Love Missed

A month later

A month later..

The age of the content of Lusi is now eight months or more, there is a tormented mind that is being felt. Remembering how he had to live his destiny alone.

But his divorce did not make him afraid to be grateful for every pleasure of life. Lusi is still living with her parents after a quick marriage and a sudden divorce.

Even many people who currently still do not know that Lusi is divorced. The news of his marriage has not been tested, but the news of his divorce is now in sight. And it would be the most talked about gossip if neighbors and relatives knew. And there will also be a myriad of inviting questions, why get married in such a hurry? divorce is also in a hurry. Lusi does not like questions about himself that are too cornering, let alone the negative views of others on him.

Lusi refused to tell me everything Lusi was ashamed to tell everything. The marriage is already very embarrassing and heartbreaking that Lusi felt.

If Susi prefers not to marry it is better, because the divorce was painful.

Currently, Lusi, who is eight months pregnant, feels again to be a parent alone who does nothing alone.

Lusi also did not want to open his heart at this time and for some time to come, after all, Lusi did not want to be called 'widow gatel' just because Lusi feels beautiful there are men who say like and love, immediately say yes. Lusi is not that kind of person. Although many may like, for whatever reason and Luci does not care at all.

But behind it all Susi sometimes feel sad if accidentally met about the family when passing in front of the house, many neighbors who ask where her husband is. Where does her husband live, which person, and why is not the law.

Lusi was just downcast silent at that time, and even if answered, Lusi still pretends that Lusi has not divorced Gery. And Lusi considers her relationship with her husband still lasting adem ayem as if nothing happened in front of others. It was all done to cover up the shame that hit the soul and feelings of being married for a new corn but there was already news of divorce.

If even later news of the divorce, Lusi reported the possibility later after 6 months or a year so that he still had a face in front of people.

But from the incident of the marriage there is still a man who still put resentment, resentment and hate on a woman who was eight pregnant. He still put his regret on Lusi who seemed to ignore him and his love and married another man.

He harbors his anger and does not accept the marriage of Lusi who precedes him who actually also wants to do the same. Though Susi herself already knew that the man loved Susi. However, Lusi was silent and did not care about him.

Who else if not Demian...

For Lusi, Lusi did not see the love of Demian at all. Only a deep evil without thinking about Lusi's feelings actually needs help from him.

On the sidelines of the deep fear of life, Demian who said that love does not necessarily release Lusi as it should. Precisely Demian uses Lusi to satisfy his desire to play love. Lusi does not accept Demian's love so evil to him. And Lucia doesn't consider that love at all, there's no love like that.

No love is as painful as it is, no love comes just because lust is all non-existent.

Lusi did not forget the incident that happened to him in the house of Demian, Lusi just forgot every incident that Lusi himself felt sick. Lusi should have dared to take the most correct decision is to report Demian to the police. Yet...

lusi's life that was really shaky made Lusi resign the intention, to wait for her to give birth. Or maybe, until he was completely ready to report the incident. Because Lusi knows Demian has great strength, Lusi must be ready mentally and mind, if not ready all the problems will instead strike back at him.

Lusi can only squeeze his head rough and cry bitterly when remembering the worst memories of his life.

But again Lusi never said about it to anyone except Gery, it was also said because Lusi suffered the greatest trauma in his life.

Until one day.......

The day that Demian feels that she must take revenge on Lusi whom she has deemed to be rejecting her love and choosing to marry Gery.

It made Demian ride the apoplexy and wanted to give a lesson to Lusi.

Demian also made a plan that he really wanted to do so that Susi was able to accept the bitterness of a wrong decision in his life had chosen Gery..

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Morning that feels bright, the age of the content of Lusi has grown it is a most beautiful gift from a woman especially if not being a mother.

Fate for fate is gone.

If the tears were a cry, Lusi would love to feel happy crying to feel what is indeed her happiness.

Lusi just hope the sadness will soon disappear and return to living a happier life. With loved ones.

With my father, mother and children. About the husband, Lusi seems to be thinking hard first about it.

Lusi also sat on the front seat of his house holding his stomach which is now enlarged, stroking gently and occasionally closing his eyes enjoying the fresh air in the beautiful morning.

"During this time Lusi realized solitude is lonely but better, than together but hurtful" said Lusi who was talking to his mother who was tidying plants in front of his house.

"Everyone has their own happiness in enjoying life, there are those with enough wealth with the family, the most important thing is to be grateful" said the mother who was busy with plants.

"Mother never realized the mother's heart was really sore, the matter was so hard to express" asked Lusi.

"Over, very never. Seeing you suffer mother is very painful dear, seeing you pretend to be happy mother is sore. Right now you are just pretending to be happy even though your heart is completely broken" replied the mother who this time looked serious.

"Lusi is most afraid of falling in love, does not want to fall in love and lucky Lusi is not easy to fall in love. But unfortunately it turns out without us loving the heart still feels pain" explained Lusi.

"I'm sure I never fell in love" asked the mother at the time.

"Remember but it's for the family and only for Lusi's husband who is gone is Rian" replied Lusi who smiled knot.

"Then what about Gery" mother asked.

"Gery is just a love broker to do that one night" replied Lusi.

"Love one night, so you've done it"

"Do what Mom? Please be clear" asked Lusi staring at the mother.

"Women and men usually do what?"

"Relationship" asked Lusi raise his eyebrows which actually Lusi already understood the meaning of the mother's words just pretended not to understand.

"Yes that kind of thing is more" said the mother who was sliding the pot to be tidied up to look slick.

"No, it's not love it's just an obligation between husband and wife and it's nothing more"

"oh yes, but surely you love it's just that you are frank" said the mother at the time.

"I'm not easily loved Mom, I'm also difficult if I'm in love and then confess love. Maybe there will be many people who say if Lusi is a hypocrite. But the truth is" said Lusi.

"So you're proud to be a hypocrite"

"Yes not proud either, in fact love is not a speech but a form of taste. Kindness and attention. Then also according to Lusi the woman who is too much of the word love is like a disgrace from a woman who basically has shame and becomes cheap if the word love is often spoken" said Lusi.

"That's what you think, not according to the others" said the mother.

"OK well everyone does have their own thoughts and cannot be hit flat between one and the other" said Lusyi.

"It's complicated to talk to you, there's an easy way to get to a narrow gank first. Just found the answer" said the mother who smiled at her son's speech like a debate event.

"Yes, why mother, this is a descendant of mothers may also have been mothers like Lusi just not aware of it" replied Lusi.

"Yes" replied the mother frowning.

"That's what I am" said Susi smiling.

Then the mother sat down beside Susi and took a warm tea and drank it.

"Yaudha you look like a mother"

"But there is one thing that Lusi pinta" said Susi.

"What?" Ask mother.

"Don't talk about Gery anymore, ma'am, because he's happy with his wife" said Lusi.

"What's wrong we're talking about him" mother asked.

"It's not wrong just that, Lusi felt he no longer cared about her" said Lusi who this time turned to his mother.

"Related?"

"Very sure"

"Alright, it's up to you to ask" said the mother.

"Oia's new veil mom's good, right?" ask mom

"Good Mom, really good. This is from dad well" asked Lusi at the time.

"Yes, he bought it for mom, you know" said the enthusiastic mother.

"Everything you love, you always say good, so I'm not surprised anymore"

She smiled and hugged Lusi warmly at that moment.

"The most you can" said the mother.

mother hugs tightly to feel happiness with her daughter who has a myriad of life problems that are difficult to go through. And the mother is always happy every time Lusi smiles because the reason makes Lusi smile is like something expensive when looking back with a dark and bitter life.