We, Without Me

Both Only

“Can't Papa give time to both of us?” Yuki clenched both hands over the thighs. It closed for a second before breathing heavily. He's disappointed.

“What's wrong with you learning close to Mother?” ask Papa Gibran.

“Mothers, Mother continue! Until when do you want me to call Aunt Inka Mother?! Is Papa not tired of asking me to admit the stranger ...”

“Jaga your attitude! Don't make Papa shy.” Papa Gibran's low voice cuts through Yuki's brontak sentence.

“Cause Maria her child spoiled .. childish!” continued Papa Gibran with a much lower sound intonation, but can still be caught Yuki's sense of hearing.

Flinched, Yuki flinched with fists tightening. He bites the inside of his vibrating lower lip. A moment of slow breathing that stifles the chest.

“Cause Papa's ashamed isn't the same as me? No, right? I never even asked Papa to give me a new mother,” Yuki's mouthful with nanar spread in the eye crackers. Even so Yuki still had a cynical grin peppered with hollow rarity.

Then in an instant Yuki threw away a glance, again sighing strongly. Know, the overflow of disappointed emotions had buried a glimmer of happy laughter yesterday afternoon.

“Yah, already. Brother don't get scolded.” Suddenly a soft voice interrupted the tension between Papa Gibran and Yuki. “Back, yuk? At home Mother has cooked Sister's favorite food. This is Adek also drowsy, like saweapan.”

“See! Mother loves you the same. The time you are thought to be gone, Mother is the most worried. You were also happy, why ..”

“Sstt, Dad ... ” already.<TAG1>

“I'm here to spend time with Papa, not Papa's family. If Papa wants to have fun with Papa's young wife, please. But don't involve me. It's enough for me to guess how happy you are,” said Yuki flatly, her gaze turning unfriendly. Even impressed want to devour anyone who dirty the view. But miraculously, he still smiled.

Pushing roughly the occupied seat, Yuki stood ignoring the figure who had just sat on the opposite seat. The carefree spirit of the playground is no doubt like the sound of a cannon in the heart. Throw camouflage the pull of yarn at both corners of Yuki's fake smiling lips.

“Learning to accept and make peace is not as easy as my babble, Pa. Even Papa doesn't know his own son. Sorry to have been an ungodly child, but in fact it is that heavy,” said Yuki with a flat expression as if emotionless.

Honestly, it was not this kind of attitude that Yuki wanted. He was trying to accept the truth. Survived with exhausting false laughter, but in fact he was still defeated by the rejection that screamed in pain.

Again the chanting of fine words could not make Yuki improve. He was still not ready to meet and share the laughter with the figure present between Papa Gibran and Mama Maria. Although Yuki knows the mistake also comes from both parents.

“May Aunt be last, not one among my other stepmother candidates.”

“Bad kid,” says Papa Gibran spontaneously. The stern line on the aging face was hardened.

“One more ... Just as smart as Papa saved a young wife, eventually it will be old too. That's if Papa has a young wife,” said Yuki. He does not take a headache if scolded by the Papa. Yuki instead chose to leave with a satisfied look even though his heart was half-dead. It would be foolish if she was a quality, that's what Yuki thought.

“Yuki where to go, Nak?”

“Udah, Bun, justin that stubborn kid. Soon also here.”

Faintly, such was the brief conversation that Yuki still had time to hear. Now the long journey taken feels futile. You can laugh and spend all your time with Papa Gibran. Yuki didn't ask for much, just meeting alone.

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“Argh, flickering. Mascara eyeliner is safe, right?”

“Nangis. No need to hold.”

Flinched, Yuki turned to the right side. Stop the activity of scanning the face through the reflection of the phone screen. His position squatting behind a large pillar apparently did not make it difficult for the scout men who had been trailing from the beginning. Sontak Yuki looked up, making sure her guess did not miss.

“Vicious demons everywhere there are.” Throbbing, Yuki stood up. Do not forget to turn your face for a while while wiping the line of wet eyelids. Then act like nothing happened. “Mas Keven why?”

