Lara's Admirers

Episode 68's

　

　

‘Ting! Tong!’

Suddenly the bell of Arka's house rang so

loud, it means if someone is waiting to open the door

out there. Suddenly it made all eyes fixed towards the teak wood door

thick, including the owner of this house who is busy struggling with

his cellphone. A second later, Arka immediately got up from her seat and headed to the door

those. After a while he returned with a large package in hand

his right.

“Pizza has come nih.” said Arka while putting

the pizza box was in our midst.

“Eat well us!” adit cheers with joy.

“Turns now open your mouth!” sindir Arka dengsn

sharpest.

“We are deliberately giving time to you same Eresha let

chatter. Because we know that lately you guys are fighting a lot.”

it was clearly Titan who also started to open his voice.

“We're not like that, really Arka?” argue with

pretty soon.

“Iya really, we are fine kok.” reply Arka while

nodding my words just now.

“Which do you know from whom?” ask them all.

A second later, they all pointed their fingers straight away

point to rah Stefani while putting on an unpleasant face.

Meanwhile, the girl just smirked as if innocent. I sighed my breath

violently clucking, after knowing the actions of the girl. I

don't know, I don't know what else he told them about me and Arka.

“Stef...” I said while looking at him cynically.

“Sorry sha…. But you guys fight a lot again

lately?” the pretext is clear.

“Heh! Do you know where this is from? Don't spread

hoax deh!” said Arka with a tone of speech.

“Emang really, I see Eresha lately often

it seems upsetting.” explained Stefani.

Arka glanced at me, with eyes that were hard to spot

just mean it. Then he heaved his nafs roughly into the air.

“Emang bener sha?” ask Arka with a little face on

buckled.

“Udahlah, why talk about it. That's what it was anyway

kemarim-yesterday, the proof is now I'm fine right?” my clear.

“Gue thought it was not so sha, today you even look more

bad.” Timpal Clara was joined by Stefani and Arka.

I lowered my eyes from all of them.

Right now I feel cornered by all of them, and it makes me

dead lice for running out of words. It turns out it's not that easy to

to deceive them, even though I have tried to evade them. They're too

makes me feel threatened, for interfering with my problems.

“Dimming now we eat only yes, do not remind

Eresha about it again.” said Arka who tried to divert the conversation, with

I was the main topic.

“Sorry I am sha, because of me you are kayak gini.”

stefani said, patting my shoulder softly.

“its okay, stef..” reply me short.

After forgetting the incident just now, I immediately returned

just be me and forget all the problems. Maybe Brother Sendy

I'll never come here again, just to see me or maybe

say hello he is no longer willing to lag. I try not to worry about things

after all, this event will still take place with or without him. Hodiernal

I began to dissolve in the atmosphere of the night which turned increasingly warm because

their presence. The five sons of man whom God entrusted to me to be

my best friend, and one of them has now returned to being the occupant of my little heart

which was empty.

We all began to eat our dinner solemnly,

sometimes it's also interspersed with laughter that makes me feel a little more

good. Separate here with all of them, away from the party crowd

that marriage was one of the best things I've ever had. Be within

the circle of friendship that made us

happy one another.

***

It's been almost thirty minutes, we're inside the house

these. Now it's time for us to go out and check what's going on

it happened out there, of course after clearing up some of that little mess

and make it back where it should be. We must have missed

there were many things while confining yourself in that place.

“Sha, we all want to go home. It's been a night

you see, it is not good if long.” said Clara then also in Anguki

by the others.

“Iya nih sha, afraid if long ntar we go home

even kemaleman.” continued Adit who also added the words Clara earlier.

“Oh yes, nothing. I understand your condition

kok.” reply me with a small smile.

“We say goodbye to your family first yes.” said Titan.

I nodded, saying their words. Temporal

waiting for Adit and the others to finish saying goodbye, Stefani and I had time

talk lightly for a moment.

“Stef…. You will not be updated with Titan at night

this?” ask the girl.

“Gak.”, Stefani replied briefly, as if it was not something

bad for him.

I was surprised not to hear a girl's answer

that just now, moreover he said that sentence so casually.

“Loh, why the hell?” I ask who is still not finished

think.

“Titan said in the retreat a day, tomorrow we will walk

coke. The plan is not in abort, only in doang.” retreat, he explained

gambling.

“Kok suddenly in retreat that anyway? What's the problem?”

ask me one more time.

The answer he gave just now, was not enough to

answered all my curiosity. What is the reason that makes this man

suddenly broke his promise like this. Yesterday this girl had

prepare everything perfectly.

“Say today is the schedule of the collision. Titan thinks this is the event

it will be fast, yes about late afternoon or about seven o'clock that night.

It turned out to miss far from what we expected.” he explained in detail.

“Sorry me yes.” I said while lowering my eyes.

“Loh, why even you who apologize sha?” ask

Stefani.

“Yes sorry, because of this event you guys are not so

nge-date kan.” explained me.

“It's not your fault sha, anyways this event is much more

it is important than just an event that is not necessarily clear how

finally.” said the girl in front of me with a serious face.

“The occasion of Kak Renata is much more important, because of this

regarding two hearts.” he continued.

