We, Without Me

Enchanted, Obsession or Love

"If you don't want me to fuss here, come with me home! We'll finish it both!" keven said loudly, attracting the attention of all the boarding women who secretly and openly watched his quarrel with Yuki.

Biting her lower lip, Yuki exhaled a rough breath. He was angry and worried at the same time. Intentionally he did not go out through the closed fence and guarded by security guards. Although it is not only once the security guard advises Yuki to come out to solve the problem before it drags on and unsettles others.

"Ki ..," called Ara to Yuki who tightly locked her lips. The girl rubbed Yuki's arm, descending the clenched hand. He brought his lips closer to Yuki's ear and whispered softly, "when you run away, the matter will come again. Face and finish even if it is heavy. Because whenever the trouble won't run away from you."

Staring at Ara with her sad eyes and lips curled downwards, Yuki seemed reluctant to serve Keven. But the commotion that Keven caused was very disturbing to other boarding residents. Yuki was also very uncomfortable when whispers of gossip about him echoed. Very sure also if the news of his quarrel with Keven must have reached out of the boarding environment.

No doubt now the head and neck of Yuki is sick, heavy thinking of the burden that whack. It was as if he had just been hit by a tanker. Trust me, Yuki's not lying. The pain was almost similar to when he was hit by a toy tanker owned by his neighbor's son.

Brakes.

Climb Yuki at the loud bang of the iron fence that was pushed rough. Looks Keven already gripped tightly gripping the fence bars with both hands. Forcibly opened the fence that became the barrier between himself and Yuki. Although Mr. Satpam has been detained, but the energy mixed with Keven's emotions defeats everything.

Even all of that passed very quickly without Yuki guessing. It is too soluble in decisions that contradict each other with its mind and logic.

"Aaaaaa ...," Yuki screamed while squeezing the strongly shoulder-lined shirt that Keven was wearing.His body floated and towered high. His face was slapped with twigs and leaves of a rambutan tree. His neck was almost stuck when Keven with the origin of wanting to go directly to the parked car.

He wanted to kick, but his feet were locked in Keven's arms. As a result the unbalanced Yuki is only able to relax the back. Now he is like a sack of bran carried on Keven's sturdy shoulder.

Ara who saw that scene only shook her head slowly. Not unwilling to help, but better left so that his friend immediately solve problems that do not end. The girl seems resigned if later to have to accept Yuki's nagging which is currently screaming loudly asking to be taken down by Keven interspersed with hysterical calls on behalf of Ara.

"Wear it!"

"Well, I can wear it myself!" yuki protests when Keven will wear a seatbelt for her. But not heeded by Keven who had already clogged the ears over all the ravings of Yuki.

"She's just glancing at me?" Frowning and giving a cynical look Yuki glared. He was repeatedly stared at by Keven.

Without Keven's answer, he just breathed a long, heavy breath. The man did not want to be cheated again. Enough blurred action and divorce lawsuits that must be faced. He would not let the farewell be the end of their story.

"Don't go out first!" keven's orders to Yuki. The two had arrived at Keven's parents' courtyard. He actually brought Yuki home so as not to be able to run anywhere.

Keven drove around the car quickly. Welcoming Yuki who had already come down, ignoring his warning that forbade the girl from coming out. A flash of Keven's face was panicked, worried that Yuki might escape again. Yuki clearly knew the reason for Keven's change in expression.

"What the hell is holding on?! I can walk by myself. No need to be guided!" ketus Yuki while trying to pull Keven's hand. Putting a face full of hatred with deep wrinkles on the eyebrows and forehead, do not miss accompanied by a manyun lips whose length almost exceeds the height of the nose.

Unfortunately, Yuki's attitude did not last long. Instantly he smiled stiffly, awkwardly at Mama Agni who was surprised with wide eyes and gawking mouth. The old woman even threw the origin of the basket containing clothes that had not long ago ushered in her laundry subscription.

"You are finally home ... This is-" said Mama Agni stammered. There is relief and hope for Yuki's presence in her home. He rubbed Yuki's cheeks affectionately. Grabbing the hand of the child and his daughter-in-law with a haru feeling.

While Yuki certainly feels wrong. The last meeting with Mama Agni clearly discussed the old woman's request for Yuki to come home, accept Keven back and improve their relationship.

