CAUGHT CHEATING (I'M SORRY!)

Hand Grunts

"The world won't let the bad guys win continuously! Remember that!"

Maira turned around and left just like that, leaving me very angry.

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Look at!

Maira's attitude before and after meeting Julian was very different. This morning Maira looked sorry, if I offered peace Maira would accept whatever the conditions were for our children.

Now then?

So arrogant and haughty, it did not look sad at all for parting with children. Maira did not deserve to know the state of Thunder.

As the car leaves the office, Maira's shadow vaguely looks on foot. Did he fail to tease Julian? Didn't I leave a car for him? Is he wearing it?

I remember the first time I held Maira's hand. Very nervous and pounding. As time passed by Maira's hand felt very warm and comfortable, I felt at home and was sure she was home.

Until then the grip of the hand feels ordinary, time makes the beautiful become bland. But I still hold it. Until finally, the grip of the hand was painful, like a thorn, the tighter I grasped it, the more painful it felt.

I don't know what to do, because if I stay still, these thorns go deeper and deeper into me. If I rebel and try to escape, the former prick of thorns will leave the hole and shed blood that will somehow stop. Endure difficult, removable pain.

If Maira could once again give in, I'm sure we'd be happy, until these thorns would die by themselves.

I may be selfish, but this is the truth. I only realized and was determined to change after seeing the face of Thunder, the boy who would be my successor. My love for the charming Maira began to return warm and colorful from then on.

Hmh!

Maira is too selfish! I'll let Maira separate me from the kids. Whatever happens, I'll make sure the kids stay with me. With, or without Maira.

Have I not been kind enough to let go? Letting the thorns fall out and leaving a hole of wounds and blood pouring out, Maira thinks I'm happy? NAY!

After 2 hours of driving I finally arrived at the hospital where Guntur was treated. Mom welcomed me.

"Where is Thunder, Mom?" much worry.

"The heat is not down, the doctor said Guntur suffered from phimosis, and must be circumcised so that the situation can be normal again," said the mother.

"Fimosis, what is it?"

"Ah, anyway must be circumcised, you better tell Maira, how will the state of Thunder be better if there is a mother!" say mother.

"Maira can not be contacted, Mom, we better try ourselves as we can, do not ngandelin Maira!" I said a little lie.

I gave up and had to swallow disappointed to hear my lies about Maira, I'm sorry, Mom.

Thunder underwent the operation smoothly. Who says we need Maira? There was a nanny who always looked after Thunder, who never complained and made me dizzy with all his complaints. I'll just add to his monthly salary.

Maira is a woman who looks simple, but she is too complicated is not as simple as her appearance. Trivial things can make him complain to me very much.

***

Today's meeting at the office left me face to face for a long time with Julian. How sick to see his face, yet there is a precious project I must take care of.

I refrained from asking Maira prihal, but my curiosity was too great.

"Are you the same Maira now?" ask me after the meeting in a relaxed language.

"Your wife?" julian asked as he scrunched his forehead.

"You guys even had a hug in front of the office the day after tomorrow?" continued insinuating.

"Oh .. That one," said Julian managed to remember.

"I'm just sympathetic, why are you jealous? Don't you want a divorce?" ask Julian boldly.

I'm trying to calm down, it's my pride to admit my jealousy to Julian.

"Oh .. No papa, if you like to take it!" I said test Julian.

"Why are you that cute, Wa?" midget Julian swipes.

"Sweetie said? I also saw you hugging into the car!" accuse me.

"Maira almost lost consciousness, she was sluggish, her body was shivering and her condition was very weak. Did I miss Maira?" julian.

Right, in the morning Maira already looks so bad. Ah, how is this?

I'm upset but can't be angry, am I being too outrageous to Maira? Why would I hurt him like this?

"Oh yes, I also give Maira a job," Julian said, inserting both hands into his pants pocket in a cool style.

"Pe-job?" many surprised.

"Maira says she needs work, I happen to need interior design for my new office, Maira the architect, right?" julian.

I choked, remembering my evil words to Maira, even I said to her lady ******. But ... Maira could have asked for a job while flirting, right? You're innocent Deyangga!

"I didn't expect a flower as beautiful as Maira to wither in your hand, Wa!" miss Julian to me.

"Here you go, next time don't discuss anything outside of work with me! Although I'm actually lazy to work with people who don't have a heart like you!" julian said as he left without letting me reply to a single word.

Maira's working? I used to forbid it. Maira's style of speech should be bold, does she intend to fight me in court? Heh, the salary is definitely nothing, I don't need to worry about it.

I returned to my room very upset, imagining Maira would meet Julian a lot later. I slammed a big photo with a portrait of Maira, I just dropped it a few days ago but I haven't had time to throw it away. Now the glass is scattered but Maira's face still looks smiling on the floor.

***

Maira P's. M.

"May, you better focus on improving your life! Dewangga must have been the best lawyer, you want to work on the panting job also can not pay a better and more cunning lawyer than the Dewangga lawyer!" sila's breaking down my hopes.

My eyes were glued to see the summons from the court lying on the table.

"What are you doing, Sil? I can't give it up, I can't live without kids!" reject me.

"It's not so, May! It relented to win his name," said Sila again.

"Continue what do you mean, Sil? I can't think much anymore, my brain is dead-end!" I nodded my head with my right hand.

"It is difficult if you have to fight against Dewangga, after all the talk of Dewangga has a point. You're not in good shape anymore, May!" please say I don't understand.

"If you fight hard and win custody, who do the kids want to be? While you have to work, go to the nanny again, right?"

"Mending like this, the children are treated with caretakers under the supervision of your in-laws and who pay the Fraudulent. You can focus on work, life, and if your circumstances have improved you can slowly take them."

"That's a kid, May. Your neighbors will not break your bond! Believe me, someday they will come to you alone!"

Although Sila's advice was reasonable enough, it sounded very heavy. However my life has always been about them, from the beginning of opening my eyes to the night when my eyes are closed, my busyness is just taking care of them. Then suddenly they just disappeared from my arms? Wasn't easy.

I could only sob to hold my longing for my baby, and curse the God Bang that turned out to be so heartless.

"Difficult, Sil. Am I strong without them?" my moans.

"Humans are adaptable creatures, I'm sure you can, May!" saying Please gives me spirit.

Fold my arms over the table and put my face in it. I felt Sila's hands patting my back slowly.

"Please Sil, how should I do? Must what?" I was desperate.

"Ehm, we need to find a lawyer, but don't expect too high, you're willing to accept the worst reality!" sila said, and I tried to focus and listen.

"Keep on to the psychologist if you need to go to a psychiatrist, let us know how severe your trauma is with the Insects, and you need to heal!" the Proposal of the Fiery.

Looking at the excited Sila, my soul rose and tried to think positively.

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