We, Without Me
Papa Jenguk's
“Ra ..”
“Hm.”
“Pregnant hard gak?” ask Yuki flatly. His eyes looked straight at Keven who was busy burning corn. Sometimes his lips curled upwards when he looked at Keven who was looking back.
“Indeed in this world there is really easy?” reply Ara while fondling the little Elly who slept.
“The trouble is there, Ki. We just enjoy and live with sincerity. Believe me, pregnancy is amazing. The stomach that had been bloated was mostly fat slowly growing as the growth of the little angel inside. Although our waist hurts, feet are swollen, sleep is difficult .. suddenly all the feeling is like lost due to strange movements in the stomach. Kicks to elbow that makes the pain is no longer a problem. Happy we are too big.”
“Truly magical yes, Ra. It is my Durhaka who has not been able to respond to all the struggles of Mama. Even I was very, very mean because I used to fight Mama. Until the end I ..” Yuki kelu's tongue. His throat was as if he was stricken by a sharp rock. The tightness in the chest was present alongside the silent eyes which explained a deep loss.
“Ngak, Ki. Aunt Maria must be proud of you. I'm the only friend you just know how great and mandiri you, surely Aunt Maria more know. I'm sure without talking even the person who contains us already has a strong feeling. They have superpowers that can penetrate the contents of our deepest hearts even though they remain silent.”
“I'm just sorry why I didn't choose to join Mama on my run. That disappointment just kept me away. Even from all the happy things including you, my best friend.”
“Sometimes we do need some alone time. But that doesn't mean to keep hiding in solitude, does it?” ara softly. “Like you are present as my real support system other than Mas Rava. Nemenin and always support me even to my lowest point. You, the one I just met. The one who unreservedly say hi and invite me to sit together. Who would have thought the end was always next to me? Thanks, Ki."
“I'm also lucky to have you, Ra. By the way, why are we so gini melodrama anyway? I think most of them feel a broken heart that makes me weak yes.” Yuki chuckles. His lips curved wide with eyes that seemed to smile.
“But actually, at that time the brain felt paralyzed. Such as logic, conscience and unfriendly conscience. All I want is to stay away. Open a new life page. But the name is also life, not guessing my destiny turned out to have to return. And honestly I'm happy I'm doomed back.”
“Because the most important thing is to forgive yourself. We are at peace with ourselves,” Ara said reflecting Yuki's sentence.
“Suddenly I want to eat the sugar donut the Cuit. Brutal times we were. Spray everywhere.”
“That's you who sprayed, Ki. It's so sorry Dimas. Not known yet, but already sprayed.”
“Yes how not to spray if the donut choking. Consider it a jampi-jampi ritual. Not bad he can get a beautiful bestie,” said Yuki origin. “Oya, I don't think I've ever heard you cravings. What the hell, Ra? Really weird if people crave it?”
“It seems not. Because I'm not craving. From inside Elly was pinter. No weird cravings. Most nauseous, dizzy, lemes ordinary effect of hormonal changes,” clear Ara calm, look reminiscent of a historic moment during the pregnancy of her first child.
“I just added a meal. That's why my weight went up so drastically. Until now it is also difficult to lose weight. What else Mas Rava if you go home there is aja taken,” added Ara while shaking his arm that looks thicker.
“Embul,” cetus Yuki with nods justifies. Success pursed his best friend's lips.
“Danger nih,” said Yuki suddenly seriously. His hands were squeezing each other over his thighs. Also bitten by the lower lip with both eyebrows almost linked.
“What danger?”
“Iya danger if I don't crave. There is no drama night-night pengen mango young colongan or palm oil it.”
“Say your intention is actually to trouble people.”
“Well it.” Flick Yuki's fingers. His pair of nostrils breathed short, heavy breaths. Rounded eyes seemed to justify Ara's accusation.
The two women of that age were still sitting side by side. They are instructed to eat without moving anywhere. Even every few minutes there is Rian, the youngest brother of Ara who became the courier of a plate of various burnt offerings that secretly also plucked a piece of two pieces.
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“Hai, Papa's son what's in there?”
There's a haru screen in the sentence Keven just said. He seemed to soar despite having goosebumps calling himself 'Papa'.
“Againful petulance to visit, Papa.”
Keven's lips twitched. His rarity and smile were held back despite being extremely anxious by Yuki's child-like voice.
Keven looked up for a moment. Then put the ear back on the stomach wrapped in Yuki's favorite negligee. No matter how long his lips gently tucked the rounded belly was affectionate.
“Ask the same Mom yes, son, can not tonight Papa look at you?”
“Hm, how are ya?” sahut Yuki with frown as if thinking. His index is tapping his chin constantly. The clenched lips instantly seemed to move from left to right angle like a wave ripple.
“If Papa can't stop. It's not okay. I think Mama is tired.”
“Ih, why?!” sulek Yuki did not accept.
“So who said tired of snacking, same ngomel sulking can not snack carelessly?”
Smirking cynically, Yuki nodded quickly as she brushed off Keven's hand that rubbed her stomach. “Oh. Okay, if you want that. Starting tonight sleep on the floor!”
“Such beauty Mama Simba if manyun gini?” A puffy pinch flanked Yuki's pouting lips.
“Do not hold! No need to woo!”
“Mama cambek loh, Nak,” Keven shoot on Simba, a small name pinned on the baby.
The young Papa candidate deliberately seduced the wife. Heed the shot that was wielding sharp. Continuing to complain to the fetus in the womb that actually can hear the voice of both parents, although not once responded through small movements in there.
“Ma, so see?” The question throw was not in line with the guerrilla fingers. Without permission to trace every inch of abdominal skin to the chest that gets bigger as pregnancy ages.
“Basic pervert!”
“Udah wake up, Ma.”
“Bodo highly!”
