Love Missed

Sorry after that

Lusi was downcast ashamed of himself who had felt the hardest thing in his life was sleeping with another man.

The man he dislikes is like doing an obligation but like a sin to himself.

Susi wake up, wake up.

Instantly.. Lusi..

Disgust to himself..

That's what Lusi felt the most at that time, somehow Susi was carried away by lust with an atmosphere that should not be.

I don't know why Lusi felt the most wrong thing in his life.

Lusi should not enjoy everything, he should not be swept away in everything.

Between being wrong and hateful to himself seems to be one.

As Gery kissed Lusi's lips with a burning passion, Lusi pulled her lips back then.

I don't know why Lusi remembered the sin that had controlled other men.

I don't know why after that..

Lusi remembered Rian as well who was in front as if his face. Lusi also remembered Rian at that time.

Susi was the one she shouldn't betray Rian like this.

"Gery, let's just say this is the last time I do this with you, this is the biggest mistake of my life. Sleeping with a married man. Oh God what have I done" said Luci as he covered his face with both hands.

"But you're my wife" said Gery.

"That's enough of everything, enough of what you've given me is enough!!!" Said Lusi who was like a person after meditating, even though he was officially married even though he was only a second wife but still valid according to religion and it was not wrong.

But Lusi still feels guilty for himself and everything.

"Why?" Gery asked who still saw Lusi look shocked.

"Thank you so much for everything" said Lusi, who stared fixedly at Gery in the silence of the night but threw away her face, so that she would feel more for her husband.

"Lusi" call Gery clean.

"It's the biggest mistake I've ever had" said Luci at the time feeling guilty.

Lusi also returned like a person who felt guilty.

"I was wrong, I was wrong I was wrong Rian!!!!" Said Luci who immediately called the name of her ex-husband.

"I'm Gery not Rian why do you call me Rian" said Gery full of emphasis beside Susi who was sitting with a blanket on her body. And so is Lusi.

"I'm just guilty until the one who remembers is Rian. Go back to your wife" said Lusi who closed her eyes.

"Lusi I can't live with Liana I just love you" Gery said.

"Go, go accompany Liana"

"Windstool...."

For Lusi is not about love, not about lust nor is Gery's right and duty at the moment. Lusi just doesn't want to betray anyone in his life.

Then Susi told Gery to wear her clothes.

"Wear your clothes immediately" said Lusi.

"I don't want to" said Gery.

"Hurry up" shouted Lusi who still looked guilty.

"Hug your wife like you hug me, embrace her like you love me. He's more entitled to you, we're married just because of my debt. Love him more than your love for me. Everything we do is considered first and last" said Lusi.

"Don't talk about anything anymore. If Liana asks where you're going, don't tell me you came to me tonight" said Lusi.

"Why?"

"In the duakan it hurts more than me who only became the second" said Luci at the time.

"Winds.."

"Gery???? I understand more about myself. Don't make me evil. I can't" explained Lusi at the time.

"You're not evil"

"But I can't live under these circumstances" said Lusi once again filled with emphasis.

Then Gery took the clothes lying down and he put them on.

"It's good to wear your clothes" said Luci at the time.

Then Susie woke up and covered her with a blanket. And then he went to the bathroom.

"I take a shower first. You can leave" said Luci with a gaze not at all looking at Luci

Gery did not heed what Lusi told him at the time. He waited until Lusi finished his bath.

Meanwhile..

Susi was bowed at that time while bathing she felt guilty to herself, because she should not want to be invited to sleep by the man named Gery. Lusi should have rejected it outright and did not want to. Even though Lusi knows she may be Gery's wife. But Lucia still felt guilty about him.

At that time Lusi also did not forget to take a tub bath. To purify himself after playing love.

When Lusi finished bathing, Lusi also stepped into the chair and looked mirrored on the dresser still and still looks Gery behind him.

Lusi was still upset because Gery was still in his room.

"Why are you still here, didn't I tell you to get out of this room" said Susi.

Susi who still wears a towel after the bath was then hugged by Gery.

"I'm going to put clothes on for you" said Gery, who paid attention to whether it was love or lust.

" Please promise to love Liana" said Lusi, who still talks about Liana without caring about herself and her feelings

"What about you" asked Gery.

"I'm doing fine. Take off my clothes I'll wear myself" Lusi told Gerym

Then Lusi took his clothes and he also wore it himself in the bathroom.

Susi was finished wearing clothes at that time, she opened the door of her room with the intention of telling Gery out of her room.

As Lusi opens the door of the room commanding Gery to exit his room suddenly Lusi is so shocked when it opens the door of the room he sees is Liana.

"Liana" said Lusi rounding his eyes.

"Why?" Liana said in disbelief and she saw and saw that she saw Gery in Lusi's room.

"This is called fair, this is what you call fair. It's not fair at all, Gery's been spending the night with you, and tonight you're still taking it from me"

Lusi was speechless and downcast feeling and increasingly feeling the feeling of guilt towards Liana.

With sharp squeaking eyes and enveloped deep emotions

"I thought you were good, I thought you wouldn't be like this. But the other fact is, you're trying to take her away from me" said Liana, who couldn't help but hold her eyes shrouded in guilt.

"I didn't take it" explained Lusi.

"But you master it. This really hurts me, Lusi. I pretended to be asleep at the time.don't think I don't know, don't think. I don't know all about you sleeping with my husband"