CAUGHT CHEATING (I'M SORRY!)

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Morning came as usual, I was somehow moved to make Bang the God of breakfast. A plate of fried rice as I often made it. Bang Dewa had breakfast with sumringah.

I'll try, again.

"Thank you, Mah. Papah already kangen gini-rich fried rice," said Bang Dewa, a plate of rice in front of him was already toilet.

I just responded with a smile.

"Later to noon Papah pick up, yeah. We're consuls to Dr. Mario," said Bang Dewa.

"No, I'm going to your office" I refused.

"No papa, let Papah pick you up."

"Let's go, I want to go for a walk first" I said.

I just want to be more independent, not leaning anything more on Bang Dewa. I'll start with the little things.

"Okay then, be careful on the road, Mah!" bang Dewa.

"The first thing to go!"

Bang Dewa held up his bag and left, before leaving Bang Dewa came to his two daughters who were having breakfast in front of the tivi. Then the God Bang turned to Thunder who was basking in the morning with Leni.

There was a great rustle in my heart when I saw the God Bang adjacent to Leni. I turned my face away from the prejudices that would make my mind claustrophobic.

"Don't eat breakfast for long, son. Later late to school," I said to Luna and Lintang.

A few seconds later, a car entered the yard, who? I only have an appointment with God Bang, it will be noon.

"Mother ... Why aren't you coming?" greet me as I approach my mother-in-law.

"Intentionally, make sureprise. Why is the house empty?" answer mother.

"Luna is the same latitude as school, Mom. Thunder is sleeping. Bang the gods told me to come again?"

"No, I want to come. What kind of nanny did you choose? Good not work?" ask mom while sitting on the couch.

"Good, Mom. Thanks, yeah."

"Lha yes wong was told to use a nanny kok do not want, so you are not tired, May. Let them take care of themselves, just as they take care of the Dewangga," said the mother later.

"Yes, Mom."

"Bik ... grab a drink for Mom!" I'm on a Tuti bik.

"God is work for you, can give you good facilities that are used, besides children today are different from ancient children, children today are unruly, gedget mu, so it's hard to manage."

"Don't allow yourself to follow the old-fashioned parenting, May!" said mommy advised me.

"Partially you are his wife, if you do not make money God yes later other women who make," continued the mother.

I can only smile, my mother-in-law is really good, only sometimes the choice of sentences is often not right.

"Yes, Mom. Thanks for the attention," I hope you end the discussion this time.

"Mom's just an effort" said the mother, muttering a little, but I heard it clearly.

"Huh?"

"Try you horrified Mother from the past, May, will not get rich gini," said the mother again.

"It just so happens that I come, I'll take the kids, I'll go."

"Where? Same who? God knows?" ask mom a little surprised.

"Know, Mom. It's the same way Bang Dewa, we want to recite Mother's advice to go to a marriage psychologist."

"Thank God, I always pray your marriage is safe. Well that dong, May, nurut same mother, do not worry about economic problems, let God take care. Your job is to make the best use of what is available, for your happiness!" say mother.

I understand, not that my mother insinuates me, just that my heart is sensitive so that it feels subtly judged by the words of mother.

"Mother knows, you are not a wasteful wife, or like to scatter husband's money, but do not be too calculating yourself. Care, to the salon, maid, babysitter, then just ask for another car with the driver, so if you go anywhere is not difficult," continued the mother.

"Try .. where there is a mother-in-law as good as a rich mother gini, God is wrong, but I believe God is really nyesel now," my mother said as if she were telling me how lucky I am to have a mother-in-law like her.

Mom took my hand and held it.

"As the mother of a husband who was wrong, I apologize to you, May!" speak with sincerity.

"Yes, Mom. We're repairing, I'm praying for us!" say

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I was wearing a light blue shirt, combined with the women's suit I had. I deliberately look formal to treat my longing to look neat.

By using a taxi I went to Bang Dewa's office, it took me half an hour to arrive because the streets were crowded.

"May, isn't this wrong? So pretty!" please welcome me, we accidentally met in the elevator.

"Times, anyway?" I said wrong way.

"Would you meet a god? I think it's still a meeting, there was Koko Lian also participated in the same meeting!" sila told me.

"Now long, Dad?" I was a little disappointed when I arrived a little late.

"I don't know, there's a problem on the field like that. Just wait in my room, yuk!" bring Sila.

I also agree to the proposal of Sila.

"You see Koko Lian often, Sil?" ask me to talk a little.

"Ehm, often now. It will be soon Mr. Chan wants to retire" said Sila.

"Why, May?" ask Sila.

"No papa."

"All is well, right?"

"Well, okay."

"Your husband seems forced to really meet Koko Lian, I can't imagine how if I have to deal every day," said Sila joking.

"Your feelings, Sil."

"But you're all right, right?" tanya Sila who had been itching to ask.

"Hem .. That's it. I again gave up for the sake of the children, I don't know what my decision really is, I still can't be sure of Bang Deity!" my answer.

"Hem .. as a real mother, May. Children need a whole family."

"I can't be sure yet!"

"May, you know what? I'm a brokenhome kid?" please say, I nodded.

"There is a story that until now the pain is still felt," said Sila, I listened to it seriously.

"When I was in Elementary School, my parents divorced, then my father married another widow, my father had a stepson who turned out to be in the same school as me."

"One day, it was raining, I was waiting to be picked up in front of the class. And I'm so happy to fit in from a distance, I saw dad coming to pick me up, because usually mom would pick me up."

"Dad walked in a row with a raincoat in his hand, and his other hand held an umbrella. I smiled welcoming him, I was very happy, May at that time," Sila said, her eyes glaring far away while remembering the events in her memory.

"But .. I was very disappointed, when my father passed me that way, my father approached a daughter, my underclassman, even my father dressed him in a pink raincoat right in front of my eyes, then hold the child so that his shoes are not wet," continued Sila sadly.

"Dad paused for a moment right past me and without her father's guilt, 'Your mother hasn't picked me up, has she?' I just shook my head and was disappointed." Please look down and shed tears.

"May's baby, your dad's somebody else's dad. I whose real son feels betrayed, and it hurts so much, it hurts more than a couple!" continue, full of emotion.

"That was my first heartbreak!" please admit.

"Your father is outrageous, Sil!" I was sad and sad to hear his story.

"Eat, May. Don't let Luna or Lintang get rid of the same thing as me. The gods can betray you, but don't let him betray his children."

"It's not easy to share a father with an unborn brother, May. Moreover, the new person who was originally a nobody suddenly became the son of our father."

"Don't let God have another daughter, because the one who will get hurt is your son, May," Sila warned.

The story of Sila made me feel devastated. That was beyond my estimation. I was just jealous and angry when Bang Dewa took another woman.

What if Luna and Lintang had to feel like a father and son?

Oh, naw!

"As a wife you must want to separate, your pride must be hurt. But as a mother, you can't be selfish. I hope you're not divorced" Sila said, ending her emotional story.

"Thank you, Sil. Give me a look!"

My phone rang, it looks like God Bang has finished the meeting.

[Mama, where?]

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