Love Missed

I don't know

A clear morning the wind was blowing, a beautiful atmosphere but not as beautiful. Trying to stay standing even though it actually feels tired remains strong even though everything has been destroyed. If others try to achieve what is the target in life, Tanisa has been able to survive it is like a better thing, although sometimes alive but like dead. Living with a man who has never been loved is like a nightmare for Tanisa who somehow has nightmares about when she will leave.

But all that feels unpleasant it must be Tanisa closed deeply considering there is a soul that needs life, namely the baby in the womb Tanisa flesh blood based on love but full of lies and suffering. Tanisa hopes that the child she bears will never feel what Tanisa feels. Living in pain and pain every day. Tanisa must be strong with the baby she contains now.

In the morning Tanisa Tumben once felt nausea that was so felt, Tanisa during pregnancy rarely nausea and only this time he felt nausea.

Tanisa who woke up seemed to run to the bathroom, and vomited. What came out was just water, because Tanisa had not eaten anything when she woke up.

Tanisa wakes up and sees Leon behind her. Tanisa's nausea and vomiting belly seemed to pull Leon away to see Tanisa who was nauseous and vomiting.

Tanisa does not understand why this time the more sensitive to her is the man who will be her stepson, Leon.

Tanisa was shocked when Leon gave a clean towel to wipe Tanisa's mouth after vomiting it.

Tanisa then received the towel from Leon's hand and rubbed it into his mouth and cleaned his mouth that looked wet.

"Why you?" Leon looked at Tanisa.

"I'm fine" replied Tanisa trying to say that she was fine.

"What's okay, you vomit" Leon said, looking at the pale-looking Tanisa.

"Yes maybe it's because of my pregnancy" Tanisa replied.

Leon takes warm water to Tanisa. Tanisa still seems confused by Leon's attention to her, even though it was Leon who disagreed on Tanisa's relationship with Deon now he was even inversely proportional.

"Hopefully this warm water can make you better" Leon said.

"Thank you" Tanisa replied.

"Leon" Tanisa said again.

"Yes" she replied.

"Why are you so good to me"

"I-that's it, because I-I'm worried" said Leon looking nervous.

"What worries?" Tanisa looked at Leon.

"I'm afraid that you're doing something" Leon said nervously with Tanisa's eyes, which made Leon's heart flutter.

"If I'm why it's not okay for you. And no problem for you" replied Tanisa.

"Not that, it's just me. I don't want you to do anything"

Tanisa also seemed speechless, Leon also seemed to scratch his head.

Hopefully Tanisa doesn't suspect with my gestures that like her there are other flavors that I feel for her. Yes, the debate that never goes away is possible. Maybe I love the person who will be my stepmother. Realizing Leon realized the woman was pregnant with a child from papa, conscious Leon inner Leon.

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Tanisa leaves Leon and sees Deon having breakfast.

Instantly Tanisa stroked her stomach..

Speaking of pregnancy, during pregnancy, Tanisa never once went to the obstetrician or midwife. Not because he did not want to, all this time Deon never once invited Tanisa to go to the obstetrician even once to make sure that the content of Tanisa in good condition.

At breakfast that morning, look Deon who is having breakfast. Then Leon soon followed, and Deon's son sat beside him. There did not appear to be Dea or Jihan at the time. Of all the family members, only Leon was able to accept Tanisa's presence. Leon seemed to no longer look at Tanisa with a look of hate. And now it's inversely proportional. The others hated Tanisa.

Tanisa just stood up like a maid looking at the two who were eating, Tanisa never once sat at the table. Tanisa never once joined to eat together at the house. Tanisa always ate the leftovers on the table that were still worth eating. Tanisa is self-conscious, that she is just a hitchhiking not worth getting anything. Except for mercy.

Tanisa was silent...

And he once again seemed to stroke his flat stomach, staring at Deon.

Then Tanisa also this time seemed to dare to ask Deon once to check the condition of Tanisa's womb, to better know the current condition of her fetus. Because Tanisa felt like she wasn't okay.

"Mas" said Tanisa.

"Yes" replied Deon.

"Yes continues?"

"I want once in a while to control the content. Just to make sure that my baby is in good health" Tanisa said.

"For what?"

"Once in a while it's okay at least we have to know the condition of our fetus is good" said Tanisa.

"No, don't bother you there. Later also he will be born alone, without having to control everything"

"As the child in our womb to be healthy, I'm afraid that he why napa because never once we control a doctor or midwife" Tanisa pinta.

"Can, you know the cost of living is expensive and you have to understand. Not to mention making a stream later, not to mention making a fee when he was born should you understand it" said Deon who even seemed emotional and immediately stood staring at Tanisa with annoyance.

Then Leon suddenly spoke up as if Leon objected to the response of the father who rejected Tanisa's desire for control of the content.

"If you mind just let me, I'll take Tanisa to check the contents. True said Tanisa, pregnant women should at least check the content to health workers every month Pa. To make sure that everything is okay. Especially for mothers and babies in the womb Tanisa pah. For the cost papa do not have to worry let Leon pay" said Leon with a serious look.

"No need later papa love the money, you do not need to be responsible to the child in the womb Tanisa. Because you're not his father" Deon said sarcastically.

"Indeed not Leon's son, but he was Leon's younger brother. Leon is entitled to make the mother of Leon's younger brother happy. Not like papa who had the heart to rape Tanisa every day just because Tanisa was pregnant with papa's child" said Leon who spoke suddenly.

Deon was shocked by Leon's words this time, Leon quickly slapped his son.

Plaobedient.....

yeah, Deon slapped his son's cheek.

"Don't talk carelessly if you don't understand anything" Deon exclaimed in annoyance.

"The father who does not understand anything, Tanisa deserves a happy life" Leon replied not to lose.

"But you don't deserve to talk to something you shouldn't. You don't know who Tanisa is, where did you come from? Why are they here and for what? You never knew Leon. You must understand before you know!!!!" Deon was upset.

"I don't need to understand and know everything. All I know is that Tanisa suffers from living with papa" Leon said.

"You don't talk like that, if you still want to think of me as a child!!!" Deon snapped and tried to slap Leon, but Deon held him back.

Tanisa couldn't see Deon and Leon fighting.

"Leon is, don't fight with your papa I beg you. I asked for it" said Tanisa who did not want Leon to be slapped again by her papa.

Leon looked at Tanisa.

"All right, I'm giving up on you Tanisa. This afternoon I'm taking you to the gynecologist to check your baby" Leon said and immediately left in annoyance.

Tanisa was very surprised by what Leon said to the papa today who suddenly spoke as boldly as that.

while Leon looks astonished at himself, why he can reveal all of his easily and blatantly defend Tanisa. Yeah Leon doesn't know why he could be like that. Leon also looks to squeeze his head.

Then..

Meanwhile...

Tanisa is now alone at the dining table, because Leon has gone to his room.

Deon stared intently at Tanisa's eyes with an annoyed look. Not thinking about Leon's words. Deon was angry at Tanisa.

With a sharp gaze Deon looked at Tanisa's face and approached Tanisam

"WHAT ARE YOU SAYING TO MY SON SO HE SPEAKS SO" Deon said in a loud voice.

Tanisa closed her eyes in fear and shock at Deon's voice filling the room.

"SAY" snarled Leon.

"I don't know, I don't know" said Tanisa, afraid to see Deon.

"You do what doctrine is my son that he dares to speak so!!"

"I don't know, even if you kill me I don't know mas"

Then Tanisa seems to leave, leaving Deon. Tanisa is confused why Tanisa is now blamed even though Tanisa does not know anything about Leon who suddenly defended Tanisa.