Love Missed

Love Missed
Sleeping in the apartment owner's house



Love is easy but hard to hold. Love is easy but difficult when God has not yet predestined the union of the people we love.


And love is easy..


It is easy to come and go, even if we ask him to never leave..


That was what Tanisa felt in her heart. Where when love is not that easy to go.


And it feels sore..


In a heart that has been hurt by a mortal life, but also must be hurt because of the love it never had.


....


Tanisa still seems to be asleep on the plane. Only by sleeping can he forget for a moment the bitterness of life.


Just by sleeping Tanisa feels her world is fine .


And only by sleeping Tanisa hopes that if in the dreamland he can meet with a happy name. Even if only in a dream but the feeling is there and he feels from half his life. Although it is not real but in a dream Tanisa hopes she will smile even after waking up she will regain consciousness to return to the bitterness of life.


After traveling for approximately 2 hours they arrived at 12 pm. The journey becomes easy when we travel by plane.


Tanisa also opened her eyes and saw that next to her there was Deon still in his sleep. Meanwhile, Leon looks sleepless and looks at Tanisa's face. However, Leon throws away his face immediately when Tanisa wakes up and sees Deon seeing himself.


Tanisa still looked down and did not want to look at Leon.


Because it was late at night Deon decided not to go back home first. Remember it's not good to bring Tanisa night-night home. Plus there will be bad speculations from a Tanisa, although the bad image already seems to be attached to Tanisa.


They stayed for a while in Leon's apartment. Yes it belongs to Leon although Leon is young but Leon has his own income and he can buy an apartment and a car with his own sweat as a programmer in a company. Even his father was proud to have a son like Leon.


Leon takes his father and Tanisa to an apartment called Inara's apartment. At once Tanisa remembered that the apartment was a place where she and Gavino had lived in one roof, one room and one bed. His steps seemed to be stifled as he remembered all about Gavino still stopping in his heart.


Leon also seemed to let them into the apartment he had. However Leon still saw Tanisa's face with tears that seemed to be held back. As a woman who had taken away the husband of people seemed unusual to see those tears that seemed to be held back.


Leon also seemed to allow them to sleep first.


But what he felt the most as if being an inner war for himself was that his bed was only one. Yes there is one..


Looks have to be one that was sacrificed for one of them to sleep on the sofa.


"I was confused as to who should sleep on the sofa" Leon said with a heavy sigh.


"Don't do the couch, it's soft. The sofa will not be comfortable"then Leon also seemed to fall asleep on the sofa. So Tanisa doesn't sleep on the couch.


Then Deon pulled Tanisa's soft hand to immediately sleep on the mattress. Tanisa seemed to shake her head and refuse.


But Deon insisted.


"It's okay. You sleep here. I will accompany you" Deon said. Deon tells Tanisa to go to sleep. Because Deon knew that Tanisa besides being tired he was already very sleepy.


Deon is seen sleeping next to Tanisa.


But in his sleep Tanisa seemed unable to sleep. He looked agitated and could not close his eyes. Deon realizes that, if Tanisa hasn't slept.


"Why don't you sleep" asked Deon.


"I can't sleep" replied Tanisa.


"Why?"


"I'm scared. I am afraid to face the world. My world, my world that I never knew was a painful surprise what else I would receive tomorrow" Tanisa said.


"Sneakers are your eyes. I don't want you to be short of rest" Deon hugged Tanisa.


But Tanisa appears to throw Deon's hand. Don't want to be hugged by him.


"Let go of your hand. Your embrace makes me unable to sleep. There's your son right now. Your son is your soul mate. Tell your son to get up and sleep here and I'll sleep on the couch"


Then Deon saw Leon who had slept in a sofa.


"He's asleep" Deon said.


"Alright" said Tanisa who eventually moved to sleep under the blanket that he made a mattress.


"Why are you downstairs" asked Deon.


"Sleeping here makes me calmer. Instead of sleeping up there" said Tanisa who then closed her eyes and fell asleep.


Now that Leon's position is sleeping on the couch, Tanisa is sleeping on the bottom, while Deon is sleeping on the mattress.