We, Without Me

Ready Not Happy

“Huuh .. Profit deserted. It would be crazy if anyone saw.” Leaning against the hot wall exposed to the scorching sun, Yuki let the melt of the sweat in the temple flow freely. Though he did not run, just a little walk fast but raced with luck and haunting unfortunate fate.

Mounting eyes as sharp as an eagle and radar exceeding the signal strength of the transmitter tower, Yuki observed the ambient conditions. Really lucky no one was passing around the toilet area. A little relief eases the tight pounding on the chest.

Reviewing a thin smile, Keven reflex rubbed his right thumb on Yuki's temple. It is unexpected that the action of following Yuki to the toilet can be this sweet. Although the action is actually a spontaneity when a glimmer of opportunity is created.

“Ck! Bummer!” Angrily, Yuki brushed off Keven's gentle swipe. The little lips of the girl were manyuned accompanied by a rough gust from the nostrils.

In contrast to Yuki who scowled cloudily, Keven even looked very happy. The corner of the man's lips was getting curved up. It was as if there was a small rabbit running around in the expanse of spring flowers growing in bloom in the heart. Very adorable and amazing.

Unfortunately Keven forgot for the main reason the rabbit was running around. It may also be insensitive if the rabbit is losing its way or is even trying to escape.

Turning to reality, a little more radiating warmth from some of Keven's limbs. I wish it could be eternal happiness. Keven's left wrist is still in Yuki's grasp. Yuki, of course, did not realize it. The girl who took refuge from the sun's sting was not even aware that Keven had deliberately put his burly body as a shield.

‘Why the hell is a mulu smile?’ Turning her face away, Yuki muttered inwardly. Keven's blatant attitude towards her made Yuki suddenly misbehave.

“It's not like you.” Keven's voice broke the silence, drawing the attention of Yuki who had been speechless at a loss for words.

The couple now looked at each other, short enough that Yuki immediately lowered her face. Intentions want to avoid eye contact, but what is seen down there immediately makes Yuki's pupils dilate.

Anyone who saw would have thought Yuki didn't want to be far away from Keven. As if to monopolize the adult man before him through a very possessive grip.

Spontaneous Yuki took off her tight grip on her hand, scuttering as a short thud unraveled the accumulated embarrassment. Acting as if nothing happened. But the flushed earlobes accompanied by pseudo spread on the cheeks and nape of the neck can not cover what Yuki really feels.

“You should have fought them .. Why did you hold me?”

“You're shocked?” Yuki chuckled at Keven's words. A split second later pushed Keven's chest with his index finger and said, “do what? You want to add my problem?”

Sighing heavily, Yuki stared fixedly at Keven who was unmoved. “Lagian thank you for someone I became famous for. When else can go viral and many people remember, right?” yuki said lightly with a cynical look and smirking lips. Yuki's flat intonation does sound relaxed, but the nanar that radiates behind the cynical spotlight successfully turns the frail index finger into a sharp spearhead for a Keven.

“Sorry ...” Again Keven was only able to curse himself.

It used to be that Keven thought it was only the quickest way that Yuki could not dodge him. He did not care about the careless actions when it became a boomerang, but did not think about the fate of Yuki who will accept all the scorn. Now that it was too late, the boomerang had actually come, but it was worse than expected.

“Udah addicted to apologies huh? Stale tau. No apologies to you.” Waving her hands in front of her face, Yuki really did not care about Keven's apology.

“What are you doing here?” yuki continued to say.

“I ...” Keven. Somehow it should explain the intent of his presence. Self-confidence wrapped in arrogance is suddenly lost due to a new sense of guilt.

“One month,” continued Keven spoke steadily while staring fixedly at the confused face of Yuki. Honestly, he is not confident. The restless anxiety seemed difficult to control.

Frowning in wonder, Yuki remained silent, waiting for the next predictable explanation already at the tip of Keven's tongue. He raised both eyebrows, practically adding more wrinkles on the forehead.

