We, Without Me
Car Shake
Tired of whipping more than 24 hours spent driving. Take a long, time-consuming journey to find someone. Who else if not Saka. But after returning to City B, Keven and Yogi must separate. They could not continue the search without a definite location. In addition Yogi must continue his pending work.
“Huufftt ...” Sighing deeply, Keven scrambled his still wet hair. Looking at the reflection of a sturdy body with a gloomy face in the bathroom mirror. Keven admitted, the look of his face looks grim as if stemming anger mixed with fatigue.
Not wanting to linger spending time in the bathroom, Keven immediately headed for the closet, looking for the right suit to use during the day. Keven recalled for a moment how Yuki used to prepare her clothes. Although without a word, but Yuki's attention is markedly imprinted Keven.
Down the stairs in a hurry, Keven will just go to the restaurant by noon. But this time just looking at the sales report, the rest he wanted to review the retail business that was almost out of business when it just started to digelutinya.
Competition is fierce with many entrepreneurs who dabbling almost managed to remove Keven who is still amateur. It was unexpected that all his calculations missed. His opponent is really tough.
“Keven!” mama Agni shouted. The old woman who had not since when to leave was standardizing her motorbike in a hurry. Keven who had opened the car door spontaneously closed it again.
“Mama from where? Why panic gini?” asked Keven with frown. He grabbed both shoulders of Mama Agni who went up and down in rhythm with the roar of his stinged breath. It is obvious that Mama Agni is being overwhelmed with anger.
“WHAT HAVE YOU DONE!!?” hardik Mama Agni while beating Keven repeatedly. His voice raised without caring if there were neighbors who witnessed the action. Even the condition of the contents of the bag that was shaken hit Keven's back was not cared for by Mama Agni. “Keveeen .. Keveeeen!! Stupid you!! Why, why?”?
“What the hell Ma suddenly angry like gini?” said Keven while resisting all attacks from Mama Agni without fending him off. She was clearly more confused by Mama Agni's attitude, but the crimson face with the tensed face line was really depicting a surge of anger.
Plaque.
Not a direct slap from Mama Agni's hand, but a folded brown envelope that hit Keven's face.
“Please be with Yuki to cancel your divorce suit!”
Deg.
“Ma-Means Ma-ma what?” Keven glared sharply. His chest rippled pain at a flash of guesses that made him tremble in fear. The envelope he had grasped was packed. Keven. Unable to duck, even breathe and swallow saliva like a dagger. So hurtful.
Mama Agni's wry smile could not hide her disappointment towards Yuki and Keven. He has given up on not over-intervening. Ever been in a position to always be pressured by in-laws and relatives for not getting pregnant when her troubled husband makes her learn how difficult the marriage relationship if entered by a third party, although still family status.
But now what does the marriage of his son get from the beginning unnatural? A divorce lawsuit from Yuki, the dreamy daughter-in-law who had caught her attention even before Keven introduced her.
Mama Agni just met Yuki after a bailiff delivered a voluntary, divorce hearing call with Keven as the defendant. The old woman was left in shock, but tried hard and went straight to Yuki's boarding house. It did not occur in the brain of Mama Agni to directly strafe Keven who in fact put his tired body to sleep in the room. Only Yuki, Yuki and Yuki were in Mama Agni's head.
“This is impossible, right, Ma?” asked Keven with trembling hands. His eyes were reddened and glazed over reading every stanza of the sentence.
Without a word Keven left Mama Agni who was silent. He rushes to meet Yuki. While Yuki himself is ready if soon Keven will come, reviled him with various questions, requests and maybe accusations. I don't know, he just guessed.
The sudden presence of Mama Agni before with a series of questions and requests for Yuki to reconsider her decision is enough to make Yuki sure that Keven will come to her.
The young girl dressed up pretty in a black knit blouse, stroked her hair and prepared a wide smile that accompanied the sorrowful gaze. But a second later his face turned flat. He could not pull both corners of his lips.
Slumping her face over her kneeled knees, Yuki's mind was crowded with various preconceptions. One of them could be that Keven came to see him or would just ignore him. Right, a little bit of anxiety is real.
Yuki was patient. Trying to wait for the presence of Keven who is actually driving with eternal. The man made many pleas for it to be a dream. Hoping that the paper with the logo of a court agency contains the full name of himself and Yuki is an illusion.
Keven draws and exhales repeatedly. Looking straight at Yuki behind the iron gate that had been waiting for him, standing transfixed back Keven's sharp-wielding gaze.
