Love Missed

An unexpected meeting

An unexpected meeting, a meeting that never thought was now in sight. With a sense of a million feels like the soul of a woman named Tanisa. How not the man who once filled the recesses of his heart and life was in front of his eyes and it was like a dream for Tanisa.

Tanisa also tries to be okay in front of Gavino, how Tanisa remembers the events of the past when Gavino often told Tanisa to leave her life. Several times Tanisa asked to be back together for a few nights Gavino did not want to and it was a hard blow against Tanisa. Tanisa knows very well how she was never considered by a man named Gavino so that Gavino easily and certainly could bring back a despicable person to his place where Tanisa came from. It is a place where men can enjoy women only with money.

The memory was recalled when Tanisa saw Gavino in front of her now.

Be ill... Yes it hurts so much. If only Gavino knew how the taste held Tanisa. Tanisa's self never meant anything in Gavino.

At that time Tanisa was imprisoned and in the colony of men but without love. And wear himself like shit. Without Gavino knowing how much suffering Tanisa was at that time.

And...

Today Tanisa is reunited with the man again, a man named Gavino. Tanisa didn't dare look at Gavino's face. Tanisa feels that Gavino's presence will only make the wound in her heart more felt, without saying anything Tanisa also seems to want to leave the man in front of her now.

But the move stopped when Tanisa's hand was held tightly by Gavino.

Degs...

"Please don't go, just for once I beg you not to go. Let me talk to you for once" it was like a dream for Tanisa and managed to make Tanisa's footsteps stop.

"Speak what, what else to talk about I think it's over. The last time you let me go and go back to that place" Tanisa replied. With eyes that seemed unwilling to see Gavino.

Gavino fell silent and looked at Tanisa's face. What Tanisa said was beyond Gavino's expectations. Gavino was silent at once.

"It was clear when you returned me to that prostitution place, and it was the clearest and most similar thing in my life" Tanisa said, apparently speaking, though she wanted to cry rather than speak.

"Yes I remember back then, that's exactly what I wanted to talk to you about. Let me speak to you once" said Gavino, looking at Tanisa's face expectantly but Tanisa seemed to throw away her face with a look that was not at all willing to look at Gavino.

"Sit down" pinta Gavino. Asking Tanisa to sit on the bench in the garden.

Tanisa did not want to sit down and throw her face away.

"There's actually something I want to talk to you about" Gavino said once again.

"Otherwise? What else do you want to talk about is Gavino. A handsome man is beautiful, talented and has a look and has everything. What more do you want to say to this lowly, unseen and despicable woman" Tanisa said in a satirical tone that was so deeply felt in Gavino's heart.

"There's an unfinished expression of your feelings. I want to talk to you about my feelings"

"What?"

"I love you, I realize that I love you. I want you back"

Deg .

The supposedly beautiful words of love were like a joke that made Tanisa's heart ache.

Tanisa was instantly speechless and never expected that Gavino would be able to speak like that in front of her now.

Tanisa did not answer and was silent and still seemed to throw her face as if she did not care.

"There's why you're silent" said Gavino, astonished by Tanisa.

Tanisa was still silent as if what Gavino said was not a beautiful word but made her even more devastated. Tanisa seemed to hold back tears and cry inwardly.

"CAN'T QUICKLY ANSWER MY QUESTION AND TELL ME IF YOU LOVE ME TOO" Gavino said in a loud voice in front of Tanisa's face. "LOOK AT ME"

Not the answer to the love that Tanisa said actually seemed to drop her tears, Tanisa could not hold back her tears against all the wounds and sorrows that she faced in the past. It was as if what Gavino was saying right now could no longer afford all the injuries Tanisa felt. When all the wounds and heartache no longer know the word love, there is only a wound of grief and pain that is ingrained in Tanisa.

"Hiks hyx" the sound of crying was heard.

Tanisa did not answer instead seemed to cry bitterly in front of Gavino with what Gavino said.

"Can you answer me!!!" Pinta Gavino grabbed Tanisa's shoulders.

"So you throw me out, and I'm back in that abominable place of my old life. I hope you will come and take me away from that place, one day I beg you, but you will not come. A day there was a year for me to be there. One day I was almost there to die. I'm waiting for you to take me from there, I hope and keep hoping. Butwhat? The one who came was not you. Not you??? In a day how many men have come to me but it's not you, in a day how much suffering I have received but you don't care about me. Every day I wish that the one who comes to take you away is you but it's not you" Tanisa said in tears.

"And now that you say you love me, I'm really disappointed in you, Gavino. Where have you been, where have you been when I begged you to love me. You don't assume, where you were. Don't talk about love anymore because I'm aware that I'm just trash in your life" Tanisa said

"Then you say why? Huh!!! Wh why? Is it because my love is late for you" Gavino said.

"It's too late"

"Then tell me you don't love me"

Tanisa was silent and lowered.

"Quick say!!! If you don't love me and I'm late to get you. For the sake of my life and death I love you so much. But I'm going to leave, from you. Yes I'll go if you tell me THAT YOU DON'T LOVE ME!!" gavino said in a loud voice.

"Yes, you better get out of my life. Because I already owned someone else"

"Well tell me you don't love me"

"Necessary"

"Say!!!" Shouted Gavino.

Tanisa was crying even more.

"Yes I don't love you hyx hyks hyks" Tanisa said as she dropped her tears and bowed her legs limp with her own confession.

"Hiks hiks I don't love you!!! I want you out of my life, never mind me. I'm just Gavino's trash. I'm nothing but trash to you" Tanisa said, seemingly unconscious, sitting down crying.

"I don't love you" Tanisa once again said.

It wasn't the departure that Gavino did.

Precisely...

Gavino quickly hugged Tanisa who was sitting on the floor hugging him very tightly.

"I also love you so much Tanisa I love you so much" Gavino said, hugging Tanisa as she dropped her tears.

"Once you say that you don't love me, and love others. From your eyes I know that you love me very much. Do not let yourself be tormented like this" said Gavino who could not see Tanisa who was so sick with a deep inner wound.

"Hiks hyx"

Tanisa also seemed to cry sobbing in the arms of the man she had long missed had long wanted to meet. Tanisa's cry broke even more as Gavino hugged her.

"I'm tired, I'm tired of my own life. Hiks hyks, I don't want to live like this I'm tired, I'm tired. Hix hyxes hyx"

"I'm sorry Tanisa I let you live too long without me. Ii'm sorry. I'm sorry for me"

Gavino also seemed to not care where now, Gavino still continues to hug the woman he loves so much today.

"Tanisa" suddenly there was a voice calling Tanisa's name.

.......

whose voice is that???????