
My phone kept ringing, Risa called me hanpir without pause, and she kept sending me messages. My pity with her a few months ago has become an intense relationship. Right, I'm just messing around. On the sidelines of my boredom at work, on my relationship with the saturated Maira, and the affairs of the household and children are always busy. It's just that Risa's too baper, and it's a pity if I have to refuse.
A few times I stayed at his house, I was self-absorbed, reflex just happened. Of course I had to lie to my wife who was pregnant at that time with the reason that there was a job out of town.
Now that my third child has been born, I feel guilty for Maira. Seeing her in pain all night holding back the contractions, seeing her breath almost draining while straining out my son, her sweat pouring out, her face pale yet looking very pretty at that. I'm sorry I cheated. Again.
I shun Risa's intention to end our illicit relationship, as before, I only need to give nominal money as compensation.
[Later to stop by the house, we chat.]
It's been two weeks of calls and messages from Risa I've been ignoring. I was happy because Maira finally gave me a son. Maira has perfected my status as a father.
I parked the car in Risa's tiny garage, before long Risa welcomed me with her mini clothes. I was blown away again, but only for a few seconds. Because my intention to side with her this time is to end this relationship.
I loosened the circular tie around my neck, and tried to focus, putting common sense forward, so as not to be tempted again on Risa.
"Your work, Mas! Nyuekin I continued," greeted Risa with a slight sulk, usually I will persuade her with seduction, but not this time.
I passed Risa just like that and went inside. Seen from the tail of my eyes that he was disappointed in my cold attitude.
"Don't close the door!" my barrel when Risa's hand was about to push the door leaf.
"Why, Mas?" ask Risa.
"I'm here to say, by the way" I replied as I sat on the sofa, the furniture I bought last month.
"Commoncant?" goda Risa, the door is only half closed.
"You sit down, Ris, I'll just take a minute."
"Why? A lot of work, huh?" Risa was sitting right beside me, her tone softened, she started twitching my shoulders with her hands. I was angry and pushed him.
"Don't, Ris!"
Risa was surprised, and I was proud of myself, I was able to put up with Risa's temptation this time. Instantly I felt like I had become the greatest husband by being loyal to Maira.
"Why the hell, Mas? What a bitch!" risa Protest.
My eyes saturate the living room, but the thing I was looking for was invisible. I stood up and walked to the room. I felt Lisa following me from behind. The thing I was looking for was on Risa's dresser.
I quickly grabbed Risa's phone, the thing I bought after staying here for the first time.
"Mass? Why?"
Risa approached and tried to peek at what I was doing on her phone. I deleted all the data, and reset the thing.
"Mass? Why is my hapeh dikituin?" risa protested by snatching her phone from my hand, too late.
"Mas, why is it all empty?" Lisa started to panic.
Of course I have to, remove all access to communication with Risa.
"I want us to break up, Ris, so from now on we don't need to know each other anymore" I said.
"Well?!"
"Don't be a hypocrite, Ris, you want to be with me for money, right? You've been getting a lot of it from me all this time, so .. we're even," I said again.
"I'm not evil, we are both lucky, now you are free to find a partner again" I said.
"Oh .. So just how much do you value my feelings, Mas?" Risa raised her tone, apparently she did not accept my decision.
"Otherwise, Ris?"
"Mas promised to marry me!" his words made me not believe.
"Don't be a fool, from the beginning you know, I'm a married man" I said trying to remind him.
"You're the fool, Mom! I know I have a wife why I'm playing with fire!" his reply surprised me, he started to dare.
"I've transferred to your account, as a thank you and a farewell, I hope ka-"
"I'm not going to let you go, Mom!" risa interrupted my words.
"Don't fuck around, you don't have the right to say rich at all!" me asserting him.
It turns out that women are the same, they are sweet only when their desires are obeyed. Actually Maira was very sweet, somehow the war turned into a figure that does not make me feel at home. Ah, I still love him.
"Your mother knows I am so!" the shouts don't accept. Wh why? He got the money he wanted. I didn't think it out.
"From the beginning you know the risks, you should be grateful to get a lot of things from me."
Risa started to cry, an annoying cry. I remember, I hated Maira's cries every time we fought. The matter that should have been finished became increasingly tangled because of that cry. Women are the same.
I seek pleasure from other women because they demand nothing more than what I have given them. I was tired of Maira and all her dramas, so the women gave me new things without a strangling bond. I just want to have fun before I finally get home to Maira, and go back to trying to be a good husband and father.
I was distressed by the role of husband and father, while my young soul was still thirsty for freedom. If only, Maira could loosen up a bit of the standard and a good description of husband and father, I wouldn't be depressed and look for an outlet on the outside.
"Already, don't cry, I'm sure you can get a man who loves you," I said gently to Risa while hugging her, a farewell hug.
I hope Risa is professional in her role of being a interlude woman, who should be ready to be abandoned at any time. It's time for me to come back.
"Ehem!" A voice I know very well. Risa stopped her crying, me and she compactly looked at the origin of the sound.
"Maira!" Immediately I pushed Risa's body away from me.
His face was red. It seems he misunderstood. His eyes were glazed over, and a grain of tears escaped the corner of his eye. Eyes that look very tired, because our baby often stay up all night.
Maira wiped away the tears with her right hand, while her left hand held the Thunder that was asleep in her sling. Babies whose age has not even been a month, brought by Maira, even though the day has entered twilight.
Maira was always furious and asked for a divorce when I was caught cheating on her. But I always tried to convince him that I would change. I've been trying, it's just, it's not easy.
Many times Maira forgave me, for the sake of the children. But the process is long. Maira would cry all day and make me helpless. I will apologize as much as her tears flow, reassuring her that I am truly sorry.
Maira was a queen, but wasn't the queen of antiquity used to sharing with her concubines?
"Maira .. This isn't what you think it is" I panicked. I tried to grab Maira's hand, but she quickly brushed it off.
"Reprive ...."
Luna and Lintang appear from behind Maira, apparently Maira brought them all here. Maira's!
Not finished my surprise, there was also a boisterous sound outside. Did Maira bring in the citizens?