“You're going to date the same Titan is also important, right for you?

It was also the same about two hearts of human children who are in love.”

obviously I am with words that I have arranged in such a way as to sound

more poetic.

“But I don't know how it will end, it could be

happy ending or sad ending.” Said me.

“So yes we go first, assume all the things that happen

in the future as a surprise. And as you once told me, there is

it's time for love to work, so now let's just follow the game.”

he responded with an amazing theory, which from nowhere he could

got it.

“Hei! We go back first, everyone!” a voice from

backside.

It turns out it was Adit, Titan and Clara who had just

done with the business. It looks like the three of them just got

ceramic-based souvenirs, and of course dinner

wrapped in plastic

transparently. It must have been mama who gave all this to them, totebag anyway

it was intended for guests who came as a thank you

from our big family.

“Wih, it's good to eat alone in your room ntar

night.” said Arka while a little joking with one of his closest friends.

“Haha…. Iri said bos.” reply Adit with a sense of humor

not inferior to Arka.

“But! Why am I envious too, anyways ntar I can dapetin

much more food from lo.” reply Arka.

I could never understand how the humor of the people

men are joking like this. The discussion in every conversation they do not

it can ever be understood by women. Perhaps the opposite with

them. That is why it is not uncommon for men and women to clash because

disagreement. In my opinion, every human being is intentionally in

create with a lot of differences, so that they can complement each other later.

Just imagine if all humans on this earth have a piki pattern

the same, and always the same in all things, just imagine if they all became

one frequency. Life on this earth will not be as happy as it is now,

the universe will be too monotonous and boring. There's not gonna be the same pulling

once to see, but because of the difference that makes the universe

become as it is today.

“Yuk, we anterin get to the front.” Stefani said with

enthusiastic.

A moment later, we all immediately moved away from that place

to get them to the gate.

“Be careful on the road ya!” me and Stefani

concomitantly.

Today Clara and Adit left and went home together. Noth

only that, lately I also often see Adit piggybacking on the girl

with his motorcycle. I suspect that Adit is secretly trying to

approaching Clara. Meanwhile, Stefani is seen waving her hand

while staring at the back of the man who was slowly disappearing from his sight.

“Yuk in!” take Arka while embracing my shoulder.

I nodded, saying his words. I don't know when

this show is coming to an end, I haven't even checked my watch yet

since we were at Arka's house. I hope this show is over soon and

we can go back home, I'm really exhausted. I could be

fall asleep here if I can't hold back my sleep for a second. Anyways, anyway,

tomorrow is Monday and for sure I don't like that I don't either

know why people hate that day, including me. Maybe they all

I haven't been able to move on from my holiday yesterday.

done that. I know if this is the most once in a lifetime moment

it's nice for Renata, but not for us who are close to tepang. Seems

I need to be more patient again, soon today will be over.

“What exactly did Stefani say?” ask Arka

suddenly to me.

I don't know what to say anyway, why he should

I asked about it when I started to forget.

“Until you think of him? Even from far away

previous day.” he continued.

“Why the hell, have to talk about it again when I start

lupa.” reply.

“You haven't forgotten about that sha, I know that.” he said with

reassuring eyes.

I can only lower my eyes from him, I don't want to

she looked back at him or just let him look at me. I don't want if

this guy stole more information about my current mood. I don't know

why do I always meet people these days

sucks me. Everyone I've met lately has always been

sok knows the current condition, not least with Arka and Stefani.

“Entah that man who indeed will not be able to disappear from

your memory because it was destined to be like that, or indeed

you yourself are not ready for all this.” he explained.

Somehow, but that sentence just now is capable

makes me silenced and can't dwell one bit. I think that phrase

it really stabbed right in my heart.  It was one sentence that was able to make me hit back. This man

know exactly how to avoid me with just one move like

these.

“Until you completely forget about Brother Sendy, or maybe

never will at all, I will never go.” said the man.

“What if one day you will go and deny it

this promise you made.” reply me in a sad tone.

“You can think of me as a great liar sha, you

can hate me.” obviously.

“Dimming don't make your appointment, I know that

you will leave someday. I don't want to hate you just because

it will be.” I said.

“Means?” ask the man to me.

I took a deep breath before I started talking

revert. Because in reality, this is one of the things that is difficult to

I admit it. Although I can't love it yet

really, but I'm not ready to lose it. And now I'm sedamg

strive for it, to accept its presence without coercion at all.

“One day you will go far from me ka...” lirihku

slow down.

“I will never admit it sha, believe the same

i.” Pretexts.

“Unfortunately I can't believe that.” reply.

“Someday you will pick up your future to

across this island. Even then we are not just a distance away

inter-city or country, but continent ka..”.

obviously with a heavy heart.

A moment later, the man was stunned for a moment. In his mind

trying to process and digest all the meaning of my words

just now.

“So, about that scholarship huh?” ask Arka to me.

I nodded in agreement with her words, because it was true

if that's what I meant just now.

“I will send you home to meet you anyway, every

the year will be a semester holiday.” explained to me.

“This is not just Indonesia and Australia ka...”.

I tried to convince him

“Korea and Australia.”.

