CAUGHT CHEATING (I'M SORRY!)

Back With the Kids

"Don't call God Bang again, May, call me Dehangga, or Lord Sister, because the call of God Bang only applies when you are my wife" he said.

"Yes." Yeah."

Bang God thrust his ears and hands at me, his eyes looking at me waiting for a call for him.

"Yes, Dewangga," I said.

"Hey, no manners, you're his age below me," said God Bang.

"So you want to call, Brother Dewa? Please just call you names" I protested.

"Well .. is hard, right? I really call Bang Dewa, use divorce anyway, so confused now want to call what," continued Bang Dewa.

"Insects ... Perpetus ... The infernal!" irked me.

"Father of the House!" bang Dewa's.

Oh right ....

"Yes, Mr Dewangga," I was upset.

My new drink came and I just grabbed it and I gulped it down to the rest of the half. Bang the god looked at me with satisfaction.

"Aren't you drinking any more coffee, May?" ask Bang Dewa, I mean Dewangga.

"No."

Dewangga nodded knowingly.

"Come shaman! We deal with everything now," asked Dewangga while extending his hand to me.

I stared at his hanging hands, with the weight of a handshake that almost 8 years my husband.

"Thank you for being a good wife all this time, sorry that I can't fulfill your expectations as a husband," he said making the atmosphere that had been annoying to be haru.

Why do I feel guilty?

I said goodbye, leaving Dewangga on the table earlier. I took a small step towards the exit, my step felt drifting. In my heart, something is missing.

After some distance I stopped and looked back. Who would have thought that Dewangga still saw me, I was misbehaved, while he smiled and waved his hand.

"Bye Maira," he exclaimed.

***

The day I waited, the house and room were ready to welcome my two daughters and youngest son back. Yesterday Dewangga told me that he himself would take the children home, so I stayed sitting sweet at home.

Two cars entered the courtyard, a company that would re-warm my palace. Luna and Lintang went down, they rushed towards me.

"Mom ...."

We hugged, the blue huddled atmosphere could hug them back, I held back crying so they wouldn't ask too many questions. Luna and Lintang are starting to know a lot now, I have to be careful.

Then I approached the Thunder that was in Leni's sling, this time I had no power to stem my tears. I miss my baby, Thunder, who is almost 6 months old.

"May ...." My mother-in-law hugged me.

"I'm sorry, ma'am," I said in return.

"Yes .. Mother knows, the mother who apologizes has misahin you are the same children all this time, initially the Deity just said this for your good, so you can unite again, so you can unite again, I didn't expect Dewangga to lie and you divorced rich gini," said the mother with regret.

"The gods say that, Mom?" my many.

"Yes, so the mother is willing to take care of the children all this time, the mother is angry when you know your divorce has just tap the hammer, the mother feels lied to," said the mother with annoyance.

"Maybe Bang Dewa does mean that, Mom, only among us is already irreparable, Bang Dewa has no intention of lying to mother," I said a little defending Bang Dewa.

"Did you hate being an adult because he cheated on you, May? He has changed, I assure you," asked the mother who had not received our separation, her eyes still full of hope.

"There's one more thing I hate about Bang Dewa, Mom," I said.

"What is that, May?" ask the curious mother.

"His snoring voice," I answered briefly.

"Huh? You're disturbed by the sound of Dewangga snoring, May?" ask mommy while frowning.

I sat down and sipped my tea. Then the mother did the same, while the children were already crowded in their room. They miss the atmosphere of this house.

Meanwhile, Dewangga was busy watching the expedition people who brought the little toys from the car and rearranged them back to their room.

"Yes, Mom, I hate it" I said, taking a deep breath.

"When I'm tired all day taking care of the children, and I just want to share the story with Bang Dewa, sighing for a moment so that my burden decreases, but .. I even heard his snoring."

"I also want Bang Dewa to know about his children, sometimes Luna and Lintang refused to eat all day, or fight all day, until I was dizzy and exhausted of patience, but I haven't had time to tell ... again Bang God hustled snoring loudly."

"Sometimes when I want to complain about my sick body, crumpled here and there, only the snoring of the God Bang I hear, as if all these burdens were just my responsibility, as if they were just my children."

"I hate the snoring of the God Bang, Mom," I said as I stared at the face of my future mother-in-law.

My mother-in-law looked down and understood what I was saying. His hand grabbed my hand and rubbed it slowly. We were both immersed in each other's thoughts.

"Yes, May. I can't defend Dewangga anymore, I just hope you guys keep in touch for the sake of the children" said the mother in the end.

"Yes, Mom."

After everything was done Mom and Dewangga said goodbye, Dewangga looked sad, it was clear that he was suppressing his feelings. He is irritable to talk, his attitude is not like yesterday who likes to tease me.

Before coming home I saw Dewangga hugging Luna and Lintang tightly, they were very familiar, not like before. Then the Dewangga also showered Luna, Lintang, and Thunder with kisses. I could not see it, I chose to turn away.

Time will heal, time will get used to it.

***

This happy day passed happily, now I went back to sleep together with Thunder. I hugged her all day. I miss staying up late because of it, even though it used to be very tiring.

The sound of knocking on the door rang out, I grabbed the blanket and rushed to open it.

"Luna?" My little girl was standing at the door of my room with a blanket with her favorite dolphin.

"Luna can be bobo with Mamah?" ask Luna.

"May honey, here come in."

I carried Luna's body which was enough to overwhelm me. The figure of the little girl whose presence made my world and the world of the Innocence ever warm. The grace that made my world change.

"Luna misses Mamah" he said as I laid her to bed, while Guntur was asleep.

"Mamah also miss Luna," I said as I brushed the long hair of luna.

"You are healthy? Fat mamah now, it's not thin anymore, Luna is as if Mamah is healed," said Luna made me surprised.

What did the Deigne tell him all this time? It must not be easy to make Luna understand.

"What does Luna know?" my search.

"The words of Papah Mamah are sick," he replied as he touched his chest.

"Papah says Luna must keep the same latitude as Thunder during Mamah's treatment, Luna kangen the same Mamah but papah said that Luna's phone even makes Mamah sad, so Luna is strong so not kangen Mamah," he said it again innocently.

"Oh so .. continues?" I asked while holding haru, I felt guilty, however they were victims of my selfishness and the Deity.

"Papah said that Mamah's kangen was enough to doain Mamah to heal, so we can gather again," he continued.

The young man did not say goodbye to them, not even to his mother. He was the one who sued me, even treated me badly.

"But ... Luna knows, right? We don't stay with Papah anymore" I asked carefully.

"Yes, you know," he answered.

"Papah said, the treatment of Mamah is very expensive, so papah has to work hard to earn money for Mamah's medical expenses, so papah bobonya in the office, papah kok promise ... make our nengokin if no longer busy," replied Luna.

The contents of my stomach felt evaporated, I ran out of words to hear the way the Dewangga gave understanding to Luna.

"Your health is healthy, Luna promises not to be naughty anymore, not to make Mamah angry, Luna will love and give the same latitude as Thunder too, Luna does not want to separate from Mamah again," he said full haru. My little girl is starting to grow up.

"Yes dear."

I slowly rubbed my hair, not long after that Luna was asleep in my arms.

The universe is testing me. Do all couples who are going to divorce experience this? Hustling at first, but when reading talaq in front of my eyes I hesitated.

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