Love Missed

Is it true love

Susi's words that imply that Susi was once screwed by Demian made Gery go black at that time. Gery feels insecure about leaving Susi alone. Gery doesn't want to if Lusi is still bullied by Demian.

Lusi's feelings are very painful and painful when remembering everything.

"I'll teach him a lesson!!!" gery was upset. "I'll come"

"I beg you not?" Said Susi who did not want Gery to meet Demian

"Why?"

"I'm afraid of you why-why he's so reckless. I was afraid, losing my husband for the second time" said Lusi who was able to make Gery not believe what he just heard.

"You're afraid of losing me" Gery asked confidently.

"I'm not afraid of losing you. But I'm so afraid of losing you, I'm afraid something bad happens to other people because of me"

"You're afraid of losing me because you feel guilty" Gery said.

"Yes... I'm afraid of losing you. It's too complicated for my life, heavy and painful when I feel lost"

At once Lusi was crying, Lusi could not remember all the painful things in his life.

When Lusi cried saying that he was afraid of losing Gery.. Gery feels that Lucia loves him.

"You love me" Gery asked, hugging Susi

"I'm the one who feels the most guilty if there are people who are why because of me" said Lusi.

Then Gery also pulled Lusi so tightly and very close to Gery hugged Lusi. because Gery felt that if Lusi did love him but he was difficult to express clearly.

Then after that Lusi also looked at Gery with a soft look.

Susi herself is still sore when remembering memories and bitter wounds of those times. The feeling is sad and irregular want it feels like Lusi forgot but all feels difficult until Lusi is unable to.

"You're disappointed to marry me, the fact is I'm not that good" said Lusi as he dropped his tears.

"No, I'm not disappointed. But"

"But what"

"I can't afford to leave you alone what if we lived together so I could take care of you" said Gery, who refused to go home alone.

"Together with how, this will be difficult" said Lusi can not imagine everything.

"We will live together at Papa's house in Jakarta"

"I don't want to" said Luci

"We'll try. I don't want to think about it and it's hard to leave you alone here"

Lusi was silent and did not say much anymore. It is hard to accept everything.

And gery also has a plan to avenge what Demian has done to Lusi. But he still followed Lucia's advice for a while.

Lusi also packed clothes to live and live with Gery. And Lusi also participated in bringing his son to live in Jakarta.

Lusi actually did not want to come with Gery, but Gery said it was only to keep Lusi from Demian at this time.

Problem Lusi accepted or not in the family Gery Lusi does not know. Whether Gery's family will welcome him or not, Lusi does not know.

Moreover, Gery's family means Marisa's family too. Being a third person is not a desire nor an ideal, being someone else who enters the household is like a nightmare in Lusi's life there will definitely be a negative view. Susi who once refused to be a second wife was like licking her own saliva. Susi only spoke in her heart, her face was willing to put where.

But Lusi repeatedly told himself that maybe this was the way. If Lusi is not accepted, it's okay that Susi will return home. Even if Lusi is not approved and not accepted either does not become a problem, Lusi is ready if he has to divorce Gery.

Lusi just thinks his fate really nothing has changed in this regard.

Not paying debts to be a prisoner. Paying off debt is like risking his self-esteem about his views in front of the community that people might consider Lusi the usurper of people's husbands or just a burden. Or maybe the gatel woman has not been divorced a year immediately married. Just finished the Iddah period was immediately married. Believe me, at this time, Lusi's brain is like to break. Lusi's feelings jumbled bitterly at the input into the difficult choice of being a second woman. It feels like to disappear from the surface of this earth and replace the face with a new one so that life is safer and peaceful there is no burden of feeling to not be recognized.

During the trip, Lusi was just silent looking at the road to get to the residence of the house that Lusi will occupy, the palace of in-laws in Gery's residence.

During the occasional trip, Gery clasped Luci's hand to calm down in the face of everything. Because Lusi believes the person in Gery's house will be shocked when Lusi knows he is married to Gery.

Gery presses the bell while carrying the bag in Gery's right hand, which is now held by Lusi

Lusi was behind Gery by holding Fabio at the time.

When the door opened slowly, it was Selly Mama from Marisa.

Selly also seemed to not put any feelings when opening the door for his stepson.

And when he opened the door then seen Lusi who was behind Gery by carrying the son also with a big pregnant state.

"Lusi" said Selly who already knew Lusi from Marisa.

"Good afternoon Auntie" replied Lusi with a stiff smile.

"Good day, please come in" said Selly who was surprised to see Lusi at that time. Suddenly he comes with Gery. Sely does not know that Gery and Lusi are married.

"Sit down, you are now pregnant Aunt just found out" said Selly who held onto Lusi's shoulder at the time.

"Well, Liana's here" Gery asked.

"Liana's your wife?" Ask Sally.

"Yes ma, who else?" Gery said at that time while carrying a large bag in his hand.

"Oh, he's not here" Selly said.

"Geez, I told you to stay here first. Still" said Gery annoyed at his wife.

"Surely, he must have gone with the guy" Gery said annoyedly.

"Who's same? Her guy?" Mama Selly said in wonder.

Then Gery immediately called Liana right then and there. To tell him to go home soon. Although Gery does not love Liana but Liana is Gery's responsibility, Gery expects what Gery commands for Liana's good and must be implemented immediately. Because of Gery anyway if Liana doesn't come home.

But unfortunately when Gery calls not appointed by Liana.

At once Lusi also felt that Gery did love Liana and it looked the form of his attention even though it was very similar to him. At once Lusi was pensive..

Lusi also tried to realize that she was only a woman married in series and nobody.

Lusi is forbidden to rule, forbidden to jealousy let alone love. That's something you can't. Susi must be aware of who she is and why she can get married. It wouldn't be a marriage if it wasn't for the need for money, for what to wear.

realize Lusi..

And what Gery did was indeed very necessary and natural.

Then Lusi also looked at Gery who looked upset because his wife who never came home.

"Fright mess, pissed off Liana's a habit ma. Going home, it's unclear where it is. He can't be mature" said Gery, looking upset.

"I have to suck at this child, habit. Yaudah I go first, baby I'll be back soon" said gery kissed Lusi on the forehead.

"yes" replied Lusi.

Mom was immediately shocked by what she saw, Gery, who kissed Lusi on the forehead.

"You!!!!" Mama Selly said she couldn't believe what she had just seen.

"Let me explain ma, only I go first to find Liana" said Gery and immediately left.

Then Gery then went to catch up with Liana and find out where she went because if not to the house most likely Liana stay somewhere else and it really makes Gery restless. Though Liana should go home to the big house of Gery's family.

that time ...

Selly's mother couldn't believe what she had just seen. Seeing Gery kiss Lusi on the forehead...

Why could??? Mama Selly wondered in her heart.