
"Let's split!"
"May?" My lips twitched at Maira's great guts.
I'm gonna risk it all now.
"Tomorrow we go to the notary, we replace all assets using the name of Mamah all accounts, atm, cars, and credit cards please hold Mamah!"
"Watch it later if papah to cheat again, papah will come out of this house just wear a t-shirt with the same color! Papah really mean it, Mah!" I said trying to convince Maira again.
At least he can talk and be invited to discuss finding the middle ground of all these problems. I was wrong but I regret it, Maira should have appreciated my change.
"Mah ... what else can make Mama sure?" askaku expectantly.
Maira remained silent, as if my offer was worth nothing. What else is lacking?
"Okay .. If Mamah does not care about papah, about us, think again about children!" I tried to get Maira to see this matter from another angle.
"This papah is determined to change, please appreciate, Mah. Papah already nyesel so do not be in it like gini, the problem with Mamah diem will be solved?" I'm getting pissed.
Free, Maira remained silent to make me die of style and upset after all. Don't let me regret that I changed. Oh, My God!
"Well if you want to divorce, don't expect to bring children! Because I, as the wrong side .. have really regretted, want to improve, and really change will not repeat again." My behavior tone is no longer soft, Maira is too stubborn.
"This one time, I'm sorry for the last time, Maira!" I started to run out of patience.
"David, Maira!" I firmly told Maira who seemed to see me alone was no longer willing.
"You are like this just to teach me a lesson, okay .. I accept, Mai! I'm a fool to hurt you, but if you're like this let me take you off, you're wrong! I won't let you go!" Maira remained silent letting me burn with anger alone.
"okay! I'm following your game!"
I left Maira, I don't know what made her so stubborn. I hope the threat made him think sane and talk again.
I told Sila everything and asked her to help me. Why should I be Sila? Because he knows me and Maira personally, he knows our story from a long time ago, so there is no need to tell a lot of stories, please understand the problem and understand my character and Maira.
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I decided to take a few days off until the Tuti bik came or I got a nanny who can help Maira full time, after this I will also ask bik Tuti to be full time at home.
The sound of a car entering the courtyard, I who was sitting on the balcony smiling happily to see who was coming. My mum.
Soon enough, Maira's voice called out to me to tell my mother's arrival. The cry of Maira I miss so much. I rushed down and welcomed the arrival of the mother who brought with her the monk Minah.
"Pah .. the mother came" cried Maira again, her voice like an oasis that filled my thirst.
"Mother!"
I hug the mother who started joking with Luna and Lintang.
"Grandma wash her hands first yes, want a sling of Thunder," said my mother, "Bik, rest first."
Maira looked at me questioningly, about the arrival of the mother who she thought suddenly especially by inviting and making Minah.
"Father ask mom to help Mamah take care of the children during the Tuti bik holiday, let Mamah not tired," I whispered to her.
I feel proud of myself after giving a pleasant surprise to Maira. For sure after this there's a gap for me to talk to Maira in a healthy way.
In front of my mother, Maira covered up all the trouble that was going on between us. He was gentle with me, though in his eyes he still had wounds that he had failed to cover. Maira still often caught my mother daydreaming while breastfeeding Thunder.
"May .. if your ASI is not enough plus enough, the name of the boy is more grin than the girl, look at your body, why so thin so," said mom commenting on Maira's appearance.
Maira looks wrong.
"Yes Ma'am, this is sure to be God help Maira, right, Mah?"
Maira was again surprised when I touched both shoulders, but the existence of her mother made her maintain an attitude. I gently massaged both her shoulders, I wanted to show my attention, right said the mother, Maira is very thin.
Hah .. This guilt came again, gnawed me deep, uncomfortable, I could go crazy if I lost Maira. I have to make Maira happy so that this kind of feeling does not come back to my side.
"Yes should have been, you modern husband is not a typical old husband who usually works but does not care about the wife bothered or not!" mom kept making me happy.
Scare at me, Mom! Let me know how to treat Maira. I was stupid.
"What is a modern husband, Mom?" I want to extend the topic.
"Suami who are not conservative, if people used to be abstinent for men holding home work, he said it was women's work, but .. now the rich mind is already outdated, it is outdated, want a husband or wife together, cooperation," explained my mother.
I understand very well how the troubled mother took care of me and my brother, behind the mother who was always strong, there was a koyo that did not late adorn the corners of his body. My dad only knows how to make money. I'm a modern man, it wouldn't be like that.
I stole a glance at Maira who was lowered, looking uninterested in our topic of conversation. He often complained that I would not help him. He should have been able to corner me on this occasion, or at least whine as usual.
Oh God! I miss my annoying Mair like I used to.
Maira talked a lot with mom, while I accompanied Luna and Lintang to play. I really enjoyed Maira's little voice and laughter that I missed so much. Not only that, his whining, his grievances, and his anger I miss too. It is not silent and cold as snow. I was quite happy even though Maira's warmth was still not for me.
Return, Mairaku!
I let Maira's heart rest and forget for a moment the last incident of my affair. I was afraid of the word divorce that Maira said so boldly. But seeing her play in front of my mother made me sure, in her heart there was still an apology for me.
"God .. I want to talk!" mother said to me, Thunder is asleep on the swing under the supervision of mother.
Just the two of us, Maira was being massaged, while Luna and Lintang were swimming accompanied by Minah's bik in the back garden.
"Yes, Mom?"
"Hem ...." Mom's tone suddenly heavy, a week already mom's here, even though Tuti's bik is back but mom is still looking after Maira.
"You don't think you know that you two are fighting again" said the mother, either me or Maira who failed to trick the mother this time, or indeed the mother is a human who is difficult to lie.
"Ehm .. yes, yes, ma'am," I replied.
"You're cheating again, Wa?" ask mom to judge me.
For the previous case I will loudly admit, but for this time I feel embarrassed, embarrassed because it was so stupid to hurt Maira who turned out to be very valuable to me.
"Shame on you, Wa!" said weak mother.
"Mom feels like you've failed" she continued.
Whatisthis? I hurt two of the most precious women in my life at once.
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