CAUGHT CHEATING (I'M SORRY!)

Terms for Maira

"Stop!" shout Maira.

I was surprised by her reaction that was contrary to my expectations. The brakes immediately stepped on instantly, the car I took off and without caring for my call Maira got out of my car and ran away.

"Maira's? Wait!"

"Where are you going?"

Traffic was bustling Maira continued to run along the sidewalk regardless of my exclamation. I chased him quickly and did not want to lose track of Maira.

After a few meters I finally reached Maira's body, I held her tight and I turned her against me.

"Why you?!" my question is, both of our breaths are equally huffed because of chasing.

"Do you think it's easy to pretend to be nice to you?" maira exclaimed amid the noise of passing vehicles.

"No!"

Maira banged her chest.

"I'm still sick, and I don't accept all your treatment!" his cries were full of emotion, Maira also held back tears.

"But I tried to face you and accept the truth, I didn't run!" screams off.

"I understand, and I'm concerned about everything that's happened to you, I want to make up for my mistakes by finding you as a child, you miss them, right?" obviously I with a little raise because of the noise of the vehicle.

"Indeed I miss, but meeting them just makes me miss later, you think what good!" refute Maira.

Maira rebelled and managed to take my hand off. He turned and walked away. I also walked following him.

"I'm sorry, yeah, so .. do you want to keep pretending to be gini-rich friends?" many sorry.

I learned a little bit about Maira's mental illness, she's still like a bomb, and I just touched the trigger. I just have to wait for him to calm down and stay away from the trigger.

Maira is not unwilling to meet the children, Maira is afraid if the meeting only adds to her sense of loss. Should I give the kids to Maira?

When Maira begged me to meet the children, I forbade her, even I wasted a lot of money to put a guard in my mother's house. And when Maira didn't want to see them, I regretted it and wished that Maira would meet the children.

Is this a Maira game?

Now that I wanted to bring them together so badly, my mother was tired of reasoning at Luna and Lintang.

I took Maira back to the car, before long Maira took out a medicine bottle and took 2 pills that I did not know what they were.

"I'm anther to go home, May, you need a break" I bargained with her.

"No, my car is still in the office, to the office," said Maira.

"I can't bear to tell you to drive yourself, I'm just anterin, tomorrow morning I pick you up," I said sympathy.

Maira was silent like she was helpless and finally nodded slowly. I drove to the house and Maira looked very sleepy.

"Thank you, I'm in first!" pamit Maira held back her sleepiness very hard, even though I expected her to fall asleep in my car.

Honey, Maira gave me a message not to pick her up tomorrow morning, she said she was leaving alone and would only meet me after her work was done.

Damnit damnit! Maira's condition really intrigued me. Suddenly came and suddenly difficult to find, suddenly gave hope and then disappeared again.

***

"When do you pick Luna back home?" ask Luna over the phone.

"Later, baby, wait to heal first," I replied reasoned.

At first I made up stories to Luna, that Maira was sick so they had to be taken care of by my mother. Maira's disease is contagious so they can't visit her.

Luna started to fuss lately and often asked about Maira. They must miss each other. I'm running out of excuses now.

"Same mamah, Luna promises not to be naughty anymore, not evil with Dede, and want to obey said mamah, Luna kangen mamah," whined my eldest.

"Dear, Luna be patient!"

"Don't you get sick because Luna often makes you angry?" ask Luna.

"No dear, ma'am tiredness, but papah promise papah will heal mamah sepetnya!" my promise to Luna.

Three more days of my divorce trial will take place. After thinking about many things last night I decided to give the children to Maira on the condition that I could meet them at any time.

I hope Maira will be touched by my change, and she will open her heart again. I also hope that Maira will be cured.

I'll ask Maira to stop working in that little office and focus on the kids. Even if we keep getting divorced later, I'll keep giving him a living until he's no longer lacking.

I told the lawyer everything and asked him to change his strategy, at first I wanted to make Maira regret wasting me.

***

I was upset waiting for Maira to come, just the day before the hearing I went back to her office after hours of office. I didn't go in and wait near Maira's car.

"May," called me after a long wait. Maira was surprised to see me standing leaning against her car.

"Jeez, you've got it!" yells.

"Why hasn't my phone been picked up, my message isn't baled?" manyu.

"Tomorrow our third trial" I said.

"Yes I know, but I'm busy letting my lawyer come" he said pissed me off.

"Soide Bang I'm tired of going home," he kicked out, Maira seemed not interested in meeting me.

"May you why, anyway? I think I met two different people yesterday and now" I started to lose my temper.

"I'm not that cool, Bang, I have to push myself to talk that calm with you, and it's not easy, I can't keep lying to myself" he said pessimistically.

"I think you want to fix our relationship" I said disappointedly.

"Yes, it was rich, in fact my mentality was not ready, I was not that strong," he replied as he continued to avoid the look of my eyes.

"We are husband and wife who failed, and I was trying to be your friend so we do not fail as parents, but, meeting you it makes me want all those injuries, I'm still heartbroken" said Maira.

"So yes I gave up, about the children I resigned," concluded Maira.

I'm tired of arguing with Maira, not far from it. About his wounds, about his pain, about his trauma, and about my cruel and evil self.

"I'm sure you also cape, Bang, argue rich gini continues, this is what the name is toxic," said Maira, did she read my mind?

"But .. I want to talk about an-"

"Not to talk about them anymore, Bang, you've won, no matter how I'm the mother, I'm pretty sure that one day they'll find me, so now maybe I should just give up," cut Maira off quickly, as if talking to me was something she was avoiding very much.

"But I thought long and decided to give them to you!" my spoken.

Maira immediately looked at me, her eyes that had been dodging now no longer ran away.

"You mean?" ask Maira.

"Yes, you're not wrong, I don't want to fuss anymore about child custody" I explained.

"They'll come with you, but on some condition." Maira's eyes began to sparkle, like stars that shone again in hope.

God, I have sinned for separating them. Although I am also entitled to children, but if Maira gets custody she will not stop me from seeing my children. Not like what I've been doing all this time.

"What's the condition?" maira asked enthusiastically.

"Hem ... First let's find a good place to talk!" take me.

Maira was getting excited and agreed to my invitation. We had dinner at a restaurant. Maira was so impatient but I told her to eat first.

"I'm done, let's say what the conditions are!" maira finished her meal quickly. He looks happy.

"First, I can still meet them at any time, and can spend my time with them if I'm on vacation" I said.

"Sure," said Maira.

"Second, you quit your job" I continued.

"What?" Maira seems to mind.

"You don't have to worry, your life and the kids, I'll take full responsibility, complete with a nanny, a driver, and whatever you need" I said proudly, Maira would definitely be happy to hear this kindness of my heart.

"No way, Bang, I gotta get to work!" push Maira raw.

Didn't I offer her something really nice? Is it less?

"Who do you work to look after the children? You know the nanny can't be removed so much, what's my offer less?" many wonder.

"It's not like that, Bang, maybe you can talk this way because you're still single, you could have a new wife and a new wife you don't like to share so much with me and the kids," Maira.

New wife said? Heh, I didn't even think there.

"I don't want to be stuck in a comfortable life anymore, Bang. That comfort zone that made my dreams die I finally turned into a boring woman, didn't I?" maira reasoned.

"I have to fight for the children with the potential I have, I don't want to live with you anymore" Maira said.

"Because of the fact that I'm not someone else but you!" Maira.

"Free dong I love child custody to you, if in the end you are busy and the children do not get the attention intact," said I disappointed.

Should I withdraw my decision?

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