CAUGHT CHEATING (I'M SORRY!)

I Missed My Old Self

Risa's?

"Hem ... You're done, Wa! If anything happens I'm on Maira's side!" cebik Sila while packing the file and out of my room.

"Go in, La," said Sila to my secretary.

What else does this woman want?

Not perfectly closed the door when Sila left, Risa had already broken through my room. Lala looked at me in confusion while waiting for orders. I finally blinked and let him go.

"Mr Dewangga, I'm sorry to interrupt," Risa said in a contrived tone.

"What's wrong?" my question, while my eyes turned busy staring at the work screen.

"I'm busy, don't waste time, we don't have any more business!" told him.

"Hem .. So now it's busy, selling expensive? Or should I go see Maira?" risa said with a threatening tone.

How Risa can know, during the contact with her I covered my identity and personal affairs meeting. By deleting all the data on her phone back then she should have lost track of me.

"Don't fuck around!" I tried to give him a warning.

"You're the striped-nose man who made me miserable, when the video was everywhere and you survived thanks to your wife, only I was the moons of the citizens until expelled, you think it's done?" risa started to dare.

"That's your risk, besides that our relationship was finished right before the incident, you also got what you want, so don't be sassy or you will be lazy!" my threat.

"Oh .. so .. your life is happy ... Mr Dewangga?" risa asked threateningly.

"What else do you want?" my question is trying to make Risa blunt, is she going to blackmail me?

"Married me!" the answer made my laughter unstoppable.

"I'm not kidding! Marry me or I'll destroy your family!" threaten her. Who does he think he is?

"Isn't that?" my ulak mocked her overly presumptuous request.

"I can destroy you, your family, your work, and surely you will lose everything you have now!" threatened again.

"Oh yeah? By what?" I made fun of his ridiculous plan.

"By dismantling our dark relationship to the public!" he answered confidently, and I laughed again.

"The office already knows, even most of them don't care so much about me, so it's nothing new, there won't be any effect!" I broke his strategy raw.

Risa looks doubtful with my words, is it wrong if I am proud of the casanova label attached to me? I always play clean and clean. The once sweet woman turned into a rebel like Risa I could easily handle.

"Surely lied!" said it.

"Please try it!" my challenge.

"All my coworkers and business associates are professionals, they do not care about their personal affairs, which is important passion and profit," I explained to him.

"Every one of us has a dark side of ourselves," I concluded, hoping that Risa's guts shrieked.

Risa looks confused, I know she just needs money, she came to blackmail me. Am I stupid? Of course not. I was just a fool in front of Maira.

"La .. call security!" my orders are over the phone.

"Fuck you guys!" meaning while holding back tears, his level was far below Maira.

"Change, Ris! Who knows if a good man will come to you!" I said try to cheer him up.

"I'm not done with you! I'll make the calculations through your wife!" he threatened her after feeling that her attack had failed miserably.

"My wife? The same!" I said while looking into his losing eyes.

"You women need only wealth and a prosperous life. He survived because of comfort, guaranteed life, what else?" I'm trying to describe Maira.

"He doesn't really care about my personal life, remember the time of the incident at your house? Does she care who I date? No!" my firmness.

"So ... your efforts, free!" I said knock down Risa's guts.

May Risa believe in what I'm describing about Maira. There's no way I can show you the truth, Risa can't know my weakness.

The two security had arrived and without waiting for the order they instantly knew what they should do to Risa. Risa's face looks clear as she is dragged out, I won't give her a dime, if I give it for sure one day she will come again.

"Deliver!" messiness.

***

Maira hasn't changed much, I tried to give her space to make her feel comfortable. I'm worried about what mom said that mom gave Maira advice. I'm afraid Maira is depressed, because I understand how mothers pressure their children to be good so that their children go wild when out of sight.

I also reduced the frequency of arguing with Maira, and chose to be busy pursuing my project targets. Only then will I take Maira and the kids on vacation.

"Sorry, Mom, there are guests" said bik Tuti to Maira, I who was accompanying Luna and Lintang play also heard it.

"Mom Please" replied bik Tuti.

Finally, Sila came to fulfill her promise. I also got up to accompany Maira to meet Sila. It looks like Sila and Maira have embraced each other.

"Sorry May, just for nengokin dede Guntur, out of work a lot, because my partner is busy with his personal affairs," said Sila while insinuating.

The big parcel in Sila's hand turned to Maira.

"Thank you, Sil. Don't bother," said Maira.

"Bik .. please take it to the dalem, same for a drink yes," said Maira sweetly to bik Tuti, I forgot when the last time Maira was sweet to me.

"Hay, Sil, isn't it stuck?" my broom as I walk closer.

"No, Wa, good for the weekend mah!" reply Please.

We were sitting in the living room, on this occasion I tried to behave normally by sitting next to Maira. Of course Maira will think that Sila does not know our household problems.

In small talk, I spread my arms behind Maira and embrace her, trying to be as relaxed and as natural as possible.

But suddenly Maira jerked her shoulders to reject my embrace. I think in front of Sila she'll pretend to be okay.

"Oh Wa, I want to talk to Maira doang dong!" said Please throw me out.

When I reached my eyes, I glared at him, but Sila did not understand me.

"Pinjem first, Wa, long time I don't talk casually, I will not be anything," said Sila again.

"But, Sil!"

"Frightfully his wife was kidnapped, and then there to the dalem first!" drive out Sila again.

I was forced to go away from Maira and Sila, even though I wanted to hear the small and casual chatter that came out of Maira's lips. I miss joking around with her, even though her hospitality is not for me but at least it can treat my thirst.

Now at home there are two caregivers who help Maira in addition to the Tuti bik who is in charge of cooking and cleaning. Maira has greatly lightened her duties, although Maira initially refused but eventually Maira began to look comfortable with the atmosphere of a crowded house.

The balcony room became the place I chose to watch over Maira and also Sila who chatted casually in the backyard. Luna and Lintang seemed engrossed in swimming with their nanny, Maira could freely watch over her.

Whatever they're talking about, I hope Sila can persuade Maira to forgive me. Maira's warm laughter occurred there, suddenly the sound of Maira's cell phone from inside the room. I rushed to him, maybe something important. I don't know since when Maira often abandoned her flat objects.

When I picked up it was just an insurance call. Holding Maira's cell phone, my curiosity thrashed. The full story of how Maira could exist in Risa's house at that time is still a mystery. Did anyone help Maira?

I presumptuously searched the contents of the chat and the call on Maira's phone, but not yet opened far, I was attracted to an anonymous number that kept calling her.

A foreign number? I watched and I remembered, it turned out to be my number. Whahuh? My number became nameless? I see once again it is true my number.

My chest cavity again felt crowded, wanting to feel angry and sad. I've just been disappointed like this just because someone deleted my name from his phone.

Mom was right, I lost Maira. I hurt Maira with my actions by indulging in lust and ego. I'm sorry, so sorry. Now I'm just a stupid man who really hopes that time can be turned back.

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Maira Princess Maheswari

"Sil .. I know you're here because you told Bang Dewa" I told Sila.

"Eh? Uhm .. yes May," replied Please unkindly.

"I came because I care about you, May," continued Sila.

"I don't mean to be a hero using God's help, I just want to come as a temen!" he concluded while smiling at me.

Please, my friend and rival since college. Her performance now makes me feel even more embarrassed, she's a success, a brilliant career, and managed to become an independent woman.

While me? Only weak women who for years silent oppressed by cheating husbands are always arbitrary. I miss the old me.

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