and a small Excel cabinet as well. No AC, no fan. The room had not been filled for a long time since the other housekeeper resigned. Yeah, that's what Tanisa's room is gonna be right now.

Deon looked pityingly, looking at the room that Tanisa was occupying at the moment. The room was so small and far from luxurious, it even felt hot.

"This room is narrow and hot whether you can sleep here" Deon told Tanisa.

"Well, I sleep here I'm used to hot and small places. This is good enough for me" Tanisa told Deon.

Then Deon hugged Tanisa tightly, and wiped away Tanisa's still-falling tears.

"You rest, I stay first" Deon said.

Tanisa nodded, carrying her suitcase Tanisa into the room and tidied her clothes into the closet that had been provided.

Tanisa also seemed to beristirhat and sleep on the mattress, while holding her stomach at this time that she knew that there was indeed a fetus in her stomach now. Tanisa's tears fell down slowly.

Tanisa was crying not because of her current bed, but Tanisa was crying over her current life. Tanisa is saddened by her current fate of marrying someone she doesn't love and continues to face a bitter, heart-wrenching fate.

In the small room, Tanisa seemed to gently stroke her stomach which she never thought was a baby in her now. Tanisa stroked him while crying, in her tears Tanisa invited the baby who was still not shaped.

"Son, I don't know how you live this life, you don't have to how and tell who else, all as if to complicate the torch, the hyx, the hyx. If you can choose, you just want to die not want to feel all these heavy things. Unwilling to accept everyone's bad insults about this very humiliated mama. Mama is just a useless human being and was never considered good. Forgive me, that you were born of this despicable and worthless woman. Sorry mama you also have to feel the suffering of mama at this time. Forgive me, but you're the only one now that your mother's power is to stay alive" Tanisa seemed to cry and poured out her heart on her belly which contained the tiny fetus.

Thereafter...

Tanisa seemed to be asleep, she accidentally fell asleep while crying. In his youth life most people his age were enjoying days filled with likes to enjoy jokes and laughter. Tanisa looked another who could only feel a prolonged heartache that seemed to never end. Living in the misery, as if in this world there is no better choice for him.

Until nightfall, Deon's extended family is seen having dinner together. Tanisa also invited Deon to dinner with them at the dinner table. But Tanisa seemed to refuse, seen Deon who approached Tanisa in her room.

"Eat yuk" Deon asked.

"Don't eat first then I'll just rest, can follow. I can have my own meal in the kitchen" replied Tanisa.

"Come on" asked Deon again.

"No, I don't feel good in the middle between them. I can't mas" Tanisa refused.

"Well, I'll have auntie bring you some food"

"Thank you"

Tanisa went back into the room.

Tanisa looks awkward and does not want to sit between the Deon family which according to her makes Tanisa's heart even more painful.

Tanisa who has not eaten was then brought a plate of rice by a maid named Ana. Not until Ana brought it suddenly blocked by Jihan.

"What are you taking?" Jihan asked looks like a judge.

"Food mistress" replied bi Ana.

"For whom?"

"For Ms. Tanisa"

"Here." said Jihan, taking the rice and putting the side dishes back. So all that is left is rice and given a bottle of soy sauce.

"Don't give chicken, fish and all sorts of things. Just give him white rice as soy sauce" said Jihan ketus.

"But the madam will be angry Mr. Deon" said bi Ana.

"You want to argue with me, just say that everything has been given" said Jihan again.

Then Bi Ana met Tanisa in her room, Bi Ana gave only rice and sweet soy sauce. While carrying a meal, Tanisa looks dreamy while leaning against the wall.

"Excuse me non" said Bi Ana brought food.

"Yes bi" said Tanisa.

"Eat first" said Bi Ana.

"Thank you" Tanisa replied smiling.

"But sorry? It's just"

"Why bi?"

"Nothing bi, I've been a lot of thanks for what aunt brought me. I eat yes" Tanisa said, taking the rice, and eating it voraciously.

Although Bi Ana knew that Tanisa was present to be the third person in her employer's household. But somehow bi Ana felt sorry to see Tanisa.

Then Tanisa also ate and spent it even with just sweet soy sauce as a side dish.

The time is 09:00 p.m. The day began to look night, Tanisa also seemed to try to close her eyes to sleep.

Suddenly there was a knock on the door from outside..

Tok...

Tanisa checks who knocked on the door and opens it.

Chequek..

She looked surprised because it was Deon, her future husband.

"Mas, what's wrong?" Ask Tanisa.

"Have you eaten?"

"It's already been"

"Oh so"

"Tanisa" call Deon again.

"Yes mas"

"Can you serve me tonight"

Teg's..

Tanisa looked unwilling and shook her head.

"It's best not to, you have to be able to hold it all down until we actually become husband and wife" Tanisa replied.

"Why, not that we have often done this" said Deon.

"Not so, here there are children mas Deon, wife mas also what they say if we do this. Although I know I'm the future wife of Mas Deon and pregnant son of mas Deon. But we are the same as meditating, as parents, we must be able to set a good example" Tanisa said.

"You advise me" Deon snorted.

"Mas, I just ask you to understand the situation first. Then and now another mas, if yesterday only the two of us and this is another story. Please be patient until we are legally married"

"You huh?" Deon's upset.

But Tanisa seemed unconcerned, Tanisa also seemed to close the door of her room and lock it. Tanisa somehow wanted to say all that to Deon.

But different, not for Deon who does not understand all, Deon just put forward his passions alone no matter the reason Tanisa who rejects his desires.

Yet.....

At 23:00 p.m., Tanisa suddenly wants to pee and Tanisa goes to the bathtub to urinate.

Suddenly, when he just came out of the bathroom, Deon was waiting for him.

"Mas" Tanisa was surprised to see Deon who was in front of her.

Deon looked smiling looking at Tanisa with a passionate look. Without further ado, Deon pushes Tanisa into the bathroom.

"Mas, what do you want" Tanisa said in a panic.

"Sstt. Don't be noisy, you have to fulfill my desires"

"But mas?"

"I don't want any rejection at all"

Then Deon quickly pulled Tanisa and covered Tanisa's mouth with a cloth, so Tanisa would not scream.

Deon quickly forces Tanisa to serve Deon.

All looks done by Deon, Tanisa seemed unable to wince when Deon's heavy hand held Tanisa's body so that Tanisa can do it all.

Then Deon opened the bottom, and buried it into the inside of Tanisa's. Tanisa seemed to refuse and unwilling. But Deon doesn't care at all. Tanisa seemed to have to serve Deon's seemingly passionate desire.

Tanisa also seems to serve the wild passion of a Deon, whose game is like being filmed in blue films playing love in the bathroom. Deon also seemed to control Tanisa's body full of lust, playing and wearing Tanisa's body very wildly. Yes very wild. To him Tanisa is the contentment of Deon's pent-up desire that he never got from any woman. Tanisa is like an object that she can turn, slam, and play at will.

Sexy young woman, beautiful like a Korean woman that looks unable to wiggle, Deon so hard gripped Tanisa body like a lion that was gripping prey.

Inner Tanisa was sick, a pain so very deep.

But in contrast to Deon who was very happy when he was able to spill his passion.

After Deon spills everything, Deon appears to leave Tanisa.

Tanisa still seems to cry in the bathroom, even though she has been bought by Deon but not for her heart that still feels pain, when Deon uses Tanisa with force and rough.