Lara's Admirers

Episode 76's

　

　

I shook my head in resignation. My memory really does suck.

“You know for yourself that I am a forgetful person.” I said.

“It’s okay, this is not your fault at all.” reply to him in a relaxed tone of speech.

“Continue now want to find that flasdisk where?” continued.

“No idea, the last time I put it on that table.” I replied while pointing my index finger to where I meant.

Arka stared at the object I meant for a moment. Her eyes were full of meaning, but I couldn't catch what she meant. His eyes were much sharper than usual.

“Woy! Mulu dating, wonder.” said Adit who suddenly opened his voice.

“Sini join gih, not good alone mulu.” connect Titan with mouth full of cake.

“Do not mojok mulu lo on.” timpal Stefani who chimed in.

Arka just clucked when she heard their words just now. In the meantime, I don't want to bother about it, because my head is too dizzy right now. In reality it is not as they say. Not at all similar, even if viewed from any side.

A moment later Arka immediately headed to the scene. The man bowed his body a little. He tried to find it in all corners of the room. Maybe because he knew that one thing was precious to me.

Inevitably I was forced to go down and join those annoying humans. Immediately I struggled spoiled with someone who was now my roommate. Without feeling the slightest guilt, I slept on Stefani's lap while still using the blanket. It seems that the girl also doesn't mind if I borrow her legs for a while to rest.

“You eat cake?” said Adit while offering a piece of the snack.

Without a second thought I immediately accepted the gift. Besides, it looks like I haven't eaten anything since noon. Even though my mother had delivered food to my room several times, I had not touched it at all. It seems that mama has also given up trying to force me to want to spend my lunch. I don't know why it feels like all the food that goes in is tasteless.

I always hated being sick like this. It felt like all the activities I wanted to do were very limited. Because I don't have enough energy to do all that.

“It turns out that you are beautiful too yes sha.” said Adit who turned out to have noticed me since.

“Clearly lah.” reply me briefly.

“Hmmm!!” deham Arka with a rough.

Meanwhile Adit was just his own grin, as if he was innocent at all. It turned out that the man had been highlighting her with an unhappy look. Arka looked at her friend that one very cynically. Who would have thought if it turned out that Arka was secretly watching us earlier.

“Ya sorry dong ka.” said Adit so innocently.

“Emang wrong what, if I muji Eresha?” he continued while scratching his head that did not itch.

“Ya is definitely wrong!” firmly Arka.

“Yes I'm sorry.” he said once again.

A second later Arka decided to join us. Become a complement to this small circle that had split. Actually it is still incomplete if Arka joined, because there is one more person who did not come here. Clara will still have to be out of town for the next few days. That means Stefani will also be alone during school, until either me or Clara comes back first. But it looks like I can't go to school again for tomorrow. So far there have been no signs if I will recover soon or at least my condition is slightly better.

“This isn't his flash?” ask Arka while thrusting the object.

“I'm not sure anyway.” reply me.

“Try checking the data first.” proposed the man, while taking my laptop.

Without lingering any longer, I immediately put this thing into one of the gaps there. Actually I'm not too sure if this is the right flash. If the flash I meant was completely gone, maybe I'll just mengikhlaskan. There's more I can do if that happens. Maybe my question will never be answered, because no one knows the answer but that thing. That means I've lost one of my chances.

I watched my laptop screen carefully. I tried to clarify my somewhat blurred vision, because today I did not wear contact lenses or glasses. Today I can't go anywhere because I'm sick, so I don't think it's any good to wear either of those two things right now.

“It's just one video ka.” I said with what it is.

“Try to open first, who knows if it really is his flash.” reply the man.

“Emangnay what is it? How come you guys from earlier look very busy with the same flash.” asked Titan who was also embraced by Adit and Stefani.

“But! Kepo.” reply Arka who deliberately did not want to tell them.

