Love Missed

When you don't exist

After the hot game it happens and keeps repeating. Tanisa also looked achy with the movements she had all done with the old man. So long hot game.

The old man is now sleeping after getting his impingement.

The old man slept while hugging Tanisa. They don't seem to be wearing anything just a blanket that covers the body between the two.

Then Tanisa woke up slowly so as not to wake the naughty old man.

Now Tanisa appears to enter the bathroom looking at herself in front of the mirror.

Suddenly he remembered Gavino.

The man she loved who had neglected her.

At once he seemed to drop his tears. His heart was so painful and painful. He never thought his life would be like this.

To Tanisa it all feels the same. Yes it all feels the same.

Tanisa looks sad for pawning her love to the man. But it was his life choice.

Tanisa is seen going to the kitchen to see what she can eat and serve. Tanisa also saw only eggs and rice. Tanisa also fries omelet and rice. He also prepared everything on the table.

Tanisa prepared everything there was. After everything is mature. Tanisa just sat by herself and looked at the rice and eggs she had cooked. The plate looks empty. He seemed silent while daydreaming. He won't eat before the man who brought him here eats first.

Shortly after Deon was seen coming out of the room, he saw Tanisa sitting in front of the dining table looking silent and pensive. Deon looked astonished as to why the food was on the table but Tanisa did not seem to eat it. Deon sat down in front of Tanisa. And ask.

"You're here, you've eaten?" Ask Tanisa.

Tanisa also looked at the old man with a glare.

"I don't eat before you eat. I'm waiting for you" Tanisa replied.

Tanisa also gave him a plate and he filled rice on the table.

"I don't know if you like this dish or not. But I found this" said Tanisa.

I never thought Tanisa was so soft. He won't even eat before I go down Deon's mind.

"If you are hungry you can eat first" Deon said.

"No, I'm just waiting for you" Tanisa said.

"Then why don't you call me to eat"

"I don't want to disturb your sleep. Let you wake up alone and look for me. Then we eat together" Tanisa explained.

At once Deon's heart seemed to be filled with Tanisa's surprising answer. Even the wife who always accompanied him first. Never said that. Deon looked at Tanisa more deeply.

"Canisa?" call Deon.

"Yes" Tanisa is seen who answers yes but her eyes look down.

"Canisa?" Said Deon again.

Tanisa still lowered her head and then replied "yes"

"Gook at me. Look at me" Deon ordered. Then Tanisa looked up at Deon.

"Look at me" pinta Deon.

Tanisa looked at Deon.

"What?"

"Have you ever loved someone?" ask Deon.

Tanisa was silent. He remembered Gavino

"Why silence, have you ever loved someone?" Ask Deon again.

Then Tanisa nodded.

"I once loved someone" Tanisa replied.

"He who?" Ask Deon.

"Customer" replied Tanisa.

Tanisa shook her head.

"Everything is just a wound and a sorrow" Tanisa said.

"Why?" ask Gavino.

"She only considers me a cheap woman and never meant anything to her"

"Did she know you loved her" asked Deon.

"Yes he knows, I say it every day to him. But never once did he answer. Never once did he hear me. He was always indifferent and always indifferent"

"Where is he going?" Ask Deon.

"He went away from me, he also told me to get away from him, he kicked me out of his life. She told me to realize that I was inappropriate, that I was a cheap woman" Tanisa explained.

"Continue?"

" He wants to find a woman who is still a girl, a woman of honor, who is equal to him. Unlike me who is despicable and has nothing. That's when I understood that love hurts this much. For the first time I loved. But for the first time I also felt the pain of love"

"Forget her. He doesn't exist and he'll never be there for you. You will be a special person in my heart. And you will be happy with me. Forget about him now. And you belong to me completely" Deon said firmly with emphasis and kissed Tanisa's hand gently.

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After that, Gavino seemed to still dream of Tanisa every night. Gavino's heart seemed troubled as to why his heart felt such a thing. Maybe he was lonely. Yes, that woman is always on his mind now.

Gavino came out of his room. Reflect and think about his feelings now.

Why did he miss that cheap woman.

Tanisa who has a soft feeling. Never angry, always smiling. He never asked Gavino for money.

It was Gavino who gave her a credit card to facilitate Tanisa.

Makes Gavino rethink whether Tanisa is really cheap. But unfortunately Gavino was late to think about it.

Then Gavino went back inside.

Gavino saw the soft bed in front of him. He kept thinking of Tanisa. Who always adorned his bedroom.

During Tanisa's stay with Gavino, Tanisa never asked for money. All he wanted were flowers and flowers. But Gavino never gave it away. Gavino just said Tanisa didn't need it.

During her life with Gavino, Tanisa always says love to Gavino. Repeated and almost every day. But Gavino never once returned his love. Gavino only seems indifferent and only the lust of men that Gavino always cares about.

At that time Gavino was sitting on the bed. He opened a drawer he had never opened before. Don't know why his heart wants to open that drawer.

Gavino opened the drawer. There was an outpouring of Tanisa's heart. A piece of paper, yes Tanisa wrote down her feelings on a piece of paper.

And left one photo of Tanisa. Gavino also looked at the photo. Tanisa looks beautiful in the photo, with long black hair.

Then Gavino read the letter.

...I love you my whole life. I like you from inside my heart. I adore you more than my life. But even if you never see my feelings. Not once do you look at me. I love you more than anything. But I don't know how to touch your heart so cold and frozen. I realized I was just wasted trash. But I am still a human. A human being is the same as another. Who wants to be loved who wants to be loved. With feelings and heart, I want you to know how much I love you and I hope you hear me. Even if only through this letter....

(Mara )

Gavino squeezed the sheet. Her heart felt the pain Tanisa felt.

Gavino's heart seemed to want to see Tanisa.

Yes, I miss this woman Inner Gavino.

Even Marisa's wedding staying tomorrow doesn't make Gavino's heart sad.

I don't know why Gavino now feels heavier in his life when Tanisa isn't there.

Gavino misses Tanisa a lot right now.

Tanisa I miss you right now. Right now I miss you. Reveal Gavino while holding the paper.