Love Missed

We need to stick together

Lusi also thought about what Gery said about Gery who had fucked him. But Lusi does not easily believe what Gery says. That maybe it's just Gery's wits to make Lusi upset or submissive to him.

Or maybe just to joke. Yeah, he's probably just kidding.

But if indeed he was joking about why he prostrated and apologized.

Maybe he is just making his own story idea to outsmart himself because he is too obsessed with Lusi. Until he made up a story.

Yeah, Lusi's trying to make himself okay.

Lusi tried not to easily believe what Gery just said that Lusi between not believing the same did not want to dizziness was different thin.

Actually, Lusi is not disbelieving, but he tries to use his common sense. That what Gery said could never have existed and happened. Every test that feels heavy, whether conscious or not. Lusi wants everything to really never exist and happen. All the heavy moments before Lusi, if possible Lusi can remove, Lusi will remove it completely. I am tired of crying all day.

"Ok Lusi what Gery said never existed and never happened. You don't have to think complicated. Think of something that should be thought about. Gery just made up stories yes, just made up stories" said Lusi trying to give direction to his feelings so as not to get carried away with what Gery said about him who had fucked her.

She took a taxi to meet her husband at the hospital. Maybe the cost of a taxi is more expensive if you take a taxi but if you take public transportation. Frankly, Lusi was unable to climb because his legs are still sick. Lusi also brought Rian's favorite food.

Lusi also arrived at the hospital, seen Rian who was silent on the bed, while a little dreamy. Lusi only felt that Rian had changed a little after the accident. He who used to like to talk is now a little more silent. I don't know if there's anything he's thinking.

"Dear Assalamu'alaikum" said Lusi smilingly looking at her husband.

"Walaikumsalam" Rian replied still lying down and just glanced towards Lusi's face.

"I bring you food, you eat yes I bribe" said Lusi put food on the nightstand.

"Thank you"

Although the hospital was able to eat, but Lusi brought food for Rian because he was afraid he was bored of the menu there

But it looks like there is something Rian thinks about whether it is Lusi does not seem to know.

Suddenly Rian said things that Lusi did not think before.

"Yes?" Answer Lusi.

"I know my current condition. I'm paralyzed, I can't move like I used to. I can't do anything" Rian said.

At once Lusi was saddened by what Rian said.

"I'm not perfect for you" Rian said.

At once, Lusi's heart also hurt what Rian said. Lusi feels that Rian is currently down in his life. That in addition to losing property he also lost the spirit of his life. Lusi did not feel any tears fall to hear what Rian said. Maybe that's what kept him quiet all this time.

"You can leave me, go and find a husband who can make you happy in a born and inner way. Not with me who is poor and can't do anything"

She cried with what her husband said. But she held it, Lusi hugged her husband tightly.

"You don't talk to me like that"

"Lusi, I realized that maybe this is karma for me because I was once evil to you. You have the right to leave me. Because condition. You seek a manly husband, who is precious and has it all. I can't make you happy dear" Rian told Lusi but did not look at her.

It was precisely Lusi who was staring at Rian with a face full of pain.

"Rian, I'm your wife. I accept whatever your situation is right now. I don't care about your situation. Don't say it again, don't kick me out of your heart because you're sick baby. It's a test for you, for our family. So don't assume that you're the one who accepted this alone. I am you, you are me. You and I are us, we should be happy. It's hard to be happy we're together. Remember Rian I love you, so don't think so dear" said Lusi hugging her husband while kissing his cheek.

Susi finally knew what her husband was currently burdened by.

Rian also seemed to drop his tears as his wife said that while hugging him.

Rian was not able to hold back his tears when his wife who turned out to be loyal but he was unable to give perfection and happiness as a husband.

"You suffered too much because of me, you better leave so that your life doesn't suffer anymore" Rian said

"Have not said anything else, we should stick together. I love you" said Lusi staring at her husband while hugging him.