“Give me a 1 month chance to be your husband. We live together. Just the two of us. After that you are free if you still want to continue the divorce you want. I will obey your will.”

“Not a long time, but not a short time either. Instead of me spending it playing house, I better focus on completing a clear thesis for the future. Your request was denied," Yuki's long cerocos ended a fed-up expression that was clearly drawn. Intentionally shown to Keven to quickly realize that whatever Keven does will still fail.

As for Keven, there is no question how the man's condition is for the answer Yuki gave. But instead of giving up, Keven re-twisted the brain. However, Keven who had not had time to respond to Yuki's answer was again silenced by the sentence that Yuki uttered.

“Yuki .. I-"

“Sstt! I still want to talk,” said Yuki quickly. Her ears were floating in front of her lips. A weak but very firm soft voice came out from the slowly moving lips.

“I am not sick because your heart has not accepted me. But it hurts because you used marriage not to be tied down in the way of marriage itself. Do you know what I mean?" Yuki paused his sentence, he needed an abundant supply of oxygen. A second later Yuki again said, "only lucky since you tied me up as a wife, that's where I'm ready to be unhappy. Including being ready to face our current condition. Yes even though I never imagined you would act this far, as if really loving me.”

Keven lowered his voice, staring at the nanar Yuki who wanted to hug him. “I really love you, Ki. I was late to admit, not pretend,” firmly Keven denied the accusations of pretending to love that Yuki pinned.

“Ya-ya, yes ...,” said Yuki indifferently while moving his head slowly as he pleased. Yuki began to carelessly hear the love sentence that Keven had uttered. Because Yuki is still difficult to believe the truth in Keven's confession that he never ceases to hear. Sometimes secretly the corner of Yuki's heart is tickled amused, but suddenly bleeding pain.

“There is no choice that makes us both happy. Together or apart there are always injured,” Keven said with trembling lips. His tongue was too thick to pass the next sentence. He did not want to, but saw a disappointed look that was full of wounds despite impressed by the stupidity of Yuki made Keven inferior.

This is not what Keven originally wanted. Nor is it expected to be real, but hopefully be the best choice and opportunity through an unexpected approach.

“Let's go through this parting process by staying friends ... Meet, I'm Keven, you?” Keven's hand hung in the air, waiting for Yuki to welcome. Honestly, Keven's soul was already crying bitterly, rebelling violently wanting to hit the sturdy fortress that separated him and Yuki. But Keven realized, the more persistent and passionate he tried, the stronger Yuki refused his presence.

Without welcoming Keven's helping hand, Yuki only commented on the knotty smile. The girl turned around and passed away without a word. Don't mind Keven calling his name.

Behind the magnificent building of the Marine Faculty, Keven stared at the nanar of Yuki's back that was slowly disappearing. He stopped the step. Letting Yuki go with a thousand pieces of pain. So hurt.

Yuki's smile is like a door that is closed tightly to their relationship. Unrequited hand-shaking, hanging empty in the air like a padlock valve that is officially locked. Now Keven must scavenge billions of scattered keys to open the door of Yuki's tightly gripped heart.

Drrt ... Drrt ...

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Wife

We're friends when you cooperate at the divorce hearing. Prove it. It starts with mediation in a week.

An incoming message in the name of 'Wife' did not make the look of sadness on Keven's face disappear. It's getting worse. The man suddenly tightness and stabbing pain in the heart.

Yes, Keven has changed Yuki's name in his contact list. From the original only 'Yuki' became 'Wife'. Everything changes when Keven realizes that his feelings for Yuki are truly love.

But now Yuki seems completely untouched by Keven's sincerity. The two are exchanging roles, just when Yuki first confesses his love for Keven. The repudiation that Keven gave had already turned against himself, it would even be worse.

“Hate that you're the same as me, Ki? Alright ... For your happiness, I will give up. May destiny reunite us, "sadly Keven. The screen of the phone shows a short message from Yuki.

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