The two men spread the wound through different eyes. It was cut off by the sun's shine coming out of hiding behind the clouds.
Once again Keven looked down on him. Despite not begging Yuki to withdraw the divorce lawsuit filed, but the sound and strands of the sentence spoken contained a pinta full of despair.
Keven was used to holding back his tears, covering up his true feelings. Acting pretentious despite caring so much. But right now he's out of sense. Unable to control yourself who slowly eroded regret.
Far from boarding, away from the crowds, Yuki and Keven pull over on the outskirts of a deserted street. Keven doesn't know where to take Yuki to. He was too upset and could not afford to delay the conversation. While Yuki just wants a quiet place without the need to linger with Keven.
As a result the song of the weeds in the bush accompanied the silence of the two. Long protruding leaves move in unison when the wind blows. Creating a gentle sound from nature that is actually soothing, but not for Yuki and Keven at this time.
“You can't. I never will. We love each other. Conscious Yuki .. Our relationship can still be repaired. Can't you see my sincerity? Look me in the eye! I really love you ... You can't just sue for our wedding!” firmly Keven with a pushy look, looked at Yuki who was a little reluctant to glance at him.
“Cancel your lawsuit! I promise I will change as you see fit. Let's fix it again. I'm sure you're not serious about any of this. You're just angry, right? Answer, Ki! Tell me you're not serious about this crazy decision!” cerca Keven burst out in a raucous, high-pitched voice.
"Here I just ask you not to return selfish,” shrewd Yuki while brushed aside Keven's hand checks. He stared briefly at Keven's reddened eyes. Strengthen the heart, determination and tongue that is confused to say.
“You used to tie me up at will without love and a sure taste. Ignoring me who started to erode the feeling of the most pathetic,” continued Yuki in a hoarse voice. Pause his sentence to supply air to the congested lungs. “Do you want to show the world how I should be tormented? You succeed. I lost ... I hope you'll be willing to let me go.”
“Ngak .. Gak, Ki. You can't gini. I'm the loser. I fell in love with you. I'm sorry .. I was wrong. Very-very guilty. I was stupid and too selfish. But I beg you not to torture me with this decision of yours,” pinta Keven.
“I can't last much longer .. I don't want.” Yuki's strong cry rejected Keven's plea.
“At least don't deny the second chance I got. I deserve to fight. But if you stick with this decision, you're just as selfish. I've tried and will keep trying, so don't you ever think about ending this marriage!”
“Do you know what I like? Have you ever noticed every little thing I say? You even forgot I said I don't like pumpkins. But what?” Striking heavily Yuki rubbed his face rough with both palms. The sentence he suddenly struck out contained a great disappointment that Keven could never have imagined. “I'm sure you like, that's the content of your chat."
Right, that's the message Keven sent to Yuki yesterday after asking the people of his restaurant to deliver a dessert that recently spiked sales in one of his restaurant branches. Mencelos Keven vividly recalled the satisfied smile that yesterday adorned his lips.
“Sepele right? But that little thing is enough to explain that you don't remember a single bit about this insignificant me ... We were? I really wish I could say our word to you and me. But in fact, our word only contains nothingness. Sounds inappropriate because it turns out I didn't mean anything at this wedding." Back Yuki sighed heavily. Glancing from the corner of the tail Keven's eyes were fixed with a puddle of tears while biting his lower lip.
"Pudding pumpkin, hahaha .. I know dessert is the best seller in your restaurant. I also know that Brother Alia-," said Yuki restrained. Throat's choked. He has trouble speaking. The air seemed to be a poison that froze, making him not want to inhale, reluctant to open the respiratory valve to supply into the lungs for a second.
Yuki held her body. Raising hands with pointed index fingers. He repeatedly pressed Keven's chest and said, "unconsciously you always imagined all the habits of Kak Alia. It's not just me here! Only recently did you force my name to be etched in your heart! Realize that I am not that important and valuable to you! Enough ... We've done it.”
Let Keven's tears go. He forces Yuki into his arms. Murmuring an apology until he arrived. Although clearly the girl rebelled violently to create a rocking car attraction that made a foreign rider frown suspiciously.
Keven really doesn't remember if Yuki ever told her not to like pumpkins. He only realizes that Yuki is also a lover of sweet dishes, just like him. Now only regret remains from what seems trivial but hurts Yuki's feelings for the umpteenth time.
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