CAUGHT CHEATING (I'M SORRY!)

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"Please leave but don't expect to take the kids!"

"What's? Don't bring the kids?" muttered.

"Yes! Why?" ask Bang the Gods to sneer at me.

"Doubt? Isn't it now that you're selfish and stubborn asking for a divorce?"

"I grant, but don't sacrifice children for your selfishness!" exclaimed the God Bang again, he was really angry.

The God Bang always made me subjugate with its threats. I'm prepared, because any way a minor would go with his mother. The lowliness of the God Bang lately made me feel complacent, until in my mind just separated and separated. I forgot the character of the God Bang who can do everything for his wishes, including for children.

"The kids will come with me, you know what about them? All you can do is cheat and cheat!" sangkalku ventured against Bang Dewa.

Where was my emotion? Why did my strength and courage disappear when the God Bang snapped at me now?

My knees went limp and started to get scared.

"Maybe I'm bad as a husband, but I'm a good father to them, the slightest chance I'll take advantage of for their happiness, including kneeling down and humbling down on you!" bang Dewa said with great emphasis in every sentence.

Is God Bang making me feel guilty right now?

He washed my hands and made me a scapegoat for the destruction of our marriage?

Did he forget that he was the one who betrayed?

"Not like you, May! Maybe you're a good wife, but look, are you a good mother?" snapped again, trying to corner me.

"Don't joke, Bang, you're so smart to turn the facts around!"

"Look at you, May! Psychic you're unstable, mentally you're sick, is it possible that the judge will give you custody?" ask Bang the gods judge me.

"You have no income, no stability of life, emotional stability, you think children will be safe to live with you?"

"Aren't kids used to it without you? They're comfortable in the care of their nanny, and Thunder doesn't drink much of your breast milk anymore."

"You're busy judging me with all the baseless prejudices and accusations!"

"You're busy struggling with the trauma you're reluctant to fight!"

"You're busy enjoying a moment where I humbled myself without thinking about fixing anything!"

"You think this is all my responsibility, May?"

"You think you're clean with no faults?"

"It's so selfish of a mother like you!"

Whahuh?

The sentence of Bang Dewa's accusation is completely beyond my estimation. My mouth is locked, unable to argue with a clever sentence.

I'm mentally ill?

My body is limp, my knees are no longer able to hold my body weight that is not much. I was shocked and hit. I just want to part ways in a good way, even the God Bang has already escaped from my heart. I prepared everything thoroughly.

What then? When the God Bang knelt down asking me to come back, my heart could not lie, and returned hoping. Until finally the heart that has been released is actually related again. That's why the fear of being cheated on and betrayed comes back, destroys me, and makes me negligent to children.

I'm so stupid! I should not have hoped!

"May, you should understand, I'm not a patient person, but why? You're testing my patience?" bang Dewa said with a declining tone, his sentence sounded desperate and disappointed.

"I relented because I realized I was wrong for cheating, and I was patient not because I was patient, but because I was trying to improve! It's not easy, May!"

Bang God retreated and sat on the sofa, letting me slump on the floor just like that.

"You tired? I'm the same!"

"But you're acting like I'm the only sinner!" bang Dewa.

My mouth is locked, my mind is locked back in a dark tube. Accepting all the outbursts of anger Bang Dewa without any interest in refuting it.

Long enough we were silent to each other, immersed in each other's thoughts. This is the real God Bang, indeed not a patient person, was I wrong to have wasted his patience yesterday?

"Go home, May! That house is for you, you are the design from the beginning, right? Me and the kids are gonna move into mom's house for a while, you sit sweet and wait for the subpoena."

"What?" i'm surprised.

"Not bother to fight, because surely you will lose," continued Bang Dewa humbled me.

"Don't worry, I'll prepare alimony for you" he said.

The God Bang walked past me just like that, he sat back behind his desk. My heart feels sore. It was me who asked for farewell, but why when the God Bang blew me away, it felt this sick?

"Don't take them, they are my life" I groaned bitterly.

"Are you pantes to be their mother with your rich condition, May?" ask Bang Dewa to drop me.

"You have what you want, may you be happy!" said sarcasm.

"Bang!" my snapping.

"Go, May!" banish him.

"What?" I muttered not to believe.

"You are still wise as a mother, you will definitely let the children live with me, because their future will obviously be guaranteed!"

I woke up and with the rest of my energy dragged my feet out. Not terbesit in my mind will be like this so, even earlier when I entered I was very angry and still feel high, now I came out with a down, my crown fell.

I cried every step of the way, was my life really ruined?

The taxi I was riding stopped in the courtyard, the door closed and the house was quiet. With a broken heart I ran through the main door. Fear is uncontrollably.

"Thunder ...!"

"Luna ...!"

"Climby ...!"

"Mother ...!"

My sense of well-being began to dissipate, I stroked every room screaming hysterically. There was no answer only my voice echoing and earthy calling Luna, Latitude, and Thunder alternately.

"Thunder ...!"

"Lilena ... Latitude ...!"

They left in a hurry not even a single piece of clothing they had brought, not a single lost toy, all still intact gave me a very painful wound.

"Gun-tour ...!"

"Lu-na ...!"

"Lin-tang ...!"

I kept shouting as much as I could with the rest of my strength, I realized they were gone but I still could not believe the God Bang was doing all this fast. I don't accept. I wish it was a dream, I can't lose them all.

"Instead! Why are you so cruel!" my roar was in a bitter cry.

In a house this big I was alone. Shedding a suffocating claustrophobic, very contrary to the enormity of the building of heaven which I thought would be warm with my three children.

"Instead! Return them!" my roar again spilled all the tightness in the chest cavity.

I remembered something, I opened my phone and realized there were a lot of missed calls from my mother-in-law.

[May? Why did God tell us all to rush to mom's house? You're not papa, are you?] write mom in the first message.

[May, I already know all of the Gods, I don't know what happened, but I'm disappointed you're as detailed as this plan, I'll take good care of my grandchildren, you don't worry] write mom in the last message a few minutes away from the previous message.

I pressed the mother's number to make the call, the first ring I still expected a lot, until the 5th ring of my call was still ignored.

"Lift, Mom! I beg!" mumbling myself.

I tried to contact my mother, and walked around like a madman inside the house. I'm so frustrated. After many attempts, my call was finally answered.

"Mother ...Where is Thunder, Luna, and Latitude?" manyhunting.

[They're safe, May] replied the mother impressed stingy.

"Don't separate us, ma'am. Bang God wants to take them away from me, "my whine pitted, hoping that mother understood my position of not being able to part with the children.

[Sorry, May. I cannot interfere in your affairs, resolve and clarify the status of your relationship and clarify the position of the children, as a mother can only advise, the decision remains in you] replied the mother sounded cold.

"But ma'am, don't separate the child from the mother" I pleaded.

[Mother will wish her all the best]

"Mother .. I beg you! Don't do this! I'll go there get them!"

[Free, God has given the guard here]

"Mother ... let me talk to Luna and Lintang," I said again pleading.

[No need, May. You just don't feel at home here]

[Have, you don't be so angry they are so rich, they'll be fussy]

"But Ma'am, Mama ... Ms ... Mama!"

The call was broken by my mother. I tried calling again but it seems that mom had turned off her phone.

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