CAUGHT CHEATING (I'M SORRY!)

Fighting With Maira

"Take him off, you still have your pride."

"What's the pride if the ends of Maira must be released, you should support and help me to persuade Maira!" reject me.

"Mother doubts Maira can forgive you, that's all!" said the pessimist. I'm sure there's a lot you want to try to tell me, but only short sentences come out of it.

"I'm a fool, Mom. It's been a waste of Maira all this time" I regret.

"Mother wishes you the best, even if you have to be a widower!" my mother said before leaving me alone.

Apparently they all underestimated me, doubting my sincerity to change.

Kusul Maira to the room. Maira's words have broken my deadlock. I'm sure Maira will be back.

I know very well the reason Maira still accepts me back even though many times I have betrayed her. She is a woman who would rather have her husband cheat than die.

At that time our neighbor had just died in an accident, his son was a child and his wife was the same age as Maira. I remember how the woman cried roaring and blamed fate. A few months later she reportedly had to be treated in a mental hospital because she could not bear the pain of her husband's departure.

This event greatly changed Maira who had just given birth to Luna at that time. The jealous and possessive Maira started to loosen up and trust me.

"Pah .. You know what your main obligation is?" maira asked while holding Luna who was still red.

"Being a good husband and father, who are loyal, responsible, who can protect you, and lead you, right?" answer me to Maira.

"No, Pah!" Maira smiled at that moment.

"Lho what, dong?" many wonder.

Maira lowered her head, kissed the baby Luna, and shed tears. Then Maira smiled as she lifted her face, looked at me so deeply, that I could feel the sincerity of a Maira's life.

"Stay alive!" maira said with a trace of tears of earnestness in the corner of her net. I don't get it.

"Fathers must take care of themselves and stay alive for us" Maira replied.

My heart trembled violently at that moment, I understood what Maira meant. I could also feel how much Maira depended on me, her heart, her soul, and her entire life.

"Promise yes, Pah. Prior to safety, you don't want to lose Papah!" pinta Maira, the radiance of her eyes implied a great fear.

"Mr.o.joint me, Mah!"

Fucking crocodiles. I know Maira's weakness is playing with fire. I couldn't stand the temptation, but even a fingernail of my love for Maira never faded. I was just playing around, having fun, and my main task of staying home alive was always my priority.

I'm the stupid one.

I regret.

I was always sure Maira would forgive me, and no matter how broken her heart I would succeed in persuading and courting her back. My family remains intact even though Maira is bleeding. And I'm ready to beg for mercy on Maira as long as she doesn't leave me.

I'm too arrogant, I'm sure Maira won't dare to say the word separation, that's what makes me overpower Maira and underestimate her. Until the look in Maira's eyes yesterday scared me. Maira said a split without the slightest trepidation.

Funnily enough, I was the one who was scared to death at the invitation to separate from Maira, the wife I had been underestimating and giving up.

How do I convince Maira that there's nothing serious about my affair all this time? I'm just playing.

My heart and love remain for her, an amazing woman who is able to make me fall so deeply in love. I seem to have fallen in love with my own wife again, I'm crazy about Maira now. I'm so obsessed with him.

Knock on the door before I enter, I could have opened it without permission, but I just wanted him to see that I had changed a little.

"May? Can papah come in?" my father asked permission. Several times I tried knocking and there was no answer from Maira. I finally decided to go in.

"May?" call me. Maira sat at her dressing table.

I approached her, and watched from behind her back Maira take off our wedding ring and put it in a drawer.

"May? Why removable?" manya panic.

Maira turned to look at me with a scary look, a look without fear of losing me. The fear that has moved into me.

"Sorry Father, Mah!" I asked for a few times.

A man's tears are honesty, I cry for Maira because I mean it to her. I hope Maira knows those wise words, and the same situation is happening to me right now.

"Stop!" ban Maira.

"Mah .. papah does not want to stop before Mamah wants to apologize papah!" whining, this time I forced myself to reach his hand.

"Your mother agrees, so let's discuss the limitations of each. Let us not have to fuss over child custody or property gono gini in court," said Maira made my hopes shrivel.

"No! That's not what we should talk about! Until whenever papah does not want to nyerein Mamah!" push me firmly to my stand.

"Mah! Love with Mom! Until anytime no one can miss us! Even the judge!" I told Maira.

Maira slightly flinched at my harsh rejection. I have to keep trying. There must be a way as long as Maira wants to talk.

"Love?!" cebik Maira underestimates.

No offense, God! Maira has not realized your sincerity. Must patience!

"So you're not in love with Papah?" many stupid.

Maira chuckles, laughter I don't like, Maira's new habit I hate, because it's not the kind of laughter I miss from her.

"Sound Mr. Deve!"

"Maira who is stupid because of love with you, has died, does not exist," said Maira softly but deadly. It broke my heart. But I can't give up.

"I'm the fool, Mah! But please give me a chance!" begging door.

"How much opportunity?" maira asked while breathing heavily, is she tired of me.

"Listen, I'm freeing you. From now on I don't care anymore about what you're doing out there. I hope you understand and free me also from this marriage, let us both be happy," said Maira full of calm, as if this sentence had been designed in advance.

"May? Why don't you listen to my explanation? I left that woman, Mah! I realized that I was wrong, and I apologized to the point of begging gini, what else was lacking?" tanyaku is very clueless with Maira's way of thinking.

"There's proof that I went there just to talk to the woman, look, Mah! Looky!" I was full of emotion as I held out my phone to her.

"Look, Mah!" I said again when Maira just looked at me wordlessly, letting my phone hang in front of her eyes.

"So what do you think your mistake was?" maira asked haughtily, both of her hands folded tightly to her chest.

"I was wrong because of u-"

"Give me, I'm tired! From now on you sleep outside, tomorrow I prepare another room," Maira cut off my explanation.

"Mah! Don't be selfish!"

Kuraih both shoulders Maira violently and forced her to face me.

"I'm wrong, I'm sorry, Thunder is the turning point of my change, I admit before I was an evil husband, but let me fix everything I've broken, Mah!" I said by looking into Maira's eyes deeply, we see how big the defensive wall is.

"Deliver!" henti Maira took my hand off.

"Thunder is the little angel that made me realize, Mah. Don't waste it, it's God's way to keep us together, God sent Thunder for us!" reveal it to him.

"Then you take me for what!" maira shouted furiously. Maira is getting angry, not a bad thing, it's a good thing.

"What do you think I am?" reset Maira.

"You forgot that I have legs too and I can go whenever I want!" he was full of anger and courage.

"You're my wife, May!" my answer began to stir up emotions.

"What wife?"

"I hurt you, I'm sorry!"

"What kind of wife am I?" maira asked repeating.

"What do you want answers to?" I said to reply to Maira's call.

"True, you can never change" said Maira relaxed her tone.

"Why are you selfish, May? Think kids! Or maybe you already have a plan for each other so you insist on asking for separation?"

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