“Stand up, what else?”

“Halo? I have eyes too. I can see you standing up. What I'm asking is why are you here? Work? Or don't-don't follow me, right?”

Nodding, Keven replied, “iya.”

Yuki melengos's. Both of them were silent for a moment. Keven was busy enjoying the cute girl scowling. While Yuki was busy struggling with her thoughts on something she wanted to say but forgot.

Gaining a glance, Yuki then sneered softly. “Unemployment many events!” ketus Yuki imbued his words as if answering a fine frown on Keven's forehead that was growing. Though Keven coolly mempersen the ends of Yuki's hair that he found branched.

“For someone I can be a lawyer.”

“Nyindir? Not mempan! It's gone there. Watch out if you get caught following me!”

“Where are you going? Remember, the bike's still at Papa's." Keven walked slowly, following the footsteps of the little girl in front of him.

Freezing, Yuki slowly turned the body like a statue in a music box. “Kok you .. since when?”

“Home Dimas,” Keven replied honestly but somewhat annoyed.

Keven wakes up all night thinking about Yuki, the girl who no-nonsensely chooses to sleep at Dimas' house. Although Keven knew Yuki was sleeping in Nita's room. But still managed to make Keven confused all night, even repeatedly going back and forth around the house to calm down. As a result early in the morning he chose to secretly monitor the house Dimas, although in a short time immediately caught by Dimas himself.

“Come, we're going to Papa's place. Surely they are still waiting for you,” said Keven suddenly. Aside from trying to divert the conversation, he also doesn't want Yuki to be lulled in the anger that is being regretted.

“Malas!” Yuki shook his head strongly, pouting and snorting bitterly.

“Can I ask why?”

“Why what else?! I obviously don't like it there!”

“Why can you excuse me, but not Papa and Mommy?”

“Ck! Why call her Mother? Different age is the same you are as thin as a layer cake. In fact, it seems more suitable for you to be her husband than Papa.”

“Bby?” asked Keven with a flirting smile.

“Lizard basics!” yuki said with an angry hiss. His feet spontaneously lifted high and landed roughly on Keven's left leg.

“Ugh!” Keven reflexes held onto the instep that Yuki was stepping on. He stumbles after Yuki who walks quickly to leave him. “Ki, no that ...”

‘Please, don't sulk,’ Inner Keven panic. Hurriedly he equalized the pace without trying to stop the pace of Yuki's limb swing. “So I was kidding.”

Glancing at Keven's feet, Yuki clucked briefly. He regretted less forcefully stomping Keven's leg.

“Aduh, sa-kit nih,” complained Keven suddenly when he realized the direction Yuki's eyes looked.

“Enak, right? Kapok!” cibir Yuki while sticking out his tongue scoffed.

“But lizard is a person. Some are cute to be cheated on, smiling. From young to old leaves, all the Grannies are dating!! Huh, sprain. Do you know I'm upset with you?! Why are you smiling at the woman named Nindy? Do you know anyone else like him? Your ex-boyfriend huh?!” yuki's grouse was accompanied by a fierce gaze that did not hesitate to hit Keven.

“You know Nindy's my ex-boyfriend?”

Stuck with her mouth gaping wide, Yuki pointed her index finger at Keven's face repeatedly. He was almost out of words.

“Oh, so ... yes, the disease is difficult to heal. Who used to marry, but dear and bucinnya to whom. Now chasing who, but the smells turn on each other. It’s okay, I get it now.”

“Once again you like to draw your own conclusions.” Wiping away the top of Yuki's head, Keven's panicked expression gradually disappeared. She smiles happily at the word 'reverse' that Yuki spontaneously utters under the peak of upset emotions.

Unfortunately in an instant the look on Keven's face stiffened again as his eyes rubbed against the old man holding the toddler. But instead of dodging, Keven actually pulled Yuki's hand to approach the figure who looked at him dislike. Forced Yuki to walk on the back of Keven, reluctant to show up.

Again this is the umpteenth meeting that Keven has not known how it ends. Hopefully not an expulsion like it has happened before.