We, Without Me

Handsome Doctor

The debate between Yuki and Keven ended without a solution. Yuki is not begging for Keven's love, he just wants to vent his heart. Hoping for an unhealthy relationship can be restarted like being friends in an open way.

Curse her over-mellow heart that night, Yuki curled her back to Keven who was sitting on the edge of the bed. Opposite positions provide empty distance between the two.

Turn heads, Keven call Yuki, “Ki? Yuki?”

A few seconds later Keven shifted his sitting position to the legs hanging cross-legged on the mattress. Inching closer with a raised hand, Keven's tongue suddenly faded when he wanted to call Yuki back. Even the raised hand that wanted to touch Yuki's shoulder was undone, back down gripping the knee.

Restoring and grabbing her hair violently, Keven climbed up from the top of the mattress. Passing out of the room, down the stairs and ending up in the living room that Mama Agni usually uses to enjoy a series of phenomenal fish stations.

“Gue has gone crazy,” muttered Keven as he threw himself onto the long sofa. Undefined chaos would disturb Keven's mind.

“I may not like him,” reject Keven with a soft muttering voice. His right arm was propping up on the face, blocking the blinding light of the eyes.

‘Why doesn't it feel like anyone likes him?’ keven wondered. Honestly, his mind was confused and his anger peaked when Yuki mentioned that someone else liked him.

“Gak! Can't! She's my wife!” keven said with emphasis, his eyes glittering unwillingly when he imagined Yuki with another man.

His two tightly clenched hands slammed simultaneously onto his muscular thighs. Whether conscious or not, through his own lips and attitude Keven admitted that Yuki was his wife, his own that should not be glimpsed by others.

Another case with Keven who had a dialogue alone, in the room, exactly after Keven closed the door of the room, Yuki sighed violently. His eyes peeked thinly at Keven who passed away leaving him. Yuki just pretended to sleep while closing her eyes.

The heat of his heart spread to the surface of the skin. As a result there is no way Yuki can fall asleep with a chaotic heart.

That night the two men who are still husband and wife dissolve in their minds. Yuki was lying in the room upstairs, while Keven was resting on the living room sofa downstairs.

Until early morning both of them could not close their eyes for a second. Clearly, dark circles adorn the tired eyes of Yuki and Keven. Not only the body, but the raging mind makes the glare worse and weaker.

“Yuki?” call Keven to Yuki who disappears like a flash of lightning in the sky.

Cringing in wonder Keven stared at the empty dining table. Since half an hour ago Keven actually heard noise in the kitchen, but he stopped to move from his position even though he just peeked at Yuki's busyness.

It feels awkward to meet Yuki. He was used to being in their relationship. The rejection of his heart last night seemed to overturn Keven. It is as if he is laughed at by the truth of his own heart.

“Yu-..,” calls Keven hangs, cut off just like that as Yuki's shadow disappears from his sight. Just the corner of Keven's eyes caught Yuki's figure at the end of the stairs, but now it had disappeared without a trace.

At once Keven felt like air blowing, although felt but ignored. The difference is that air is still needed, but Keven, I don't know if he is still needed or not by Yuki.

“Yuki .. You .. Wait for me,” yelling Keven ignored by Yuki who chose to disappear, run away with the beloved motorbike.

“ARGH!! Damnit!” curse Keven while punching and kicking empty air. Totally unexpected by her managed to be made confused by Yuki's change of attitude.

There has not been a day, not even 1 hour from the last they always cross paths. Yuki seems to have the style of a thousand shadows that make Keven always haunted wherever staring at every corner of the house.

For almost 29 years of his life, Keven was upset at the design of his parents' house without a dead end. It was fitting that Yuki always managed to avoid other than staying silent in the room.

While the girl who had made Keven urinate that morning was cool to chew rice sitting in a home stall. Sitting cross-legged while separating the grilled fried chicken meat from his bones. Really enjoy breakfast in the morning, a plate of rice sat down with a side dish of dried sambal tempeh, egg suwiran omelet, fried chicken galangal and pickled coconut milk.

‘I am learning to be a strong person by loving the wrong person .. Yuki spirit! Your life is still long in front,’ Yuki said in her heart encouraging herself. If last night he could be weak and cry bitterly, then this morning he had to eat a lot to restore stamina.

“Buk ... Tea warm pull one more!" yuki screeched as she brandished her index finger, encoding the number of newly shouted orders.

‘What's he eating at home?’ For a moment Yuki felt worried and guilty leaving Keven to leave.

Indeed, Yuki had been struggling in the kitchen, but not cooking, but cleaning the kitchen area. He will feel bad and most sinful if suddenly Mama Agni comes home and sees her territory fall apart during her leave.

While Yuki who is currently sitting cross-legged spending his breakfast certainly has the main purpose to avoid and entertain himself. Yuki wanted to enjoy her solitude. The busy working Dimas could not Yuki expect to accompany. As for Ara, do not be asked again, definitely focus on spending time with the youngest lover.

Yuki deliberately did not contact Ara, because Ara would definitely choose to be with her if Yuki asked. But the bad news can be ascertained possessive men who want to stick to Ara it will certainly terrorize all activities of Ara every time. And worse still followed to infiltrate between Yuki and Ara, making Yuki a drunk mosquito due to a washout overdose.

Tak.

“Still, Bang.” Reviewing the smile knot Yuki gave a small nod to the young man who delivered a glass of tea warmly pull his order.

For a moment Yuki turned her head, looking at the glint of morning light with a wisp of white clouds in the blue sky. The bright morning gave positive energy to Yuki's fragile soul.

Finishing her morning meal, Yuki wanted to start the tour alone that morning with eye wash at the mall. Just wash your eyes, not shop and hopefully not be tempted to shop. A list of places you want to visit. Of course, with the low budget category. Yuki must be smart to save and process his finances.

For information, the monthly money from Mama Maria and Papa Gibran who continued to enter his account was left as provisions when he later separated from Keven. Keven's money will be used in part to meet his current needs.

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“Why do you also make me difficult motor .. Hiks, Hiks ... I'm tired,” complained Yuki in a small roar.

Under the blazing rising sun, Yuki who had just been happy after playing the timezone in the mall was now bathed in sweat. Pushing a motorbike on the side of the road while whining irritably. It was really upset Yuki on the nails that stuck in the rear motorcycle tire.

Lowering the standard of her motor, Yuki rubbed the melted sweat on her neck and nape. Gulping down rough saliva while watching the ice chirp seller on the opposite side of the road.

“The theme is Ara right?” chirps the voice out of when the owner was standing behind Yuki.

“You cry? Because of flat tire?” Chuckles the man looks at Yuki's slightly moist and sunken eyes which is actually the effect of a night of crying.

“Dion ... Come back to the hospital again!” yelling another voice that was already in a car, popping his head yelling at the man in front of Yuki which of course can be guessed named Dion.

Ursa Dion Kim (Kim Taehyung)

“In advance, I will wear ojol,” reply the figure named Dion with a loud voice.

“Doctor Dion yes?” ask Yuki. It was clear that Yuki still remembered and it was impossible to easily forget the figure of this handsome Doctor in front of him.

“Call Brother or Mas only can? Do not follow Ara who does not want to call me other than using the frills of the Doctor,” said Dion relaxed while crying watching Yuki's motorbike. In an instant Yuki was able to forget his thirst, fascinated by the beautiful man who was still as handsome as when he was last met with Ara.

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