Now, all eyes were on Yuki. Highlighting in a diverse pressure. Yuki was only able to duck. His hand was held tightly by Keven. He was not unable to protest, but it was not nice to show the commotion in front of his in-laws.

While Keven desperately survives, not immediately take Yuki to their room in honor of his parents who suddenly give advice. Not this is Keven's plan, but in the depths of Keven's heart also hopes that what Mama Agni and Papa Leigh say can affect Yuki a little to cancel the divorce lawsuit she filed.

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"Set aside some of what Mama and Papa told you. Do not make a burden, but still take the positive side," said Keven suddenly, he looked at Yuki who was on his back.

Walking closer, Keven hugged Yuki from behind. Leaning his head desperately on Yuki's shoulder. Keven's attitude made Yuki flinch in shock.

"It's about us. I want you to open your heart again because we think our relationship is worth maintaining." The thin gust that pierced through the pores of the clothes made Yuki shudder.

Yuki let out a heavy sigh. Thoroughly digest Keven's sentence. It can be concluded that Keven is serious, but Yuki fears Keven's seriousness is currently only seasonal. Like a stinging durian, presenting a distinctive aroma, arousing the tastes of souls who already love, unfortunately disappeared when the season was over.

The fear is present. His belief in a harmonious relationship in marriage was thinning. Destroyed with the revealing play of Mama Maria and Papa Gibran, ripping apart the remaining despair, breaking down the rubble of a conscious belief slowly.

Yuki was already fragile and tired. Trying hard to deal with everything, but getting stuck with Keven who he branded only a new wound behind a bright smile. Not infrequently the terrifying glint of his family's destruction that flashed in Yuki's brain was plastered real in Keven's eyeball.

Before her world gets worse, haunting in a slump, Yuki wants to be free. Stepping down the path with no shadows other than his own. Maybe being with Keven is really a mistake that must be ended immediately.

"I'm sorry I always ignored you. At that time I was afraid of myself, but I just poured that frustration on you. Even though I'm starting to get comfortable with you, I with a high ego don't want to admit it ... I keep trying to stay away. I hate you too. In my mind only you are insincere because the way you express love is so excessive and sometimes absurd."

Can Yuki feel Keven's body being shaken. His voice was raucous withstanding the sobs he was trying to cover from Yuki. For a moment Keven bit his lower lip, tightening the arm that was holding Yuki.

A second later Keven raised his face as he felt a drop of water hit his arm. Spontaneous Keven straightened his back, twisting the body of Yuki who was sculpting with the whirling of tears filling the face.

The girl cried silently without a sound. He clenched his teeth holding the faint suction still heard. Pilu Yuki bemoaned the story he wanted to end. He stared at Keven nanar who also shed tears.

Keven raised his hand, rubbing Yuki's wet cheeks. He smiled bitterly at his stupidity all this time. His tongue was muddy with lips shaking and chest in pain. Same is the case with Yuki who had chosen to quietly feel the throat choked.

"I'm afraid of your feelings. That feeling could have changed without me knowing.A fascination, obsession or love ... I want you to be able to tell the difference. I forgot to understand my own feelings. I'm late to realize that I can't let you go. Sorry ... Can you give me that second chance without getting away from my side?"

Once again Keven spoke with a heavy sigh in the increasingly raucous sound. He catches Yuki's face unceasingly adorned with tears. Keven longed to stop the tears of grief caused by him, but what power if Keven was only able to withstand the stabbing pain that repeatedly hit his heart.

"Who-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-?" yuki stammered. He took a deep breath through his mouth. While a pair of nostrils that should function normally have from the beginning resisted snot clogged cries.

"Jang-an pretentious pa-ling hurt you! The second thing I'm tinkering with? I just want to give pal-su hope ... Amazing not being wasted when you're struggling? Thank goodness ... At least we have good memories." Smiling wryly Yuki chuckled sliced.

Yuki's words successfully hurt Keven's heart. But in an instant it also slapped his memory of the cynical words he had spoken to Yuki in the past.

'Did you also get sick when I said that? Though you were really hurt, but I who was selfish closed my eyes, Keven's inner self was more regretful. He still remembered the aura of hatred that he used to harbor on Yuki.

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One of Keven's dialogues I've spoiler yes in story ... Do some of the readers who saw it remember?😄

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