Love Missed

Whaties???

Susi also woke up from her sleep, dreaming of her husband like making herself feel a deeper longing. Remembering the sweet, bitter memories, all were an atmosphere that he would never repeat again. The longing of a loved one is like a heartbreak for which there is no cure. Lusi also seemed resigned to destiny and longing that would never be brimmed.

Man he made love someone because the physical and the treasure is human nature, but in fact, Lusi loves Rian with a figure who goes without bringing perfection at all, far from perfect when he fell ill and had nothing. Did his love fade? Actually not? Susi loves the man who became her husband from the deepest heart not seeing his status and physical state. For him love is unconditional and sacred.

Lusi just hope someday, he will be reunited with the husband even though it must be when and when.

Lusi woke up from sleep and rushed for dawn prayers. Because it was the dawn. After Lusi's prayer to prepare breakfast to help mother, Lusi also seemed to make a coffee and milk and he put it on the dining table while looking at two glasses of milk and coffee in front of him.

Fabio also seemed to have woken up and Lusi put him in the baby chair and gave him biscuits. And Lusi also prepared formula milk for Fabio who had already awakened.

Meanwhile..

Suddenly Dad seemed to come and wanted to sit on the table that had two cups of coffee and milk.

Lucia also banned her father.

"Dad don't sit there" said Luci in a firm voice.

"Why?" Said the father astonished at his daughter.

"That's a chair for Rian, even I've prepared coffee and milk for him. He is the most unpredictable person about curiosity so I made it two" said Lusi in a slightly raised tone and warned his father not to sit in the chair, because Lusi had already prepared for her Husband.

Father was surprised to see his daughter who was not getting sane even more insane.

"You know Rian is dead" exclaimed Father looking annoyed and slightly frowning.

"I know, even I know very well. I remember her passing, but I miss her am I wrong if I miss her?"

"Not wrong" replied the father briefly.

"That's why I'm doing what I used to do for him, which is two glasses of drink that he used to drink" said Lusi as he stared at the empty chair.

"Why are you still sane, why would you make two drinks for him if you already knew he was dead" said the father.

"I just want to assume it exists, that's all" replied Lusi.

Lusi also looked at her blankly while smiling to himself. Yes smile to himself but with a face that looks sad and lost direction.

A moment when the coffee and milk did not decrease even a bit, Luci seemed to cry after he looked at it. Realizing if Rian does not exist, only a thing that will never be real and return.

"Hiks hyks hyks" Lusi seemed to cry suddenly.

Father and mother began to look back at the old Lusi, who was once frustrated. As if it made mom and dad worried.

"Why are you suddenly crying" asked Mother.

"Go. Rian is really gone. In fact, the coffee I made was not drunk" said Lusi with a soft look. Her tears seemed to expand.

"Patience to you must be strong" said the mother holding the body of her daughter.

Susi was immediately speechless and held her son to get out of the house that was in the baby chair. Father and mother just looked at her daughter out.

"Lusi don't do anything weird with your son" said the mother.

"No, I just want to catch a quick breeze, ma'am" said Luci and left immediately.

Lucia went to take her son out.

"Mom" said father.

"Yes sir" said the mother.

"Lusi is lonely Ma'am, she feels her life is lonely and lonely. Let's just match up, he's the same as who Mom is. Let someone accompany him" said the father.

"Dad, Lusi was not the type of person who quickly opened his heart. It hurts when we suddenly marry"

"But he's past Iddah too right, yes we're looking for a soul mate who will accept him whatever. There was someone who wanted to accept Lusi for what she was" said the father.

"Tar first father, our son should not be arbitrarily betrothed. His fate is unpredictable. If suddenly we match later he even more suffering, even the mother is not stronger. Let's leave it first. I'm sure Lusi is strong just that he does need time" said the mother.

"If suddenly he's a mental disorder again" said the father.

"We pray for the best, we support and entertain. Mother also pity but I do not want Lusi even more suffering, who knows Lusi has his own life choices that we do not know" said the mother.

"Let's see it later" said Dad.

Then soon someone came, and unexpectedly it was Marisa and Juna who really wanted to come to Bandung.

Mom and Dad were shocked by the couple's arrival.

"Jeez, son of Juna and wife yes" said the mother who did remember with her child's friend.

"Jeez, come all the way" said the mother who was shocked to see Juna and Marisa.

"It just so happened that there was business in Bandung, all through also playing his plan to invite Fabio and Lusi to go for a walk" replied Juna.

"Oh good, Lusi is saturated at home. He was in front, he was with his son" said the mother.

"Front, there is nothing" said Juna felt did not see Lusi.

"What's? Dad, I'm trying to find Susi's dad, she's bringing Fabio's mom scared that she's reckless" she said.

"Come?" Juna said in shock.

"Yes Lusi's nature lately is strange after she lost her husband, the mother is also afraid that she will eliminate him, let alone bring her son" the mother explained.

"Mom, I'm gonna find Lusi" said the father who went and took his car keys.

"He loved to cry alone, just now he was smiling to himself. Abis was crying himself. I'm afraid she's reckless and doing something unexpected" she explained.

"What's? Until like that, then I will look for Lusi also Mom" said Juna who stood up.

