Love Missed

I was still traumatized

Gery was annoyed by what happened to him at that time. Gery was very upset at the man who had dared to touch the woman who had just become his wife. Gery can't accept that. Just now Gery wants to finish off Gery separated by an invited guest at that time. If only Gery had not been separated, maybe Gery had beaten up the man. And Susi also brought Gery in and calmed her husband to stay calm.

then Lusi also told Gery to go into the camp of Susi to keep calm, Gery entered with his upset face. Lusi also unconsciously went inside as well.

"That man is so insolent he dares to hug my wife" Gery said with a look of annoyance.

"You have calmed down" said Lusi.

"Where can I calm down there's that bratty guy, I don't know if there's nothing I might be that guy who easily hugs you, he thinks he's who's hugging people's wives carelessly" gery was upset.

Lusi was staring fixedly at Gery at that time, this time Lusi was defended again by a man whether it was love or just because of the other.

"I will go and I finish, tomorrow I will go to him" said Gery who still does not accept.

"That's enough, I don't want you to fuss" said Lusi holding Gery's bruised cheek. And take a cloth with cold water and then stick it on Gery's face that looks swollen.

"Lusi, I can't accept you being humbled by him" Gery said.

"I'm scared" said Luci

"Fearful?"

"Yes, I'm afraid if you're okay, Demian is the one. He can do anything he wants" said Luci.

"Why did you say that"

"What's the matter" asked Lusi confusedly.

"I think you love me" said gery confidently.

Lusi also smiled knotty and did not flinch and then pause and say "had it been. You better eat first" said Lusi.

Gery also looked at Lusi who was washing the wound with a cold towel immediately Gery held the hand of Lusi who was looking at each other.

There was a vibration that Lusi was feeling at that time and Gery also felt the same thing but Lusi seemed to throw his face and try to change the awkward atmosphere at that time..

Lusi let out a heavy sigh and withdrew his hand.

"Why did you throw your face away when I was looking at you" Gery said.

"I just can't be with this kind of atmosphere" said Susi who pulled her hand from Gery's hand.

"I am your husband is nobody why do you seem to hypocrite yourself like this" said Gery looking closely at Lusi.

"I'm just not ordinary, what's wrong. Now that you're home, I told you before, Liana's waiting for you" Luci's plea for Gery to accompany his wife in Jakarta.

"Lusi how can I go home quietly after I know there is a man who is trying to take you from me, I don't want him if he other than snatch you he will also sculpt you" obviously Gery.

"Gery I'm used to going home alone, here is my father and mother you don't have to worry" said Lusi who felt fine.

"I can't lie to myself, I'm still worried about you. If I go home I won't be able to sleep and I can't stop thinking about you. That is definitely Lusi" said Gery who felt reluctant to let go of Lusi's hand even though Lusi had pulled it repeatedly.

Gery approached Lusi very close at the time. Lusi also rewinded his body even more Gery advanced his body, until..

A door opens.

Chequek...

Mother was surprised to see Gery who saw Lusi very close like he was about to kiss her lips and suddenly she felt embarrassed because it seemed to disturb the newlyweds who were both in the room.

Gery and Lusi looked up.

"I'm sorry I forgot to knock on the door" said the mother who felt bad.

"It's okay" said Gery.

Lusi stood up and sighed trying to stay calm. Lusi also looks awkward on his mother because surely at this time the mother is thinking that Lusi is wanting to do something that is not.

"Mom don't think of anything just yet. We're both just driving" said Luci explained.

"Well why?" Ask the mother who turned around to ask.

"It's okay to be afraid of the mother's thoughts that aren't just about the two of us. I swear I didn't do anything, did I?" lucia told Gery.

Gery even smiled at Lusi who put on a plain face.

"If you want to do anything, it's okay you guys are married" said the mother on the doorstep while staring at Lusi and Gery alternately.

"Yes, but I don't think about it, either. Want to do so during the day his mind likes to go everywhere" said Lusi with an awkward smile.

"The thought everywhere is who the hell, not you. I didn't talk about anything"

"Ah time lusi ordinary feeling. Not to discuss anything, it's his rich mother deh"sangkal Lusi who this time does not want to lose.

"Judah if you do not want to avoid clarification also times, most eat mecin yes" said the mother.

"What the hell Mom, why so mecin so wronged. Mecin is the seasoning of the mother"

Then Gery even laughed to see the behavior of children and mothers who thought it was funny.

"Mother and you are a good fit" Gery said with a laugh.

"Hem funny yeah"

"It's funny" said Gery laughing.

"Our day is played ma'am, we're laughing again"

"Yes, he laughed, he was happy. Eh you eat first there, the rice will hunt so the agent if demined"

"Jaudah let's eat" said Gery pulling Lusi's hand to eat.

Then when eating with Lusi was seen scooping rice at the buffet table that had been prepared while Gery just sat down not to take rice or side dishes.

"You don't eat" asked Lusi pas Gery.

"It's not full yet"

"Eat what?" Ask Lusi.

"Eat the tacks" Gery joked.

"Oh Kirain was eating cable" said Luci who replied with a joke again.

"Hemm started taking the medicine" Gery said. "Later if you've taken the rice sitting here next to me don't go far"

"It's a baffle" said Lusi.

Then Lusi was sitting next to Gery in a chair close to Gery. Gery also looks at Lusi with a fixed look.

"Do you really not want to eat?" Ask Lusi.

Gery also looks smiling looking at Lusi close while embracing the shoulder of Lusi.

"Hemm I want to bribe you"

"Too many people here, eat alone yes" refused Lusi.

"It's a special day for me so I want to be treated as such"

"Gery ?????"

