Love Missed

On the verge of sadness

The next day, exactly two days Marisa was hospitalized. And now it's better and out of its critical period. He recovered and opened his eyes slowly. He looked around, looking around slowly. His life exists, but everything that happens is unreal to Marisa. He remembered the accident a little.

"Ah, where am I? Surgakah or hell" Marisa's inner.

Then Marisa looks to see the impusan bottle hanging and connected in her hand. "Hospital bug" Marisa's inner again.

Marisa also looked silent, she felt pain all over her body. But Marisa still does not feel that her right leg is partially missing.

Mom approached Marisa who seemed conscious. She hugged Marisa tightly. "Finally you realize son" said the mother occasionally shed her tears.

Although Mama often fuss over unimportant things to Marisa. But the hearts of parents still hurt when they see the only child lying weak..

Marisa just seemed silent not knowing what to say. Because everything happens like a dream.

And Marisa seemed to want to get out of her bed. And then he woke up to sit down. Marisa felt something different about her body.

Marisa also looked strange looking at her one leg, as if there were none. It's just a shadow. Or what?

"Ma, Marisa's legs" said Marisa as if in disbelief.

"Yes, son, you must be strong and patient" said the mother while enduring the sadness.

"Ma, meaning?" Marisa's full of question marks.

"Because of the accident. Your leg needs to be amputated, son"

Then Marisa opened the blanket that covered her legs slowly. And when he opened it, it was true that Marisa's right foot only existed until it was snorted.

Marisa also seemed to be crying. He would not have expected to experience something this heavy. His chest felt bitter, everything happened as if in a row. The sky collapsed with his disappointed heart. Increasingly add to this list of the weight of life. Marisa also seemed to scream while crying, as if she did not accept this bitter reality.

Tears were clearly visible on Marisa's face. Marisa keeps crying when she finds out this harsh reality is worse than any nightmare she's ever had.

***

The next day, Marisa was still bedridden in the hospital. He looked desperate and increasingly lackluster in his life. His spirit of life seemed to be gone.

Marisa also seems not to want to eat at all, let alone a mouthful of rice. To drink alone Marisa seemed unwilling.

It was my mother who persuaded Marisa several times to eat.

"Eating Marisa, you can't be like this" said the mother firmly and also with seduction. mama understands her son is now in a very down state.

"I don't want to eat. I don't want anything. I want to get out of this life. I want to die alone" said Marisa with a blank look. her lips were pale and her eyes looked damp. her hair was a bit messy increasingly seen a look of sadness and despair on her face. If the pain in his body is very visible. But the heavy condition also makes Marisa almost mentally ill.

"Marisa eling son. Eling. Your life is still long, you can still live. Why you cry for what happened"

"Ma!! mama can say that because mama is not in my position!!!"

"But at least you still have a life to live"

"I'm disabled, what can I do with this situation"

"At least you still have your mom and dad. Come on you gotta eat Marisa"

Marisa also seemed to still cry it was all too heavy for her. Marisa is too cute to live this life.

Marisa still seemed silent. I look at everything that has happened. But still he is not capable. Mom's words were like the wind. Marisa still looked sad and sad.