
"Reprive ...."
"Luna's? The latitude?" muttered.
"What's that aunt's house doing?" ask Luna.
I haven't been able to answer the question my little girl Maira pulled back her legs, and there were some mothers behind her.
"Bu RT .. My business here is done, now I hand over the woman to Ms RT, do not let the husbands here be tempted by her," maira said to the entourage of mothers, their gazes were like a horde of lions growling at us.
I stood like a fool. What's on Maira's mind? Bringing babies and children to see me like this. It was intentional for Maira to drop my pride in front of the children, let alone bring the citizens. Did they know that I just decided on Risa? Ah ... sucks.
"Yes, Mom. Thank you for the report, let the rich actor, we'll get rid of this complex!" a scary-faced mother.
"Lho, Mommy. Help me, how is this?" risa's whining for me.
"Mas is also confused, Ris!" I whispered to her, hoping Maira wouldn't see me talking to Risa.
"That?" call Maira.
"You want to come with us home? Or do they want to be paraded?" maira asked in a flat tone.
Waitaminute! Maira is relaxed? I thought Maira would cry and scream. Even I had imagined Maira would pull Risa's hair.
"E-eh-"
"Oh, you wanna parade?" maira asked again, her tone was like she was offering me coffee every morning. Relaxed.
"No, Mah." I'm honestly scared. So scared.
I followed Maira's steps through the crowd of mothers in the living room who were being broken, they looked at me with a mouth full of abuse. Luckily the car keys are in the pockets of the pants, so there is no need to bother looking for them. Now I feel like Maira saved me from angry mothers.
Maira got into the car after making sure Luna and Lintang went up. I have to explain the real incident. My hands were trembling at Maira's attitude. I don't know why, I can't explain.
I spurred the car slowly left Risa's house, leaving a scream after a scream that began to sound from within. I'm sorry, Ris. Good luck to you.
We were driving in silence, only Luna and Lintang babbling could be heard. Maira looked forward expressionlessly. I don't know why his silence right now is scary.
I'd rather he cry and get angry like he did when he caught my affair earlier. Demanding a logical explanation from me even if she knew my answer would hurt her.
"Well, Laper latitude" said Lintang.
Scroll over Maira's unmoved face. Maira daydreaming? He did not hear the words of Lintang.
"Yes, we eat yes, Lin," I replied to the whining Latitude.
Maira woke up from her daydream because of my voice, she looked at Luna and Lintang in the back seat. Wordless. Then he rubbed the deep face of Thunder on his sling.
How do you feel, Ra? Why aren't you angry? Did you know that I was conscious and was about to leave Risa? I hope so.
"Luna wants chicken" said my 5-year-old daughter.
"Lintang also wants chicken" said Lintang who was only 3 years old.
We went to a fast food restaurant. I tried my best to serve Luna and Lintang, feeding them in turn. Reprimanding the two of them who could not sit still.
While Maira was silent without touching the food in front of her. Allowing me to bother warning Luna and Lintang to eat in silence, Maira did not care, as if there was nothing before her eyes. Clumsy and wrong. I didn't even dare to ask.
"Mah .. eat first," I said slightly trembling.
Maira quiet. I thought my voice was loud enough to reach his ears. I'm going to feed my two daughters. Disappointed because Maira ignored him. Bribing children is not something I like, I'm not even good at it. At least Maira saw how hard I tried. The sleeves of the shirt I rolled up to the elbows, it was hard to also take care of two children. Again, my guilt grew.
"Let's go a little bit more" I said to Luna and Lintang. After my two daughters were full, I ran to the playground in the corner of the restaurant.
I took the initiative to feed Maira as well, I'm sure Maira will be devastated. I formed rice and chicken with my hands and stretched them out to the mouth of Maira.
"A ..."
Maira didn't even glance at him. Drama again, I have to humble myself to encourage Maira.
"Let's eat, Mah, kasian dede Guntur' will have to drink a lot of breast milk so that it's big," I told Maira, my hand still hanging in the air waiting for Maira's mouth to open.
"Sorry Father, Mah, I swear that it didn't happen like Mamah thought" I tried to explain.
Maira remained silent, only her hand that moved patting Thunder began to wake up.
"Yes, papah was wrong, but papah was aware and the papah was finished mutusin Risa, Mah!" I said impassively trying to explain without being asked, usually Mairalah will ask, why is this? Why that?
"If Mamah does not believe, look at the papah hape, papah never bales a single message Risa, the phone also does not pick up, papah bales just for mutusin Risa."
I put my cell phone in front of Maira, I put it in front of her and touched her arm. I hope Maira is smart and can see the truth.
Maira flinched when the phone touched her. So surprised that he shook it so hard.
My phone flipped, flew, and finally fell. The views of other visitors were immediately drawn to us. I who was misbehaved immediately picked up and smiled at them as if the incident had been unintentional.
Back at the table where we ate, Maira looked very disgusted at my phone. Wh why? He would secretly check my phone like a detective.
"Mah ... why, anyway?"
Regardless of me Maira got up and washed her hands, I silently looked at her stingy movements. Maira returned and with a little hassle she started eating.
"Here let the papah first carry the Thunder," I said as I reached out to take over our baby who was still red.
Maira ignored me, she dragged her chair away. People's eyes are back on us. Huh ... Maira's!
Well, maybe Maira needs some time to calm down. Maybe her condition that is still unstable after childbirth makes Mairaku forget how to get angry, or she is too tired to fight.
I looked at Maira's face. Seemed to be holding back tears but still stuffing food into his mouth. There was a sense of pain just like seeing Maira behave like that, as if I had become a very evil husband to her.
I did the right thing, leaving Risa. But why did Maira have to look while I was hugging Risa? The universe is so cruel to me.
My relationship with Risa should have ended without Maira knowing. From previous events, I just stopped cheating because I was self-aware, not because I was caught. Maira should be happy because I've changed.
After everything was done we went home, Luna and Lintang whined to be carried because of fatigue playing. It's like superman I'm carrying Luna on the right, and latitude on the left.
Look Maira, I'm trying!
Free, Maira just breezed past me. I'm disappointed again. I walked behind Maira.
I accidentally saw that Maira's legs only use the slippers she used to wear inside the house, she must be in a hurry. I'm willing to imagine Maira's situation.
Actually, how did Maira know? And how did Maira arrive at such an inopportune time? Why wasn't it when I said the breaking word to Risa?
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