Lara's Admirers

Episode 97's

　

　

I leaned against the barrier between the road and the river. The sound of this river flow really felt soothing. I think this place is suitable for stress relief. This time it snowed slowly. They dove in unison, but this time it looks more calming. Things seemed much calmer after the great storm. It cannot be called a big storm either. Because it does not endanger many people, but still there is an accident.

The atmosphere here really changed so quickly. He was getting better, even after the incident. This path really did not show the slightest bit of sadness or concern for the terrible events he had seen today. Actually it has a good meaning. If he shows his feelings of sadness, everyone who passes this area or passes on this road must also mourn. He just doesn't want it to happen, he just wants to minimize the negative aura. He wants everyone who passes this street in a happy feeling always. He also wants to keep this atmosphere always.

I also felt very happy and relieved when I found out that the situation had started to improve. Maybe some bad things happen to give you good things to learn. Chaos may be resolved, but if the former nodes can not be lost, then it will be applied again. We can't force the stain to just disappear without making an effort. Although at first it feels very difficult, believe me if someday the stain will slowly fade. And the objeek will be perfect again as before.

“Now I believe the same words lo last afternoon.” said the man, without turning his gaze even a little from the bridge.

“Karen ague has been squirming itself in reality.” he continued.

“Gue always says the real thing, when did I ever say something that is not true lo?” my reply.

“Gue don't remember anyway.” he said.

“But I'm sure if any human would ever lie. Yes, even in different ways and for different reasons. Some lie for big things, some even better. Some lie for the sake of good, or even to do evil.” he explained at length.

“Lo there really is also.” reply me while nodding my head.

“That just now includes recognition or praise?” ask Arka suddenly.

“Ya thought to herself.” reply me indifferently.

“Lo is pinter and always survives in that flagship class.” continued me with the intention to insinuate it.

The man just laughed like a little tease me. Then shook his head because it was inexhaustible with my attitude that lately often changed according to my mood at that time. I must admit that we've changed a lot since we last met. Whether it really changes or because the time actually makes us feel foreign to each other. Whatever the reason, it's obviously happening now. We can't prevent it, because it just happened without warning. It felt absolutely nothing as we started to turn into a monstrous monster figure to ourselves. And when the two creatures met each other, we just knew that something was wrong.

“Come photos!” he said, then took his phone out of his pocket.

“Let's make some impressive memories in this place.” he said back when I didn't mengubris his words just now.

He was afraid that I would doubt everything he said. So he tried to convince me to come back after. Not wanting to require her to talk more, I immediately agreed to her request. Maybe one day he will put the photo we took today in his room. Just like when I put that Olympic photo in my room, up until now. No one knows the philosophy of the photo. Maybe people in the future who might see our photos today will also think the same.

We took some selfies against the background of the Han Gang bridge scenery decorated with flickering colorful lights. For the first time in a long time, we took another photo. Again these two human children immortalized his story that night on a capture of the moment. Then stored in time trace. Or maybe it will be framed neatly and placed in a place that it should be.

After feeling enough about the photos we took, Arka and I looked over all the photos. Making sure that every shot we take looks perfect. It is undeniable that we are both perfectionists. For myself there is always a reason to try to be perfect, even though basically no one is perfect. That is why humans are created differently, to complement each other's shortcomings.

I myself am satisfied with the result. None of them looked disappointed. I have to admit that Arka really looks talented tonight. He really knows how to take good photos. He knows exactly from what angle he should start taking every picture. Arka really makes the bridge look like the main object in the photo. But he didn't forget us as part of the picture. Arka makes the second portion look fair in every picture he takes.

“Good all this, how do you think? Good no?” ask the man to me.

“Good work!” I continued, then patted his shoulder slowly as a form of appreciation for his efforts.

The man seemed to be smiling thinly. I knew the perspective if he really wanted to hide his feelings back then. But you can't lie to yourself. Everything you feel in there, will be expressed outside. It's just that there are people who can do all that well and some are just the opposite. Some people sometimes cannot express their feelings well, or even can not show them at all.

Don't blame them if they do that one day. They are not wrong, they just aren't used to it. Living under pressure over this cruel world makes them too closed to the outside world. So, it will be very difficult to express everything. Because in a previous life they never did that at all. Sometimes being in this cruel world, makes us blind to the point of not being able to see the other side of the universe. We assume all of this is the same, but not at all. There is even an old saying that a thousand good things can be broken because of one bad thing. That's because humans are easier to remember one wrong than a thousand good things that have come before.

“Karen ague has already fulfilled my promise to be able to prove all my words last afternoon, and now all that has been proven....” I said while deliberately hanging his sentence.

“That means I can already go home dong.” continued me with enthusiasm.

“Ya really can, but...” reply by doing the same thing I did just now.

And he also needs to know that it pisses me off.I have two reasons for that. First, I was annoyed that he hung up his sentence, just like what I was doing. The second one, I hate the word “But” that he slipped at the end of his sentence just now. The word “Tapi” means an exception. And that's not at all the good news I expected from this conversation.

If he tries to do anything to me, then I won't let that happen again. I won't be staying with him much longer. Even to see his face was fed up. How not, I've been with him this one day. I was tired of all the things we did together, with the time I spent with him in vain. And now my wasted time won't come back. The day I expected to be normal will not happen again for the second time. The universe will never give me another chance.

“Tapia pa again?!” ask me in an annoyed tone.

“But, don't you want to be here for a while?” ask the man carefully.

“Now!” answer me with certainty.

“We've been waiting until this time comes that long. And when this time has come, you are even indifferent gini.” explained at length.

“But I'm tired of you!” my reply.

“Gue was too tired to wait for that time, and even before my wait ended, I prefer to make it blush!” I'm tough once again.

“And never force me for anything.” I said.

“OK, if that's what you want.” just like that.

“But someday lo will regret all this.” he explained.

“Serah, what do you say. The point is now I just want to go home. I'm tired of being mentally and physically today. And I'm really tired.” obviously me at length, then berbijak go leave the man alone there.

I don't even care what he does or what will happen to him. I didn't even have time to think about my current condition that seemed so alarming. Then how could I possibly think of someone else?!