We, Without Me

Spit Toot

The ceiling of the room seemed almost perforated, stared straight at a pair of humans who linked fingers. Need to be corrected, only the little fingers are linked to each other.

Both Yuki and Keven lay their bodies on the bed. Silence without sound. The last time they talked was a request from Keven's lips to hold each other in sleep. Unfortunately Yuki only let her pinkie be controlled by Keven.

"Some time ago Brother Alia came to me" Yuki chirped in silence. Attract the attention of Keven who had not been able to sleep, but did not know what else to do.

Looking at the side of Yuki's face with a real-looking nose line, Keven chose silence. He wanted to listen to Yuki's next sentence without interrupting.

"Areally the kid that Alia's carrying is your kid?" tanya Yuki pitched in accusation. Without hesitation Yuki returned Keven's eyes with a sharp look full of meaning with a flat face.

While Keven who was asked a question by Yuki immediately widened his eyelids. "Why are you asking that?"

"So it's true that it's your son?" Smiling obliquely Yuki stared at Keven's disdain that further tightened her finger link.

"So. I'm still a virgin! Why can you ask me that?"

Keven sat up. Grabbing Yuki's palm into his grasp. But unlike Keven expected, Yuki brushed off his hand. Stay out of range with folded hands.

Disgusted, that was what Keven caught from Yuki's attitude.

Screaming and throwing away his gaze Yuki laughed at the bewildered Keven. A moment later the girl pushed up her body and threw her back at the bed rest.

"Sir Alia herself said. And what did you say, virgin?" Humbling the intonation of her voice, Yuki cupped her hands to her laughing lips loosely. "Haha ... Jeez ... Your confession can't be checked for truth."

"Did you really hear Alia say that to herself?" ask Keven to make sure.

Keven was furious at the core of Yuki's story. It was not Yuki, but Alia who indirectly spread lies about him.

Keven horrified to imagine if his parents to know the lie Alia. It is certain that Keven will return to being months, even worse than when he was accused of being a player.

"My best friend's ears are testifying" Yuki said steadily. In fact, Ara and Dimas heard all the words of Alia. Even to peck the anger of Ara which led to the break of the cheap ruler Dimas.

"Everything Alia said was a lie. I know I've been irresponsible with you all along, but I'm not that low and that's the same." Restoring her hair desperately Keven hopes Yuki trusts her.

The man who had just begged Yuki for a second chance was upset. Mind fucked. All the efforts he thinks have succeeded seem futile if Yuki is consumed by Alia's lies.

In silence Keven is determined to straighten everything. Warns Alia not to act over the line. Their relationship is no more just as a friend, or even will be a former friend. Because in fact the position of Alia who imprinted and left on Keven is currently limited to childhood friends.

Yuki's departure for more than a month has confirmed how lost and important Yuki is in Keven's life. Although the two still communicate that is only as much as a matter of fingers, but their interaction is more suitable to be called a stranger who pranks on sharing news.

"I don't know what else Alia's telling you, but it's definitely not my son. Please trust me, will you?" keven said with a weakened voice. He sounded desperate and hopeful.

"So whose son?"

"Why are you asking again? Isn't it obvious that it's Saka's son? Do you still not believe my words?"

Hardening his jaw, Keven could not figure out why it was that hard for Yuki to believe in him. He knows that his mistakes are countless, but can't Yuki see the honesty he's willing to reveal?

"Rare you not your son?" cibir Yuki cynical. It's stupid when Keven is off guard. He will make Keven really frustrated to face his attitude. This is just the beginning. Don't think it's that easy to get an apology from her. Yuki is not a human with a thousand sorry doors that can be entered just like that.

"I don't even know why Alia can be that crazy." Shaking his head, Keven's growl was muffled at the base of the chest. But the typical heavy voice can already be guessed Yuki if the owner is hit by a burning emotional turmoil.

"From a long time ago he was crazy. You're the only fool" Yuki said around, glancing at Keven who glanced at his words. "Don't like me insulting your favorite girl? You are a fool if so. What's?! Still not taking it?"

"It's not like that, Ki. I've known Alia for a long time, she wasn't like this ... One more thing, don't call me stupid!"

"Yes-yes-yes, whatever. I'm going to bed. Don't come any closer and don't disturb!" Curled back at Keven, Yuki pulled the blanket over the top of her head. It only leaves a small gap in front of the face so as not to run out of oxygen.

"I told you not to come any closer!!" Yuki Kala's cry felt a movement behind her body. And sure enough, Keven's raised hand that was about to touch Yuki was only able to hang, squeezing his own fist.

There was no answer, just a breath of someone who seemed to fill every corner of the room.

"What's the reason you married me?" Turning around and pounding the rough blanket that was overheating her, Yuki managed to surprise Keven. Spontaneous man was aghast, holding his chest with a beating heart.

"You can slow down, Ki. Don't surprise gini."

"Haw, lama! The point is, what?" Waving her hands in front of her face, Yuki suddenly returned curious.

"Don't you know all the reasons?" Frowning in wonder, Keven honestly did not want to go back to remembering the ugliness of it. He felt like he was really a depraved man who took advantage of Yuki's helplessness at the time. The deceitful helping intent made Yuki's name tarnished instantly. Even had berated neighbors, campus friends and their own families before they were finally married. But it still does not remove the bad image of Yuki who has been scratched.

"Yes tau ... It's weird why I'm the one you should marry. There's still another woman."

"Because you're the only one I think is a good woman. Besides you, there is no other woman close to me."

"It's not because I'm the best choice, but you don't have a choice. Okay then that's it. I am free. Blow it, bummer!" yuki's grouse turned back on Keven. Not to forget Yuki piled up pillows and bolsters like a fortress. He is willing to be undemanding. Leaving behind Keven who was only dumbfounded at Yuki's absurd behavior.

Close meeting Yuki picked up her dream. There was no sense of awkwardness or other disputation despite having just received a lot of Keven's recognition.

Yuki had gotten too used to forcing her eyes to sleep next to Keven. If at first he was struggling, nervous and trembling, then now everything feels normal.

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'You're beautiful. Really pretty. Stay like this. Don't go, ' muttered Keven with eyes that blinked slowly. Watching Yuki who was soundly asleep.

Rubbing his face violently, Keven's smile turned into a snort. 'Argh ... I really licked my own spit.'

...You are beautiful ... But unfortunately you're not the woman I want....

The words he once spoke echoed. It is clear how his heart refused at the last moment before Yuki officially became his wife.

Now unexpectedly the expression suddenly greeted Keven's memory. Mocking and slapping his haughty figure in the past.

Scooping as much air as possible, Keven passed to the bathroom. He wanted to wash his face. Reduced the heat of his regret-filled head. Quite grateful he had only said that phrase in his heart.

He looked at the faces reflected in the mirror. He smiled at his own shadow. The action flashed down on his knees before Yuki. Never did he think the girl he had rejected repeatedly managed to get him to his knees, begging for a second chance.

Keven went back to his bed. Crouching closer to Yuki who was still faithfully lying on her side. Yuki's been too consistent to turn her back on Keven all night.

"Morning" Keven described a bright smile welcoming the new morning of an improved relationship, according to Keven.

Gathering her consciousness, Yuki felt that she still dreamed of seeing Keven's charming smile. Poked and pat gently on Keven's cheeks that felt real, the fine wrinkles on Yuki's forehead grew even more.

"Let's get up" Keven said as he caught Yuki's palm continuing to pat her cheek. Suddenly Yuki immediately slumped, jerked and sat down rough until his head suddenly hurt from waking up suddenly.

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