CAUGHT CHEATING (I'M SORRY!)

Call a Company Party

"Well ... You said that if I needed time to separate, would you love me, right? Let's just say this is how."

This is just the subterfuge Bang God. I should how?

The best way to forgive is to separate. How can I forgive the fatal mistake of Bang Dewa without leaving him? I cannot possibly forget, as hard as I tried to do, instead of fading even more clearly drawn, haunting me very real.

How can I forgive him? The details of the events of the first, second, third, and last affair I still very well memorized the rhythm. The way Bang Dewa tricked me, lied, sweet, romantic, and warm attitude, always showed that he was very skilled in his field.

There was no guilty look in any of his denials, he would say that he was loyal with a sincere face and seemed very righteous. It was like there were two people inside him.

"Mother ... Dede Guntur was crying, like a laper," reported Santi, my children's new nanny. There was still another one named Leni, although they focused on Luna and Lintang, sometimes they also helped me take care of Thunder.

Thunder cries wriggling in Santi's arms, his crying voice louder than Luna and Latang. I didn't grab it straight away, breathing it out a few times to rearrange the corner of a chaotic heart. Thunder must not feel the immortality of his mother's heart, at least I tried.

"This is papah's hotshot."

Bang Dewa first took it from Santi's hands, he stole a glance at me who was still trying to neutralize himself. Thunder was swung and hugged kissed by him. I understand how the God Bang had craved for a boy before, if he said Thunder was a turning point in his life, I almost believe it.

"Currently!" say him.

Bang Deity let me take over Thunder from his sling, I went to the room and left a dead-end discussion with Bang Deity. I need to find another way!

Seeing the affection of the God Bang on Thunder had touched a bit of my feelings. There's no way a baby this small I'm carrying away, no heart. It is impossible for me to let the God Bang educate him, I do not want Thunder to be a crocodile like his papa.

Going and taking the kids might solve my problems, I could do it if I indulged in my selfishness. But that is not what should happen, it will cause new problems with God Bang.

Instead of solving the problem I just change the problem. Even with a thousand sly wits Bang God, I could be threatened to lose children. I don't want to, I have to part ways in a good way. I just have to be patient.

***

Fraudsters

Ever since this matter happened, I have always apologized humbly in front of Maira as low as possible. Maira herself understood, I never did it this seriously. Abstinence for me to bow down until the opponent can freely counter-attack.

But I did it to Maira, I gave it all, treasure, love, even life. I don't understand why what I've made sure is that everything for me still can't catch Maira's attention, let alone accept my offer to re-combine love. Everything bounced around as if Maira's heart had been petrified.

My house is quite large with many rooms, a house that has been my dream with Maira since the beginning of the wedding. Materially I was very able to make her happy, but I was negligent by heart.

I order bik Tuti to prepare another room for me. If Maira's room is in the right corner of the front of the second floor, my room is in the back left corner still on the same floor. The lower room was already full for assistants and nannies, fortunately, because otherwise I would have to occupy one of them.

The day the deal started, Maira really did it perfectly. There is no more typical Maira breakfast, all done by bik Tuti, Santi, and Leni. Bik Tuti said that Maira would only come out of the room when I left.

Luna and Lintang had already finished their vacation, and were starting to return to school. Maira who put them into school at a very young age, Maira reasoned that she could not continue to provide a pleasant and happy environment for Luna and Lintang, given her often changing emotions. So Maira chose the school, to provide a comfortable and appropriate environment for the growth of Luna and Latitude.

I'm guilty again. Of course Maira's changing emotions are my actions that still often play fire outside the house. I just realized that the blow from me was being held with such force that it did not penetrate the children.

The kids keep growing happy because Maira, I'm so useless, I have to make up for it.

I kept my promise not to disturb Maira even though we lived in the same house. A house that would belong entirely to Maira if I were to betray again. But secretly I often noticed it from afar, I hid the wireless cctv directly connected to my phone in his room, to monitor Maira's movements, I just missed, saw it was opium.

