Lara's Admirers

Episode 17's

  As usual, it was just me and Zahra in class. This week we were the only two who came. I'm still thinking about yesterday's events. I was afraid that it would be a new problem for him. I'm also worried about the man as always, when he doesn't arrive on time. Usually at this hour Sendy's sister has come, is she still buying breakfast. I keep worrying about that guy.

　

　

   Even until the school hours were over, I didn't see him at all today. Didn't he go to school. Maybe he was sick, or something happened to him. Until now I have not received any news from him. Maybe he wanted to stay away from me intentionally. But why didn't he just cut this off last night if he wanted to stay away from me. Why should he stay away when our status is still dating. I shouldn't blame her for staying away from me. It's all my fault, I'm wrong. I shouldn't have written that novel.

　

　

  Today my day is too flat. Very monotonous, so gray. Like a cloud ready to rain down. We used to be as close as pulse before as far as the sun. There was once a dialogue between us until finally it has become a monologue. Let's just say what I said before, that humans change quickly. Today you are everything, tomorrow you are who. Humans are never consistent. Sometimes people are too selfish.

　

　

***

　

　

  Today there is a meeting schedule of all Marching band members who will go to Binjai city the day after tomorrow. More precisely the members of the eight and nine forces are meeting. We discussed a few things. Includes equipment, exercise schedule and more. At least I feel relieved to be present at this meeting. Sendy's brother is there. Far away at the end. He's in this room. At least that would have broken my negative assumption about him if he hadn't attended school today. Although it seems that he has no intention of greeting me or just smiling. He knew I was right in front of him.

　

　

"So the sports week between students tomorrow the day after held in the city of Binjai, is the last appearance of the entire class of eight. After that, they are not required to follow the training. Because you have to prepare yourself for the national exam." Obviously Mr. Chandra as our coach.

　

　

"Our last look guys." Some seniors looked sad after hearing Mr. Chandra's words just now.

　

　

"Obviously we're going to finish." Cetus is one of the eight senior forces.

　

　

"Are you sure you're gonna be done?" Ask Brother Sendy with his voice.

　

　

  Everyone who was in this room immediately shut up. They died fleas to be precise. After all, it is also true what Brother Sendy said just now. Does anyone guarantee that they will pass one hundred percent?

　

　

"Already, I'm arguing. All right, my meeting's closed. Please come back." Mr. Chandra concluded the meeting.

　

　

  Not wanting to jostle at the exit, I waited until the room was quiet and then came out last. I thought everyone had gone home, but there was still one person who had just stepped out of his chair. He walked right in front of me.

　

　

"Sister Sendy!" My solute.

　

　

  The man stopped his steps without turning towards me. I think he recognized my voice, so he knew exactly who was talking to him just now.

　

　

"We broke up." My speech.

　

　

  I don't want these words out of my mouth. The man turned towards me. His face was flat, with no expression at all.

　

　

"No, the cave does not want to break the promise of the cave." He said with a loud tone.

　

　

"But our love is only monkey's love."

　

　

"If our love loves monkeys, you can't wait for the cave for years." Said then left.

　

　

  I don't even know what I'm waiting for him for. Maybe I was too pushy about the situation. I was too selfish of myself.

　

　

***

　

　

  "Geez!" Someone from behind.

　

　

  I stopped my steps towards the room, then turned around without intending to serve his speech just now.

　

　

"The two want to talk to you." Renata.

　

　

  Actually I don't want to serve this woman. He was just wasting my time.

　

　

"Well, what else? You want to show off, right?" My reply.

　

　

"Examining what the hell you mean?"

　

　

"Are you less satisfied already calling all the happiness of the cave? It's tired cave ngeladeni lo." I obviously wanted to go back to the room.

　

　

  Suddenly the girl pulled my hand. He looked grimacing in pain. I don't know what happened to him. Maybe I'm just pretending so I can listen to the story. But, it seems serious.

　

　

"Mama! Papa!" My yelling.

　

　

  Before long they both came in confusion. While Renata, who was unable to stand up, was lying on my lap.

　

　

"Renata why Eresha?" Ask Mama.

　

　

　

　

"What have you done to Renata?" Connect Papa.

　

　

"What do I do?" I tried to defend myself, because I was innocent.

　

　

"You must have made Renata like this, right? You guys are always fighting. Come on, let's get Renata to the car." Obviously Papa.

　

　

"We fight a lot and never get along! But I'm not that crazy to have to hug Renata! She's my big brother!" My reply started to get emotional.

　

　

"When Renata asks why, you won't forgive." Threat papa.

　

　

"I'm not wrong!" I firmly came back.

　

　

"Here you go, why fight. We'd better get Renata to the hospital." Mama tried to break us up.

　

　

"Come on Eresha." Connect Mama.

　

　

"Yes, I'll be sniffling." Short reply.

　

　

   I slammed hard on my bedroom door. Then drown my face between the pillows. I didn't think my family would be this upset. Even papa can accuse me of a no-no. My world has really changed. Everything changed not as I wanted. That girl should not be in my life. Why does he always take away all my happiness. It ruined my world. Until I felt that no one thought I existed. They changed, my cherries were gone. My spirit that once existed, is gone. Everything is gone, gone, gone.

　

　

"Tock... Geck... Geck..."

　

　

  Someone knocked on my bedroom door. Who knows, everyone has gone to the hospital. Is that the mbok? I immediately wiped away the trail of my tears. Then get out of bed to open the door.

　

　

"Yes a minute." I scream from inside.

　

　

"Sister Sendy?"

　

　

I was surprised to see the man at the door of my room. What he's doing here.

　

　

"Let's go to the cave now." He said while pulling my hand.

　

　

"Slow down brother." My speech.

　

　

  But he seemed to ignore my words altogether. He led me out to his motorcycle.

　

　

"Nih, pack." He thrust a helmet and a hoodie at me.

　

　

"Where are you going?"

　

　

"Lo tau no Renata hospitalized because of lo. His stomach acid relapsed because of lo. The clay cave was in the hospital right cave nganterin mama cave checkup. And papa you've made it all clear." Clearly blindly.

　

　

"It's not my fault, brother."

　

　

"A coward really you do not want to admit your own mistakes. You know your own brother. That's your brother."

　

　

"I'm not wrong, brother. He suddenly held my hand weak."

　

　

"Udah come to the cave."

　

　

"No way!"

　

　

"Why don't you want to say it."

　

　

"If I'm wrong, I will admit. But this time it wasn't me who was wrong. Why doesn't anyone believe in me."

　

　

"Because you're a liar."

　

　

  Those words so pierced my heart. Even the person I've been guarding his feelings for, easily hurt my feelings. I had to go with this guy. I don't know where he's taking me.