CAUGHT CHEATING (I'M SORRY!)

Maira misses

"You!"

"May? It's papah!"

Maira's eyes widened to look at me, then her hands were busy fixing her slightly exposed clothes. Wh why? I mean ... I'm her husband, what's wrong with seeing Maira look like that?

Maira also fixed her hair ties so that her neckline appeared. Maira moved slowly about to move away and tried not to make Thunder wake up. Aware Maira will go I pull her waist that is still affordable with my hand. Maira who was unprepared to receive a limp direct attack fell into my arms.

"May? Papah's still missing, don't go!" whispered to him.

I held my arm stronger to hold Maira's body so it was difficult for her to make a revolt. I breathed deeply into the scent of Maira that I missed so much, I was sure it only took destroying Maira's ego to make her come back. I need to make her fall in love with me again.

"Deliver!" Maira tried to revolt, I felt her heart pounding, making my breath more and more hunting. I'm sure there's still love in Maira's heart for me.

"Father misses, Mah," I whispered slowly in his ear, I felt Maira's body crashing.

"Deliver!" maira cried out increasingly violently in rebellion.

Forcing Maira to always challenge me, the stronger she rebelled the more I wanted to grow. The more angry Maira made herself look very beautiful in my eyes. There are no unfinished problems in bed.

I understand Maira has just given birth, I can not make sure she is ready or not, but at this time I just want to hug and breathe the aroma until satisfied. I drowned and drunk because of it, the suffocating longing made me very thirsty and thirsty.

"Deliver!" maira said, but her body language said otherwise, she still responded to my touch.

"Mah .. papah is very long," I whispered began to sink.

"Let go, I'm disgusted!" said Maira.

Disgusted? A word that made me lose my burning desire, Maira pushed me right after saying that word to me. In an instant Maira broke loose and managed to get away. It's not that I can't catch up to Maira and lock her back up, but the sentence that just came out of Maira's lips breaks me.

I was silent and slowly trying to regain my consciousness, digesting a simple sentence that somehow felt very painful. Maira closed the bathroom door tight, fortunately Thunder did not wake up because of it. I feel so fucked up.

Getting angry? Of course, but I tried to control my emotions, realizing that everything Maira did was a result of the mistakes I made to her. I tried to be patient, something I rarely do considering my passion was big.

A few seconds later there was a scream from inside the bathroom, Maira's roar sounded very upset. The pain returned, the guilt that made my chest cavity tight. Fortunately, my room was tight so Maira's voice did not come out.

Thunder looks squirming, I carry his tiny body. Kuayun slowly tried to calm him down. The thing that had just happened was so emotional, Maira was still reluctant to open up and accept my apology.

I should how?

"Doain mamah is the same papah, yes" I whispered as I kissed Guntur.

Kugendong Guntur came out of the room, giving Maira space to fix herself and her emotions.

***

Maira tried to be flexible even though the gestures of the two of us still seem forced in front of the children and also the mother. Maybe this is why Maira had asked my mother to come home, so that she would not pretend to be nice to me.

While Maira's last words still ring in my ears, she's disgusted at me. My spirit withered as if to hear that word come out of Maira's lips.

The next day the mother said goodbye because in her eyes we began to be conducive, mother did not know that between us still fighting each other coldly.

"I've already found a nanny for Luna and Lintang from the foundation, so you can focus on Thunder," I told her, it was still hard for me to say the call as usual considering Maira's last sentence. My pride is still hurt.

"Why not talk first?" maira protest.

"Udahlah, you are overwhelmed ngadepi them," I said to protest Maira.

"Much of me are papa, I also have the right to decide what is best for them" I continued.

"Maybe it's noon when people come, you watch their work."

Maira looked annoyed but could not argue. Sipping my coffee until the toilet picked up the bag and prepared to leave for the office.

"Wait!" call Maira. Very clumsy call between us, even Maira has never called me 'father' since the incident at Risa's house a few weeks ago.

"I want to separate well, so I did not make a row in your woman's house," said Maira who turned out to still discuss separation.

"May!" myrag.

"I don't want to split up, and that woman is not who I am!" my firmness.

"Let's split up for the kids! And I won't care if the woman is ready for you or how many girls are out there" Maira said insisting on cornering me.

"There's nothing else, May, just you! If it's for the kids, don't split up! Sorry me! I promise to change!" I said with great pressure.

"If it were for the sake of children, you would never cheat! Let's be healthy parents if it's for the good of the kids!" maira said she did not want to lose.

"Enough, May! I'm tired of talking about this, I don't want to split up, period."

"But I'm tired of you!" maira shouted right in front of my face.

Patience. Don't reciprocate Maira's emotions with emotions, I have to change my habits if I want to tear down Maira's ego. Look Maira, I pushed hard on my emotions and changed for you.

"Racid?" ask me with a tone that is inversely proportional to Maira.

"Rest, May! Don't think too much, I can give you time to yourself, calm your mind, but not to part," I refuse no less hard.

"I'm sorry, and you can ask me anything! Mention it! I'll work it all out" I warned Maira.

"I can just go get the kids!" maira said again and sounded like a threat.

"Other less, May?" my question does not understand.

"You're selfish, May!" me thronging him.

"Yes .. I'm selfish! And you who are free to betray out there what's the name?" ask Maira.

I looked down and smiled wryly. This is Maira who is angry, I will lure him to continue cursing so that his heart is relieved. It was easier to deal with it, than when Maira was frozen still.

"Sorry!" I said slowly and tried to hold my tone.

"Sorry you didn't change anything, stop hurting each other!" said Maira.

"I hurt you, May, I'll stop, and I swear to myself that I'll be happy with you, I'll make up for all my wrongs with you," I said break Maira's sentence.

"Oh .. So you're not hurt?" ask Maira.

"Of course not!"

"Why are you cheating?"

Good Maira, keep asking, you're thirsty for explanation, aren't you? I will answer according to what you want to hear.

But should I answer how deadly a question like this is?

"Because ... because .. because I breng*ek, exactly like what you always say," I replied trying to avoid discussing the shortcomings of Maira, I had to answer that I was wrong.

"Please .. don't torture me" Maira said after appearing to be at a loss for words.

"May .. I'm the husband of breng*ek who is trying to change well for your sake, do you still not appreciate it too?" Maira was silent to my words.

"I'm late for the office, take care of the kids, don't be tired! The day after we went to the marriage psychologist."

I swore the laptop bag and the car keys that were scattered on the desk, I approached Maira and kissed her forehead. Maira sneered and turned violently.

***

"Maira is stubborn, angry constantly, I understand I was wrong, even I have been begging her forgiveness, but Maira is still stubborn," I muttered to Sila.

"You ah, bosen dengerin curhatan you!" comment Please.

"Meat him help with the flu!"

"What's wrong is you, Wa! But you are used to being wrong so there is no guilt in you," said Sila a little belibet.

"What do you mean, Sil? I'm not wrong how?"

"Instead!" indignation Please. We're right face to face.

"Lu realized, Maira is destroyed, your marriage, your love, your trust, commitment, and many others are destroyed because of your betrayal?"

"Aware?!" sila exclaimed right in my face, his look was irritated.

"Lu don't want to let Maira go because of love or because you're selfish?" continue to judge me.

My mouth can answer for love, but is it true? Maira is a symbol of my success.

Just about to open the mouth of the room door was knocked tight.

"Lake in!" seruku, it turns out Lala is my secretary.

"Sorry, Sir. There are women who want to go in to see the Father," he said with confusion.

"Who?" my many.

"Said her name was Miss Risa" Lala replied.

Risa's?

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