We, Without Me

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Passing on from a super unlucky day for Yuki, he decides to get up and move on, despite the fact that it is very difficult. Repeatedly Yuki tried to wash his eyes through the look of fellow students, but still Keven's face was embedded.

“Degan a lot, but why the face of the nyebelin people that appear? O handsome grandpa, secretly come sedain lah let me move on.” Mumbled Yuki miris, face down on her folded hands.

Scrambling something from inside her bag, Yuki sizzled roughly. “Do I have to give you this invitation huh?” Yuki said softly, asking himself while holding a silver-colored invitation he got from a spoiled whimper at the printing man.

Yuki recalls that she was accompanying a neighbor of her housing complex who happened to want to print a thank-you card for the guests who came to her son's birthday party. Yuki accidentally sees Saka and Alia in an open corner in the same place discussing the design of the printed invitation sample of Louis Sangkara and Adelia Larina.

Without a second thought, Yuki took the initiative to ask for one of the invitation samples with the reason of interest and want to show the invitation design to her future husband. Although there was a debate that suggested Yuki take pictures through his mobile phone, but with the persistence of the sample Yuki finally managed to get, of course with the help of money.

“Actually what the hell is the same of them? Why did Mas Keven do it when Kak Alia said love to him? Then why the brain is the same conscience is not used to think about the feelings of Mas Saka who has clearly what the status is! Why is Mas Saka pretending not to know how Mas Keven really feels!! Toxic really the relationship of the three of them.” Grutu Yuki super fast like a rap singer. Long sentences that are quite time-consuming when spoken at normal speed only need a few jobs Yuki completed.

“Why should I get dizzy and keep all three of them secret?! I'm in love!!” Yuki continued saying with a small screech held back. Rubbing his face rough until a bravery wrapped in longing ambushes Yuki who is still faithful to sit on the park bench alone.

‘By the serenity of my heart, I must give you this invitation. Let's just say this is the evidence I ever wanted to show so that Mas Keven realized, the rest I better keep myself. I hope Mas Saka does not marry the same anaconda.’ Yuki murmured inwardly, strengthening his resolve even a second later he wanted to cry as he recalled how Keven looked at him.

Now Yuki realizes that Keven's eyes are never friendly to her. It was worth their interaction a little and more Yuki was either stealing glances or secretly looking for opportunities.

Spending a few pieces of money one of which came from a severance, maybe Yuki looks too stubborn and petrified. He came to the restaurant as a consumer after being fired.

Steady until the bones sit and the back feels sore. Yuki had spent a lot of dessert portions that made her stomach harden to satiety. Not enough waiting was paid, he was now expelled because the restaurant had to close. Lucky until the evening Yuki did not meet with Alia who was somewhere.

“Well it was him.” Yuki said cheerfully, standing up suddenly and almost staggered down due to her tingling feet.

“Mas Keven.!!” Yuki shouted loudly, while the one who was shouted hurriedly headed for his car. But lost quickly with wide strides Yuki who immediately confronted Keven.

“I want to give you something. Besides, maybe it's the last day we meet, can I call Mas Keven Darling?” Yuki sok shyly asked as she tapped the tip of the sandal she was wearing at the feet of the elder brother into the paving of the restaurant courtyard.

“Ck!” Decak Keven was obviously very upset. Keven was quite annoyed with Yuki's attitude who always tried to approach him.

“It looks like from the beginning we have not been a good acquaintance other than the time of job interview.” Yuki said suddenly, still smilingly looking at Keven who was throwing away his gaze. Keven was already very tired and wanted to go home soon, but his intentions had to be hampered by Yuki's presence.

“Halo, I'm Yuki Yulika Abian, commonly called Yuki, I'm 20 years old. I'm the first kid and I live alone, like I said when Mas Keven sent me home. One more thing, I like you.” Yuki said softly, smiling sweetly with her hands hanging in the air.

“Any!” Keven said briefly and ketus with a cynical look. Passed by ignoring Yuki's hand that continued to stretch until it ended squeezing the air.

"Darling.." Yuki's words forced her dark tongue to shout ‘Sayang’ call for Keven. Throwing away all the shame that was still attached to her, Yuki only wanted to call Keven that name once and disappeared.

"Where are you going??" Running small, the sound of a centile escaping from an open lip flaunted a row of teeth. The bright smile on the beautiful face was painted without any burden. But it is not comparable to a fingers squeezing the strap of a cream-colored sling bag behind the back. As much as possible to withstand the pain of wounds that continue to be scratched.

The wounds that Yuki had covered with endless bandages continued to be torn apart and gaping wide. The sharp gaze like the blade that Yuki always got this time rose many times over. The trembling body was not out of fear, it was precisely the tattered feeling that he was secretly holding back.

Blam it!!

"I just want this love.." Yuki offered a silver wedding invitation with a gold ribbon. The pseudo-strap pulled the corner of Yuki's lips forcibly. Yuki smiled sweetly holding back the cry.

"As per my previous promise.. I have proof." Still smiling, Yuki chose to take a step back, sighing resignedly and resisting the pain that spread in his chest.

"May you be happy with your choice." The invitation that was still in Yuki's grasp just threw it through the car window. Looking at the startled face, Yuki did not care anymore.

The firm grip on the steering wheel of the car features hardened hand veins. Not even the figure who only looks half his body opened his mouth, Yuki silenced with a farewell sentence.

Huuff..

"Good night, sorry if I interfered. Good bye." Saying more formally Yuki stepped away. Yuki's hard-earned tears just escaped. The dam that was built solidly was unable to withstand the magnitude of the tear wave.

As sincere as Yuki's heart struggled, but he had to stop before getting worse. While the male figure who had never seen Yuki's sincerity was left with his anger.

Brak!

"Bad!!" A hardened jaw accompanies a masculine voice full of anger.

“What is this?” Keven said in a heavy voice. A few days after Saka went outside Kota, Alia told Keven that her relationship with Saka was deteriorating. Then suddenly Yuki gave an invitation to the name of Saka and Alia.

Although Keven denies thinking Yuki is making things up, he cannot cover up the fact that the corner of his heart feels disappointed. Between being a friend who is not considered or a feeling of unwillingness Alia will be with Saka.

While Yuki who had already left earlier is currently sitting himself in the perosotan of a Kindergarten school. For hours Yuki cried silently until midnight. Yuki realized that there was no way he would cry roaring, he was afraid of being thought of as the beautiful who giggled.

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See you in the present for tomorrow😄

Those who have not followed the writing of Hana from the first novel may be a little uncomfortable with a slow groove. The plot that Hana makes is slower than other writers who are already pro, because here Hana wants to show the perspective of each character. Unfortunately I am still accustomed to the language that long-winded😅 So a little more need to learn again through the writing of other authors & of course comments friends who read🥰

Thank you to everyone who has always supported😘