"Lusi???whyyy??? Problem" said Gery

Lusi sighed heavily and tried to grant Gery's request to feed him.

"Aaa" said Gery who opened his mouth.

Lusi also bribed.

"Oh yeah???"

"Yes because from my wife's hand it tastes better"

"Don't tombal ah??"

"Dear, I'm not fat" said Gery.

Susi finally feeds Gery according to Gery's request until the rice runs out. And throughout that too Gery can not be separated in the slightest look at Susi with a warm smile. Gery won't let go of her eyes to look at Susi at this time.

"Later in the night I won't be coming home from here" Gery said.

"Liana will be waiting for you" said Lucia.

"Liana was waiting for me maybe one night, but I waited to marry you more than my life. He can't be selfish with this"

"I'm a woman she's a woman you can't say that"

"You're a wife, she's a wife, she can't manage my life not to meet my wife. You're also my wife Luci"

"But I disagree"

"Do you want to expel your own husband. Obviously I've married you"

"I didn't throw you out, but ?"

"But what? There are not many reasons to escape your responsibilities as a wife" Gery smiled.

Luci immediately swallowed his saliva deeply. And drink warm water.

At night, Gery also looked at the smile of seeing Lusi who had just finished bathing and wearing a pink home negligee. With the hair on the ponytail with a pigtail and the look of Lusi's face that is slimy shining memeememememegarkan aura of beauty Lusi that is absolutely undeniable.

Gery also did not hide his smile more and more often give a smile that is so very visible. Lusi understands Gery's intentions and goals of throwing a smile like a toothpaste advertisement. Lusi also tidied up the bed that looked a little messy at that time, Lusi was carrying his son at that time who was not asleep.

"Lusi, let me take Fabio's side. Don't be too tired, huh"

"Don't mind my job" said Lusi who did not want to trouble Gery.

"Now it's my job too. You are pregnant do not get too tired, baby" said Gery who took Fabio from the hands of Lusi and replaced Lusi to hold Fabio.

"Sit down and rest in this bed baby" said Gery smiling.

"Yes well" said Lusi resigned.

Then Gery also looked to the right and left of Lusi's room which seemed too close to the room of his father and mother, although Gery actually knows the house has been blocked by the wall, but for Gery it is a bit awkward to let out a vulgar sigh if doing husband and wife relations.

"This is your room so close to your mother, is it safe" asked Gery.

"What should it be?" lusi.

"Let's not be so close to ten meters"

"My house is simple, not like your house is barking" said Lusi.

"Okay..continue your bed is strong not for us sleepin"

"It will not be strong if you make one RT. Why the hell" said Lusi wonder.

"Make sure the location is safe" Gery said.

"Start down"

Without feeling Fabio was asleep in Gery's cradle and in his arms.

"She's finally asleep" said Gery smiling.

Then Gery put Fabio next to Lusi.

And fell asleep beside Susie.

And suddenly Lusi began to panic at the sight of Gery at that time.

"Why? You're afraid to see me" asked Gery.

Lucy looked at Gery.

"I just feel bad" Gery said.

"Why?" ask Gery gently.

"Isn't it?"

"You're not ready to have sex yet" asked Gery.

Lucia was silent. Gery looked at Lusi's face closely and kissed her forehead.

"I'm not going to force you like I used to, I've changed Lusi I want to be a better person who can love you. I may have been wrong to force you. And I realize, but for now I just want to love you sincerely. I'll do it slowly and for tonight"

"Why?" Tanya Lusi is tense.

"I just want to kiss your lips" Gery said.

Luci was silent.

"Why do you want something else" asked Gery.

"No, it's not like that" said Luci.

"Then what was it like? Like this" said Gery stroked the face of Susi very close.

"This kiss will not hurt it will make you happy" Gery said with a close look at Lusi.

Gery also untied the bonds of Susi's hair and long Susi's hair was decomposed beautifully. Gery quickly takes Lusi's hand and puts Lusi's hand on his neck.

"I'll just kiss you tonight" Gery said.

Then immediately Lusi was crying and could not do everything.

"Why are you crying" said Gery.

"There is something that still concerns Gery in my heart" said Lusi. "There's one secret you should know and I'm afraid to tell it"

"Why?????"

Lusi also felt stiff to tell him about his trauma to Demian who had dared to fuck him. It was hard to forget all those bitter memories

No Gery should not know that I was once fucked by Demian this will be a burden for him also inner Lusi wipe his tears.

"I guess I'm just confused. I was confused" said Lusi while crying.

Then Gery approached the face of Susi and touched the lips of Lusi slowly.

Lusi closed his eyes, but the memory of Lusi again appeared about Demian who had forced husband and wife relations on him and made Lusi afraid and sore. And it was like it opened up a bad memory of the past. Lusi's eyes were round, and Lusi immediately stood up and immediately bowed under the floor crying.

"Huhuhu. I don't want to" said Lusi who felt reminded of the trauma and mass Lusi at that time with Demian. Lusi held her head while crying.

"What do you feel right now tell me"

"Hiks hiks hiks does not want me to be afraid" said Luci instead crying.

"Calm down here, I'm hugging us to sleep"

Lusi immediately recalled the bad memories of Demian who had raped her at that time. Makes it difficult to forget the bad memories that were just yesterday. Lusi did not expect that he still remembered Demian's behavior so evil that it was difficult for Lusi to forget everything.

Susi sat on the bed and laid her body. Gery has absolutely no idea what Demian did to Lusi.

Yes, Lusi does need time to restore all his emotions that are still traumatized to the bad memories he had experienced while held captive by Demian.