“You mean?” ask Arka who still does not understand

the meaning of my words just now.

It's actually something I've been dreaming of ever since

sitting in junior high school. I didn't expect my ideals

it will be something painful for now. At this time it will

it was the hardest decision of my life when I had to choose one

among them. Between love or ideals, two things are very difficult if

asked me to choose him.

“After High School I will continue my studies at

Koreanas. I applied for this scholarship a few months ago and now

wait for departure time. After all, this has been my goal since Junior High

ka, just like you.” I explained.

It was not easy for both of us, at the time

ideals require two people to be mutually scattered. This isn't the first

the time I experienced something like this. Student exchange program at the time

it almost got me stuck in the same situation.

“We can definitely make that step, finish college later

we will definitely meet.” he said.

“Trust me, there will always be a way for us

see you again.” he continued.

I always feel like I am destined to always

alone, it's always been like that. Everyone who was in the beginning always

near me, slowly go away and disappear from my life. Even that thing is already

it's been since I was a baby. I don't know what makes them always

evaded me. In reality, everyone will always come and go

in time, though I still want them to last longer

again be here.

“Promise after completion of college we will meet

again?” I said as I held up one of my little fingers.

“I promise, even I'll find you wherever it is.”

he replied, hooking his little finger on my finger.

“I will also find the man until I meet.” I said.

“Who?” ask Arka with a face that changed drastically.

“You want to know whose name is?” ask me again with a smile

small-time.

Arka nodded her head enthusiastically. On side

else, I can also clearly capture a curious expression as well as doubt.

“The long name is Arka Ray Lionando, usually he is called

Arka.” I said with a satisfied smile.

“Yes base, can. I thought who.” replied

while ruffling the top of my hair.

Shortly after, someone came to us. Initially

I guess it was one of the guests who wanted to sit here. But I'm even in

make it surprised not to play for him, because it turns out the person is Kak

Rayhan is Sendy's roommate. As I recall, this man

accompanying Brother Sendy when he returned to his hometown yesterday. It must be if

Brother Rayhan has returned here, as well as Brother Sendy. But only Kak

Rayhan alone came here, this time the man was standing before me

holding the picture tube he brought. I don't know if this guy's new

just finished college or how, until he also brought the object when

come hither. But I'm not sure if Brother Rayhan and Brother Sendy are in one

the same department.

I spread my eyes all over this place,

but I didn't know what I was looking for at the time. Probably Sendy's sister

also being here or maybe being met with Renata. However on

in fact, I did not see the trunk of his nose at all. But

my brain always commands me to always think positive, even

at a time like this. It was even this that kept me hoping

to have Brother Sendy right here. It turns out I was still so expecting

his presence until now, even when this day was almost over. I don't know

whether this time there really is a miracle or not at all.

“Nyariin Sendy yes?” ask Brother Rayhan to me.

I nodded quickly. I hope this guy wants to

tell me where the man is, because he's the last time

with Brother Sendy.

“Sendy again is not here.” Her speech.

The one thing I definitely felt at the time was disappointment,

because maybe I've been expecting a lot about his arrival today.

“Kak Sendy is where dong is?” ask the guy.

“Sorry, but I can't tell you about that right now.

I do not want to even destroy the happy atmosphere of mini.” Evidently.

I don't even know what the reason is so he doesn't want to

tell me about it. I suspect, not-don't Brother Sendy intentionally

asked this friend not to divulge his whereabouts. Although I have been

trying to forget and be very bodo over everything that happens

to him, I can never really forget him. Myself

I can't act like a hypocrite, because I can't be honest

this taste. Arka's right, that one guy hasn't completely disappeared from

my liver. It still fills part of the place. But maybe I have been

completely out of the man's heart. I'm wrong here, I shouldn't be

I forced this taste to exist once. If I could turn back time, maybe

I'd rather never remember it again. I'll let

the memory just disappears, without the need to be reminded.

People are right, they say regret

always comes at the end. If it is at the beginning, the name must be warming up. But there is

a lesson I can take from here. Regret is destined to

be at the end, so that humans dare to take risks. If the concept is not

like this, maybe humans will never dare to take a

important decisions in his life.

“Dimming lo open this only later on already arrived at home.

Maybe you will find the answers you need here later.” Say

at me.

“This what is it?” my many.

“The stuff from Sendy make lo.” replied Kak Rayhan while

I thrust the picture tube at me.

“What does it mean?” ask me one more time, then immediately

he received the thing he told me.

“Many, I can't call it one-on-one. Wrongfully

the only one is there is also a gift for your birthday yesterday.” he explained.

“But I suggestin, so you open this tube fit already in

aja's house. You see, Sendy does not want to when you say one of the goods

a gift from him.” he continued.

I don't understand anymore the way the man I thought

admire that. On one side he told me to back off, but on the other

he also gave me a signal to keep coming back after him. Although actually

I don't want to be looked at as a cheap girl like this. Already

enough I begged her for love like a shameless, ungodly girl

self-worth at all. This love shouldn't make me beg like

this, not the love of his name if it forces you to beg. Shouldn't be

a person becomes demeaned like this in the name of love