A day, two days, a week, two weeks. We avoided each other, more precisely Maira who avoided me. He knows my schedule and deliberately shuts himself in the room if I'm home.

Finally my big project has been successful. Tim intends to host a celebration party, I have to bring Maira to the party. But first I had to make sure Maira didn't refuse my request.

I asked Lala to find a beautiful dress for Maira, I'd match the shoes I'd given Maira before. Don't forget a small bag that cost me a whirl of heads I ordered for Maira. I asked Lala to also prepare some of the best salon recommendations for decorating Maira later. I want him to be happy and maybe eventually he will be forced to accept my invitation.

I deliberately treated Lala well, I believe she had a hand in revealing my dark relationship with Risa before. I'm not angry, I'm going to use him to convince Maira that I've changed.

Evidently with the luxury items that Lala deliberately chose for Maira, as if he was giving me a lesson. Let me, instead of spending my money on other women, be better spent by Maira, after all it will belong to Maira.

Every time Lala or Sila would enter the room, I would put on a sad face while looking at the photo of Maira on my desk and act as if unaware of their presence, in order to add to the impression of my deep regret. I have to convince, although sometimes what I do is not acting, but I have to exaggerate so that my situation is clear quickly to Maira.

I took some paper bags to Maira's room. I have a sentence so as not to impress too cheap but still flatter it. I'm sure there will be a rejection, but I have a backup plan.

Knock on the door and call Maira.

"May ..," I asked, whether I had been followed by a knock on the door, I did not give up because Maira's cctv was there and not sleeping.

The sound of the doorknob turning made me slightly retreat, my chest gurgling. Finally Maira opened the door. He looked at me lazily, I'm sure he pretended not to know, his daily life was intense with gedgets, maybe he communicated a lot with Lola or Sila.

I put the paper bag in my hand. I deliberately made the tone of talk as cool as possible, a little expensive selling even though my heart was very happy to be able to look at Maira this close again. I miss it, but it's impossible to pounce on him right now. Patience.

"This is a dress, a bag, and jewelry that you can wear, the shoes are still there yesterday, right?" say again.

"I don't know!" maira said, she did not care about the gift I brought at the time, but I kept it for her.

"I am simple!"

Kuterobos went into the room, put the paper bag just like that on the mattress, and I opened the closet looking for a shoebox. After I found all of the kujejer-jejers and showed them to Maira.

Look, May! I'm considerate, aren't I? I hope Maira will be touched.

"I don't want to, we're nobody else, ask another woman!" reject Maira without a care in the slightest on the items I arranged neatly for her.

"Yes .. but I ngajak mother ... of my children, yes I ngajak you, May, anyways this is a company party, the future of the company is also the future of children, right? No way I come alone, many colleagues who come, if you want to come, it must be a plus in their eyes" I explained long.

"I'm the mother of my own children!" maira refused me.

"May .. please come along this time!" persuade me again.

"Keep aside our problems first, if you do this for children, after all all the profit will be yours, I'm just a business person but your owner!" obviously to him.

Maira snorted lazily and was still not interested in my invitation. Staring at him who was only wearing a short suit made my longing even more passionate, this is my longest fasting record from Maira. I swallowed the saliva repeatedly and held back. Patience.

"Take off, I don't want to, enough on the floor of our house to play!" push Maira again while away.

All as predicted, Maira will refuse and tomorrow I will try again. I learned not to impose my will on him, I will replace it with persuasion. Look Maira, I'm trying to change!

"All right!"

I brought back the things that I kept neat. At least I'm happy to see Maira a little fresher now, I'm sure that in the future it will be better and will improve completely. My mairaku must be back.

"Wait!"

I stopped the steps right in front of the door hearing Maira's cry.

"Please leave those shoes, please" said Maira.

"Shoes?" I asked, it looks like this will work out easily. I put the shoes back on the bed.

"Patunya? Wh why? You don't like the dress? Let me tell Lala to find another one, yes," I said happily.

"Because shoes are the epitome of farewell, you give shoes means that I'm leaving!"

Whahuh?

No!

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