"I'm coming with Jun" said Marisa.

Then Juna and Marisa go together to find the whereabouts of Lusi who has gone somewhere. Dad went in the opposite direction to Juna.

Juna and Marisa seemed to look for the existence of Lusi who was somewhere he went, the condition of the road was rather crowded because many mornings passed by in the street to start activities.

After a few meters there seems to be a traffic jam that knows what it is.

Juna pulled over to see what was going on. Juna and Marisa got out of the car, and saw what was the source of the traffic jam.

And sure enough what was expected to happen, seen Lusi who was standing in the middle of the road while holding his son. Lusi's eyes look puffy and Lusi looks like a confused person. Someone's trying to pull Lusi from the middle of the road. But Lucia did not want to leave.

Tin...

Tin...

Tin...

Lusi looks like a desperate and suicidal person.

Then Juna ran over to Lusi.

"What are you doing?" Said Juna who approached Lusi.

"I saw Rian, I saw Rian, Jun. Just don't know where he is?" Said Lusi crying.

"Rian's not here"

"There, I saw it"

"He doesn't exist!!!!!"

"So I saw her"

"Give your son to me" said Juna holding Fabio and giving it to Marisa.

Lusi suddenly fainted and Juna immediately rushed to lift Susi.

Juna was so panicked when he saw the faint-headed Lusi.

"Geez I was so confused by this woman, she was the one who didn't love Rian. But he was easily sad and almost died just from losing Rian. Is he not sane?" Juna's grumbling looked panicked.

Marisa quickly hit Juna's body.

Plaque..

"In these circumstances you can insult a dead Rian. Even though Lusi used to hate her husband but she must have lost her husband" Marisa said.

"Oh okay. Apparently you both lost the man" said Juna weakly.

Then Juna immediately brought Lusi home. During travel.

"We have to find the nearest clinic, I just found out that Lusi is pregnant" Juna said.

"Yes I'm the same" said Marisa. "Great illusion is very easy she is pregnant" said Marisa sitting next to Lusi who sat on the second bench. Juna focused on driving.

"I was able to get pregnant just like Lusi, until now I have not been pregnant as well" said Marisa.

"Prophey dear" said Juna.

Then Marisa also saw the face of Lusi who looked pale and weak.

Arriving at the clinic Juna immediately brought to the doctor, Lusi was examined.

The doctor said that Lusi had anemia which caused fainting.

Juna stands next to Lusi to see Lusi, but unexpected things happen. Susi who began to realize it immediately hugged Juna so tightly.

"Rian I beg you not to leave me, Rian I beg you not to go" said Luci hugging Juna tightly.

At once Marisa who saw that also immediately felt the same pain as what Lusi felt. He remembers so long ago, during school he was so very lost his first love, Rian. Perhaps what Marisa experienced was not as heavy as what Lusi experienced especially considering that Lusi was currently pregnant.

Juna also tried to release the hand of Lusi who tied Juna's waist which made Juna not wrinkle.

"Let her hug you, I know very well the pain of longing. Let her hug you for now" Marisa said.

Lusi also seemed to hug Juna tightly and assume that Juna is Rian.

Susi who experienced the inner and hit it like it needed a hug from the husband.

Moments later, Lusi realized that it was not Rian.

"Juna???" Said Lusi looking at Juna's face.

"Why are you, why are you" said Luci who finally realized to release Juna's embrace.

"Sorry, I don't know why all of a sudden you, sorry I accidentally hugged you" said Lusi who felt shocked by himself like a madman hugging a man who was not her husband.

"It's okay" said Juna.

"I must be crazy, I'm crazy. How could you think that Rian dja is gone. I forgot that Rian is gone" said Lusi who returned crying. "Hiks hyx hyx"

Yes, Lusi again cried like a person who was between conscious and unconscious. Lusi was crying while hugging a pillow.

Her soul is shaken and Lusi feels lost, Marisa's inner suddenly being told that Lusi does love Juna.

Susi I'm sure that you actually love Juna too, I was the one who came wrong. I shouldn't have married Juna.If I hadn't married Juna, you would have married Juna. You're a widow, and Juna loves you very much. You are the one Juna loves. Juna loves you very much Luci Inner Marisa.

Juna calms Lusi down by giving her a drink.

"Calm down, you calm down. You will be fine" said Juna who looked attentive.

"But Rian is gone Jun, I can't help it" said Luci in tears.

Juna also seemed to be stroking Susi's hair slowly but surely.

"Calm down, relax your mind" said Juna

Somehow Marisa's feelings say that only Juna is able to love what she is and can replace Rian in Lusi's heart.

At that time they returned home, to return Lusi home. Susi was immediately taken to her room. Marisa also just looked at Lusi did not give any comments even though in her heart she continued to think many things.

"Bu let Lusi see first" said Juna.

Then after Lusi rested in the room. At that time Marisa also pulled Juna into the car.

"What's wrong?" Ask Juna.

"I want to talk to you" said Marisa.

"What?" Ask Juna.

"Marry Lusi" Marisa said suddenly.

"What?? what are you saying" Juna was shocked.

"Marry her" Marisa said again.

Juna rounded his eyes in shock at what Marisa said to him.