I really wanted to tell them about this one, too. But I'm not sure if they'll understand. They all don't know who I've been referring to, Brother Sendy. Even Arka first, it was difficult to accept this one reality. Let alone Arka, I was once astonished and so surprised.

Sometimes I like to think about this. Why would he come back if he had to leave again. Why should that memory come back to me, if the edges would only hurt like this. It would have been so much better if after the accident, things never came back. Sometimes there's something we have to let go of, even if we don't want to.

I still love him, I still love him. It's just that it's not like before, when I give up all my time is wasted just to pursue it. I should have known if that heart would never be able to hold, what else would I reach. Too many obstacles force me to give up. His steps will never stop for a moment, so that I can follow his steps.

I don't know why I admire him so much to this day. I never imagined that this feeling would survive until now. I think this is just a monkey's love that tomorrow too will be forgotten, will be eaten by time. I thought my heart had died of being killed by disappointment. But it turns out everything is not what I imagined.

This heart should have died forever and would never have lived again if only for her. But why did this fucker even last this long. I thought survival was a belief, not an option. And now that belief has gone and disappeared somewhere.

After waiting for a few seconds, I finally began to dare to open the video. It is the only file stored there. Then all of them who were in my room at that time, immediately brought themselves closer to the laptop screen with curiosity.

When I played the video, a special taka da was there too. Just a video of our last performance in the same team. Just before the accident happened, and right at the moment he promised that this would really be our last appearance. I don't know if I should take this one as something special or not.

At the end of the video it says that after seeing this video, I have to go see Brother Rayhan. If not wrong it is a friend of his kak Sendy kak. It also says if I can throw away this video anytime I want, if I don't like this one.

“That's kids marching band right?” ask Adit while pointing to the screen.

“Terus Rayhan who? Why are you telling me to meet him?” continued.

“Not important. This is nothing.” My reply was trying to evade.

“Nothing kok sha, if you are not ready to make a story about this same we-us. Maybe for now only Arka you can trust, but we hope that someday you will tell us about this.” is obviously Titan who knows when to be so wise like this.

Maybe that time has made them all turn into more mature like this. Now these three men have started to be much wiser than I have ever met before. Sometimes we just have to wait for the right time for the universe to mature us like this. Make everyone aware slowly, if life must be faced seriously if you do not want to regret. Destiny is in God's hands, but the choice is in our hands.

“Sometimes there are some things we don't want the universe to know.” said Stefani as she stroked my fine hair.

I even considered Stefani to be a big brother. This arrogant girl always protected me when she felt that I was being threatened. She was also the first person ever to notice the change in my emotions, the girl knew very well when I felt fine or vice versa.

“Ntar if you are healed, we go there just-bareng.” said Arka who now replace ruffled the top of my head.

“Means it should heal fast.” he continued.

I nodded slowly saying his words just now.

“No holding Eresha!” stefani protested while pulling the man's hand off my head.

“But! How are you sewot?! My girlfriend too!” reply Arka while clucking.

“Pokonya as long as Eresha is in my hands, you can not be close to her.” explained Stefani while warning the man in front of her.

I can't do much if they've fought like this. Even puppies and kittens can be familiar. But it felt impossible for these two human children to get along with each other. Every day if you meet, there must always be trivial things that are troubled by both of them.

After a short conversation, the three men said goodbye to go home. It's already night after all. My room, which was so crowded and crowded, is now back to its original form. Where only Stefani and I remained. At least even if it was only for a short while, their arrival was able to improve my mood today. I feel like I've got extra energy that I don't know where it came from. But anyway, it did have a positive impact on my life.

Today the thing that had been lost and almost never found again for good, returned easily with the help of Arka. The man's magical hand can change everything, even the bad things. Just like when he helped me to remind me who the mysterious man who actually sprawled was present in almost every flower of my sleep. Although I never really asked for someone to return that memory to me.

