Love Missed

Pain and happiness are different thin.

Lusi also returned home with a sad state of heart, when the world this time was not on his side.

Lusi came home with tears cheeked, he came home empty-handed no hope that he had hoped that he would come home with money. But it was only hope, that Lusi refused the money given by Gery. The money was more precisely an insult to him, simply because he was against the rich, he said, he thinks that Lusi can be paid with money and he does things as he pleases with Lusi.

Lusi's lips also looked a bit swollen because of the treatment not wearing it, the rough kiss made Lusi have to feel again how painful when not appreciated as a woman.

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Arriving at home, it looks Renata who is already at home and Lusi went home with a face that feels so sad and sick.

Just arrived at the door of the house, Renata immediately pulled the hand of Luci.

"Thank you, you brought this food. Mama is happy" said Renata showed so many food dishes

"It's from where ma" asked Lusi puzzled.

"This is from you, there was an inter-offering from the onlen ojek he said on behalf of you Lusi" said the mama who looked happy.

Lusi also looked at all the food in his house, looks 3 baking pizzas, spaghetti, grilled fish, toast, and fruits. In addition, Lusi also saw the presence of sembako, rice oil and eggs.

Lusi doesn't know who sent him.

Suddenly a short message came into Lusi's phone.

(I deliberately sent everything to you, take the message from: Gery)

At once Lusi seemed to shake his head as if he could not believe what he had just obtained.

"You have been paid from the model photos, so you can buy all of this" said Renata, who pulled Lusi to sit down.

Lusi just looks sculpted, not believing in all this.

"Why did you eluse? You seem to be sad. You're in shock, why?" Renata asked her daughter-in-law.

Lusi was silent, shaking his head weakly.

"Mama is hungry, mama eats yes" said Renata.

Renata immediately devoured the food with vigor. Renata seemed happy with what he had just gotten.

Lusi who seemed to want to tell me about her who had just been treated brashly also seemed restrained could not tell the truth, especially when she saw Renata who was eating voraciously. Susi was afraid that if she told her all, her mother-in-law would lose her appetite. Lusi also seemed powerless to say it, Lusi only felt sad and also the worry between wanting to tell the story with everything he experienced or close everything, so that only Lusi felt this pain.

Ma, Lusi is confused whether or not to tell mama, with what happened to Lusi just now. Lusi could not bear, seeing my mother was sad. Lusi did not want mama who was happy this good food even became sad with what I experienced, inner Lusi was sad to see her mother who was eating.

"You don't eat either, let's eat. It's delicious, you" asked Renata .

Lusi also seemed to shake his head.

"No ma" replied Lusi.

"Your mother is bribing you" said Mama.

"Gak ma" refused Lusi.

Then Renata feeds Luci.

"Let's A. a. " said Renata to feed Lusi.

Susi finally ate it with a full taste of poignancy in the heart.

"Am... It's delicious" said Renata who finally wanted to eat Susi.

Susi who ate it also felt tight in the chest, without feeling her tears fell.

"Why are you crying" said the mother who saw Lusi drop her tears.

"Ma, Lusi change clothes first. Lusi is not feeling well" said Susi who looks grim and limp.

Lusi thanks also for the money, mama almost forgot to say" said Renata.

"What money?"

"So there's also someone who came here to give money to mama?"

"Money? What money?"

"Here's the money from you, right"

"How many ma"

"2 million"

In a moment, Lusi also jolted his heart confused between angry, upset, everything felt confusing. One side Lusi upset with Gery's treatment of him, but one side of Lusi did not have the heart to see Renata who was very happy, had to turn out to be upset because of what Lusi experienced.

Gery was so smart in playing his part this time. He is able to do the unnatural and unsettling but he makes Lusi also feel heavy to tell the truth.

Susi also seemed to take a deep breath, silently holding all and full of anxiety.

When in the room Lusi also seemed to remove her Make up with cotton that has been moistened, but did not feel her tears flow. I can't imagine why it became like this. There was a heartache in his mind that he could not bear, all felt difficult and tight in the chest.

Susi finally took off the wedding dress, and she changed it with a house dress.

Lusi also saw his son who was asleep, then Susi embraced him without feeling he dropped his tears.

Yes, Lusi looked even more whiny this time. Because he felt what he was going through was a heavy and painful thing. Is because Luci is now poor, so happiness and pain are thin.

After the incident, Lusi just seemed locked in the room.

Until the night, Rian went home to see Lusi who was sitting in the room while keeping his son playing.

Seen Rian who was so tired after coming home from work on his first day, Lusi also seemed to prepare warm water for her husband who had just returned home. Rian was also seen his wife who was silent while drinking the water that his wife had brought.

"Why are you quiet" asked Rian, hugging his wife.

Lusi just shook his head, and tried to be okay even though his heart was not okay.

"I took a shower" said Rian.

Then Rian looked inside and took a shower and changed his clothes.

Finished bathing Rian also looked fresher and approached his mother.

"Today Lusi gave us a lot of food and Lusi also gave money to mama. Mama is happy Lusi, thank you" said mama happy.

"Rian also mama separate her food later you eat yes"

"Yes, that's delicious for sure" said Rian happily.

But Rian's happy feeling seemed distracted more to the still silent Luci.

Rian also had his eyes fixed on the diritadi Lusi who was silent and sad.

Then Rian seemed to start talking to his wife.

"Lusty?"

"Yes?" Sahut Lusi's.

"How was the shooting going well" asked Rian.

"I've decided today is the last day I take a model photo"

"Why?"

"Because it was difficult, I had a hard time doing it" said Lusi who seemed to cover everything.

"It's not that you can do everything, usually you like to learn new things" Rian said.

"Not this other time, because I don't like it and I'm not ready. So I decided not to continue"

"Lusi, you hockey loh work in that field. You don't love me, if you think it's better to keep going. If you only rely on Rian's salary, you sure won't be enough. If you don't agree, you stop" Mama said.

"But this is heavy ma, and the job is also uncertain" said Lusi.

"That's it"

Then Lusi also looked in the room suddenly Rian followed from behind.

"Why you?"

"It's okay"

"Let's not have anything covered"

At once Lusi was crying in Rian's arms, he could not hold back his tears. Lusi finally told the story.

"I didn't know that Gery was in the photo shoot"

"Continue?" Ask Rian.

"I left there, I canceled when I felt something was strange and not according to plan, but..."

"But what" asked Rian again.

"But, he pulled me and kissed me violently when I wanted to go home, he pulled me into his car" Lusi said in tears.

"He did that to you?" Rian's question stared intently at Lucia.

"She did this quickly and violently"

"Are you not fighting Lusi"

"I couldn't resist him, he was so strong when he did. I'm sorry, because I didn't take good care of myself Rian, I'm sorry. Huhuhoo"

"Damn it, watch out for you Gery!!! How dare you kiss my wife forcibly" Rian said angrily to Gery.