CAUGHT CHEATING (I'M SORRY!)

The Heart of Maira

"Deliver!" whispered Maira.

Whatisthis? Hoity-toity? When I completely dissolved in my guilt, and humbly begged forgiveness from her, Maira was not touched at all. He should have known, I've never been this serious.

"May?" I don't believe it when all the effort has been put in, but Maira is still petrified.

Stiffly taking my hand off Maira's body, my sobs stopped and realized how embarrassing I was now. I'm no longer valuable in front of Maira. Is this a test of my sincerity?

"I-I mean it, Mah," I said kelu.

"Maira .. I'm Maira" Maira said without sympathy.

I saw my mother looking at me with great pity, my sincerity was taken for granted by Maira. Without consideration let alone forgiveness, it just passed like a breeze greeting his face. I ... disappointed.

I fell silent, dragged my legs back and threw my body on the sofa. I'm so stupid, and Maira, so arrogant?

Maira sat back down while tightly hugging the pillow on her lap. His eyes looked the other way, and I don't know if I could read his heart in the least.

"Mom didn't know what to do," said the mother to break up our two houses.

"It's only natural that your wife is so sorry for you, Wa! You better repent and ask for forgiveness and change."

"How do you want to do now?" ask mother.

"I want to split up, Mom!" maira answered quickly.

"No. I don't want to!" reject me not lose fast.

Mother looked at us both in turn, weighing. Whatever I am still her son, I will help.

"What ... mother's child can't you forgive me, May?" ask her gently and expectantly.

"Can, Mom!" maira answered quickly, my chest pounding at Maira's reply.

"So?" ask mother.

"It has to be separate!" strong Maira.

"Why, May? Kids, let alone Thunder who is still a baby!" said mom disappointed.

"Mother right, kasian children if his mother is sick like me, I must be separated from the mother's child so I can return to be a sane Maira," Maira replied firmly and very painful.

Tears? Ja. I saw a pearl in the corner of Maira's eye. Did Maira's defense destroy her because of mom? Or was Maira just frozen when she talked to me?

"Maira whose soul has been killed many times by the mother's son!"

"Maira whose heart has been hurt and destroyed so cruelly!"

"Maira is very stupid for believing and continuing to hope that the mother's child will change."

"Maira who had gone mad from being too confused to distinguish the taste!"

"Maira is not worthy of being a mother!"

"I need a new Maira, a reborn Maira with the confidence that she deserves to be happy!"

Maira's words contained a deep sense of tightness, squeezing her to the side of the chasm in despair. His sadness is real. His disdain for my marriage and change was clearly implied by his way of talking about children without me.

Where have I been all this time? Why did Maira become this desperate and I realized it too late?

"Because the children are getting older too, for Luna and Lintang, I don't want them to be heartbroken. How if they know the figure of papah who should be their first love just treat mamah with cruel?" maira continued trying to narrate without sobbing, only her tears still escaped.

"What if they are traumatized and develop into a wounded person? Especially with the sins of his papa, I don't want to see those who get their karma!" Maira.

So low Maira's judging me! I am low!

"And as for Thunder, what if he followed the deeds of his father later?" maira told me. Punished me.

"I just thought of them!" Maira.

Maira described my failures one after another. I could only bow in lethargy, digest Maira's words very slowly, and curse myself why could all be this confused?

"Yes .. You're right, May. Mother's child is already very guilty with you, mother wants you to apologize God is also embarrassed," said the mother resigned.

"Mom can only pray and hope for the best for you" she continued.

No. gabe. Don't give up, Mom! I can't let go of Maira after realizing all my wrong actions. I could die of regret. I have to repair and treat Maira's entire wound.

"Have you rested, you must be tired. Inget happiness of children is important, but do not forget the same happiness you also yes, May," said the mother.

"Yes, Mom."

Maira got up and was about to leave this conversation, while I was still hanging.

"Wait, May!" Maira stop.

"I promise to change, May!" seruku did not lose firmly.

"Love me a chance, last time I beg you!" door forced.

"Changed?" ask Maira.

"Setaun? A month? Aweek? Or just a day?" maira underestimated.

Maira just left. What was that? Maira challenged me? She can't believe I'm really sorry?

"May!" Maira ignored and continued to walk away.

"I'm proof, May! That's what you asked for!" myrag.

There are so many words Maira who still has not succeeded in mecerna. No more whining or demands to explain, no more swearing and swearing, no longer tears I get from Maira. But it's like Maira's ready to live without me. Really scary.

"Huh! You are, Wa!" scold my mother.

"Udah .. take care of your wife!" mother's proposal.

"What?" many surprised.

"I don't want to, Mom," I refused.

Mom was silent looking at me who was screwed up because of Maira. One thing I can already be grateful for is Maira who is no longer silent. At least this problem is no longer deadlocked and there is already a gap of exit that is starting to appear. I just have to try harder. But why did mom ask me to take Maira off?

"It's hard, Wa!" mother said I don't understand.

"What does mother mean? I don't want to lose Maira!" I asked for an explanation.

"Aren't you going to lose?" repeat mother asked.

"You have lost the trust of Maira, now in this house only Maira's body, but her heart has been separated from you, Wa! What else is there to defend?"

"You can still, Mom!" kukuhku.

"You want to keep begging rich earlier with your wife?"

"If even later Maira wants to apologize you are not necessarily Maira can forget the same heartache, and do you want to keep getting rich?" ask my mother in a loud voice.

"I don't mind because I was wrong, Mom!" reject me.

"Later Maira who changed your incline, look at it!" said mother underestimates.

"Take him off, you still have your pride."

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