Now the night is perched with millions of stars and only one moon up there. The twilight sun had completely sunk for the umpteenth time. The darkness of the night ruined the beautiful painting, at will. Although that is the law, because the position of twilight at that time must be replaced immediately with the darkness of the night. If only dusk could be present longer, maybe more people would be entertained.

“Not sleeping sha?” ask Stefani who's working on the assignment for tomorrow.

“According to you?” askaku.

“Sick people don't sleep too well at night. Moreover, you need a lot of rest.” he explained.

“Iya tau.” reply me briefly.

“Terus why haven't you slept?” ask him again.

“Not yet sleepy aja.” answer me as is.

“Meremin aja lo eyes, surely long will fall asleep as well.” said the girl who from earlier was reluctant to take her eyes off the textbook.

“Everything that is forced will not be good in the end stef.”, I explained.

“Ngak so also the concept sha.” reply Stefani who immediately hit hard, after hearing my sentence just now.

“But really right?” I ask so innocently.

The girl finally turned her head towards me too, after a long time of talking without looking directly at me. Stefani leaned her body on the chair, then sighed violently. Creates invisible vapor granules, which blend into one with the surrounding air.

“As far as you are sha.” just give it to me.

I could only smile wryly, hearing her answer just now. I thought he was going to say what, it looked so serious and the look on his face was so convincing. It turns out to be just saying that kind of thing. Five words that made me lose my spirit.

Not minding about the incident just now, I took my phone that just finished charging in the socket. As is generally done by others when bored, namely opening social media. With just my finger scrolling through the phone's screen, hoping to find something fun. But it seems like today there is nothing interesting that can entertain me, or just to relieve my boredom.

“Stef, order meatballs yuk!” take me spontaneously.

“Lo is again sick sha, can not eat carelessly so.” reply.

After seeing the price of the food that is getting a rebate, on one of the online ojek platform it does not feel wrong if I try it for one more time. Besides, this is from the meatball stalls that I often go with Arka, some time recently. I myself do not know since when the food that one became one of my favorite snacks. But I can not deny if the taste presented by the meatball stalls that one is very tasty and different from the others.

I tried to rack my brain so I could still enjoy the meatballs without getting caught. Maybe with a few scoops of savory gravy, it can help to arouse my appetite. Now I don't care at all if someone's tone forbids or even scolds me later. They can't do that to me.

“I go down first.” I said to the girl.

“Emang you are not dizzy anymore? Look out even jatoh loh on the stairs, later I also bother.” explained Stefani at length.

But no matter how he tries to prevent me, I will still go there. After all, my intentions this time were completely unanimous.

“You why?” ask the girl again.

“You watch.” I replied with a reasonable enough reason to trick this one girl.

“Yes, you can watch on hp sha.” reply with all efforts so that I do not get out of that place.

“No want, the screen is small.” My firmness.

I didn't expect it to turn out that I could be so stubborn like this. It's true said the people, there are too many mysteries in this world. Even about the mystery of ourselves. Even once twenty-four hours, for many years we have always lived in this body. Still sometimes not infrequently people who often do not understand themselves, with strange feelings that he felt. With all the new flavors that are no stranger to him.

“Ya I've anterin deh, rather than lo why-why ntar.” said the girl to me.

With forced Stefani had to move from the place, and left all her schoolwork that I did not even know where it was. Again the girl with all her attention, led me to go down the stairs with the reason that I was okay later.

“You watch what?” ask Stefani, while standing in front of the tv.

“Serah, anything deh.” My reply lightly.

Because that's basically not my main reason for coming here. It looks like the situation is quite conducive. This place is completely deserted with no one here. Except for me and Stefani who are looking for the best tv channel for me in mini-mala. Maybe soon he will go upstairs to finish his homework. So it's okay to wait for a while. Everything we do must be based on patience.

“Mas, the order will be placed in the gate only yes.”

“Later if it has arrived please be notified yes mas.”

As soon as I type in the posel screen.