Lara's Admirers

Episode 101's

　

　

After arriving at that place, I circulated my gaze throughout the entire garden. This place seemed to be very quiet and there was no one there. I moaned with myself and the man. Just try if Hwang Jeongin didn't stop me and find trouble with me. I'm definitely not gonna be late like this. Now Ahn Yoo Ra must have returned to the dorm. He's gone and it's all my fault. I should have been able to come sooner and prevent him from leaving this place.

I squatted in the garden while hugging my legs. I feel like I'm really desperate. So suck! Suddenly, a hand slapped my shoulder slowly. I opened my eyes and raised my head to find out who it was. All I saw when I first opened my eyelids was a pair of legs that were sitting right in front of me. Then when I looked up, I found Ahn Yoo Ra standing right in front of me, extending her hand to me. I smiled and immediately returned his hand.

I hugged her body as tightly as possible. I won't let go until he promises that he won't leave me as suddenly as he did this time. I don't want him to leave me alone with all the bad things that haunt me every night. I don't want Ahn Yoo Ra to leave me in this cruel world. And I'm sure that he won't be able to let me live in fear forever. I know I can always count on him.

“Why did you suddenly leave?” I asked while still wrapping my hands around her body.

“Gue don't go kok.” reply.

The girl then pulled both of my hands away. Asking me to give him some space so he can explain everything freely.

“So I felt cold. So I decided to go around this place for a while. I think if I move, the cold will be much reduced. And now I feel better kok.” he explained at length.

On second thought, it turns out that Ahn Yoo Ra's words have a point as well. It seems like that bad incident really made me paranoid about everything. No exception to something as trivial as this. This time I really was overthinking.

“Lifting we are now sitting there chatting.” he said so soothingly.

I nodded slowly, saying his words. We were sitting on a park bench not too far from where we were standing. He took my hand, trying to calm me down.

“So what do you and I have to come here at this hour?” ask Ahn Yoo Ra.

“What else could make me this scared if not that dream.” I replied with what it is.

“It was not a dream sha.” he said plainly.

“It really happened, but not here. It really happens in another dimension. When you return to that place, everything is real.” he explained at length.

“Lo serious?” my many.

“Gue thinks this is all because lately I have been thinking too much, so it is often a nightmare like that.” I explained.

Actually I don't feel like everything that happened back then was real. They were all too realistic to be called a dream. But even though I know, I still don't want to admit it before I know the truth.

“Gue beg Yoo Ra, take me out of there for good.” I said solemnly.

“Gue don't want to constantly live in fear like gini.” I continued.

“Only you can do that for me.” I said.

“Gue also tau sha. I know that you can not sleep a few days because of it.” reply.

“Lo know and can fret right, all the suffering that I have experienced so far?” my many.

The girl seemed to be nodding her head slowly.

“But you also have to know that we can not overcome all those problems at once.” he said.

“We have to start from the main problem first. Only after that, we just settle the remains.” he explained at length.

“Maybe all this will not disappear so easily. But at least this will decrease bit by bit. And you have to believe it.” obviously once again.

“We will be beating this together.” he continued.

“Thanks Yoo Ra!” I held back while tightly hugging the girl's body.

He seemed to return my embrace as well. I was lucky to meet someone as good as him. I can't imagine what my current fate would be like if Ahn Yoo Ra taka da, or if we'd never been friends before.

“Now we go back to the dormitory yes.” he said.

“Lo back to sleep. You must be really tired. I can see all that from lo.” face he explained.

“But I'm afraid.” reply me with what is.

“Do not constantly torture yourself like gini. You also have to have the energy to fight them, right? Do not let you lose to them.” he explained once again.

“Quietly, I will continue to be next to you. And the cave will be sure if they will not be able to bring you to their nature again.” he continued.

I immediately said his words this time. I can't refuse it anyway. It's undeniable that I'm really tired right now. I think I just want to fall. I don't even know how to feel safe in a minute. I think I really need that now. Peace is the hardest thing for me to get at this point. I don't want what anyone else wants. I just want to calm down for a while, or bahakn forever.

Ahn Yoo Ra drove me back to arsama. He did everything he could to keep me safe. The girl even deliberately lied to the dorm security guard and said that I had just returned from college. Everyone also knew that the place was never empty. Even on holidays like this, students still come there to complete their assignments or just to find a comfortable place to study. The officers then immediately believed in all the words of Ahn Yoo Ra. Besides, I'm not the only one who just came home to the dorm when the sun had already begun to melt some of the snowflakes.

Ahn Yoo Ra drove me to my dorm room and he kept holding me tightly along the way to the room. He was worried that I would suddenly lose consciousness and fall on the floor without anyone knowing. The girl understands my situation right now. I'm really going through an energy crisis right now. No matter how much ATP is formed from the burning of calories from each food that enters my body. It's all meaningless if our bodies don't get enough rest. Absolutely no use, it will not be used to its full potential.

Ahn Yoo Ra kept guiding me to bed so carefully. Amel was also greedy to worry at that time when he found my condition that was like this. The girl laid me down on my bed slowly. Meanwhile, Amel took his blanket to cover my body. He won't let the cold air bother me again this time. I don't have enough time to look at them anymore. My two eyelids couldn't last much longer. I have to go to bed soon and I hope that this time I have a real sleep. Where when my soul and body, they all really rest and do nothing. I just wanted to disappear from this world for some time and then when I woke up everything was much better than the situation before I closed my eyes. I'm sure every second there's always a change going on.