
"By the way, Koko is concerned about my divorce, why Ko?" my many.
Koko Lian who was drinking her drink suddenly choked.
"Thus .. uhuk .. uhuk!"
"Coko okay?" I asked as I approached and patted his back.
Suddenly Koko Lian turned her head towards me and our eyes looked at each other. I immediately regained consciousness and immediately withdrew. I've never been that close to another man other than the God Bang.
"Sorry, May, I hurried to drink it" he said after managing to master himself.
"Slow down, Ko, I didn't ask" I said, and we laughed.
"Let's take you home!" take Koko Lian.
"No, Ko, I'm afraid there will be something" I replied.
"Something?" ask Koko Lian in wonder.
"I will again divorce the same Bang Dewa, if until someone sees keep reporting to Bang Dewa how?" my answer.
"But this is business, May" said Koko Lian.
"Yes, but the God Bang is cunning, can be later manipulated, continue to be used as a weapon in court, I have lost quite a lot, Ko," I refused to reason.
"Oh well, if I go home first, don't forget to come to that office tomorrow!" pamit Koko Lian's.
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I met Mr. Yuda, my boss at the office, as well as Koko Lian's acquaintance. He accepted me to work in his office. Actually I want to get a job because of my ability, not because of Koko Lian's relationship, but yes, this is also good.
I felt like coming back to my world, desaign was the thing that brought my mind back to life. Although not a big company, but this company is quite famous.
My self-confidence is starting to improve, I am an independent and modern woman. Meet new people with new routines. I feel born again.
"Mrs May, I'm first, yes!" pamit Bela, my teammate.
"Yes." Yeah." Kulirik watches show at 6 p.m.
"Mother Maira, let's go home, don't be diligent!" take Haikal, my other partner.
I intend to stop by Bang Dewa's office, hopefully he hasn't come home yet. I have to find another way to win before the next trial.
I prepared my mind and mind to go back to the person who destroyed my life so badly. Just think about it, my heart is still very angry, but for the sake of the children I will try to be nice to her. Don't forget I bought Bang Dewa's favorite Japanese food.
"Mother Maira?" greet someone in the lobby.
"Lala?" He bowed his head for a moment to say hello.
"How are you, Mom?" sapana
"Good, La. I'm going home, okay?"
"Yes. Want to see Mr Dewangga?" ask Lala.
"Yes, is there?"
"There, Mom, Mr. Dewangga is still in his room" Lala replied.
I went straight to the room of the God Bang, not forgetting that I threw away my selfishness first, and tried to laugh, or at least smile. I must be a pleasant person so that Bang God does not suspect me.
Knock on the glass door of the room Bang Dewa then open it without waiting for the answer Bang Dewa.
"La ... Don't go home?" exclaiming Bang Dewa from behind his desk, it seems like he thought I was Lala.
"It's me ... Bang," I said as I entered.
"Maira?" Bang the God saw me in disbelief, his eyes blinked a few times to convince his vision.
Bang Dewa looks thinner, the usual hair trimmed neatly now looks long, the usual mustache in shaving is now seen adorning his face, and the usual thin sideburn now looks unkempt.
"Yes, I ... I .. Can you come here?" I try to find a gap.
"What do you want, May? Want to talk me into kids?" ask Bang Dewa to start cynical.
"En-no, I .. just need .. only eat food," I said while showing a plastic bag in my hand.
Bang God leaned his body against the chair and folded his hands together, he looked incredulous and thought hard, maybe he was being astonished. What is my reason for being so unreasonable? Do I look weird?
I put the food on the couch table and put it up.
"It was weird eating alone, so I came here" I continued trying to look normal.
"After a month and only now do you feel weird?" ask Bang the gods doubted me.
"Ehm, it's been a while, but only a few days have I had the desire to live a normal life again" I said, smiling at him, I hope my smile is not strange.
"Let's eat, Bang, I'll buy it, because I'm working" I said.
Bang Dewa looked surprised, but he seemed to be trying to maintain his image. Bang God stood up from his chair and walked to the guest table.
"You?"
"Work?" asked Bang God doubted me, I don't know maybe more precisely underestimated me.
"Yes." Yeah."
"Julian's Same?" ask Bang Dewa again to make sure.
"No," I replied, surprising him even more.
"PT Yuda'art Space?" call the God Bang after flipping through my card.
Bang God still underestimated me, he held out the business card back to me.
"Udah for you, Bang! Once aja Abang need the services of our company," refused me.
"Let's eat, Bang!" take me.
Bang the Gods sat down with a watchful mode.
"What do you want, May?" ask Bang Dewa suspected me.
"I want to eat," I replied casually as I extended the chopsticks to the God Bang.
"Let's eat, Bang, it's Bang Dewa's favorite food, right?" I try to be sweet.
"You want to seduce me?" search Bang Dewa.
"Ehm, I want to invite you to eat," I said convolutedly, the first mouthful had entered my mouth, though I was afraid I was trying to enjoy this meal with a smile.
Bang the god was still silent while watching me eat.
"Okay, all right, I just want to get better with you, brother" I said.
"Would you like to refer?" ask Bang Dewa.
"Crank, Bang, we're just divorced, but that doesn't mean we have enemies, we can still be friends, for the sake of the kids," I said in between my chews.
"Ehm, it's delicious, it's been a long time it doesn't taste good," I said excitedly myself, trying to create a convincing atmosphere for Bang Dewa to eat.
"Oh .. So this is your trick to get the kids," said Bang Dewa still in alert mode. Is my acting lacking?
"Not really, Bang. If you think about it better, I'm free to whine Luna Lintang, free of thunder diapers, free from the task of staying up late while carrying, free of seals, free of seals, free from stress because Luna Lintang who fight continuously, free of dirty laundry, free to cook, free to wake up during the day, not if they are sick must be my duty increased many times over, my job, and much more freedom I just got," I said with a smile and a bitter laugh.
"You? Really sick of soul, May?" bang Dewa was amazed.
"Not really, Bang. I am just entertaining myself, crying also can not make you pity. Let's eat!" I said with a flat face, while my sentence was full of honest sorrow.
The God Bang followed my movements and ate his share.
"Enak, Bang?" my many.
"Heem."
"Is your life good, Bang?" ask again.
"Heem."
"Thank God."
"Don't you ask the kids, May?" ask Bang Dewa.
"I'm sure they're good, your mother loves them very much. I'm better, I can accept the reality and start making peace with the situation. I miss them, my prayers never break, but I realize, living with you their future and comfort is more secure," I said with a smile, not forgetting to look at the eyes of Bang Dewa to be more convincing.
Actually I did not lie about this, I began to be able to make peace about children, but could not with the affair Bang Dewa.
Bang Deity looks wrong when I look at him deeply.
"Thankfully, your pantes look happier now" he said, bribing his food.
"Of course, I can work and do things that I love, I'm like a new life."
"I'm also free not to think of you anymore, Bang, it feels calm and peaceful" I continued.
"My life is good, so if your life is also good I am quite fond, meaning our decision is right," I said again.
"You really don't mrs, May?" bang Dewa asked in astonishment and looked a little angry.
"Ehm, what kind of money?" I pretended to be stupid.
"Udahlah, lupain, like you do not care anymore," said Bang Dewa.
"I don't mean anything, just want to be friends with you, Bang, anyway before we do this, we ever love each other, right?" my spoken.
"You don't want to see the kids?" ask Bang Dewa.
I want to nod and cry happily. But I must hold it, God Bang I must make curious again with me.
"Did they want to see you too?" I said back to asking.
"Ehm ...."
"You don't have to, Bang, they're just bothering me!"
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