We, Without Me

Reality Painful

A week passed after Yuki fell unconscious. Now with the carelessness of Mama Agni and Papa Leigh, and the cold attention seemed reluctant from the husband, Yuki has recovered as usual.

His appetite is not increased, but at least Yuki's nutritional intake is more awake and regular. Sometimes a courier suddenly arrives because he is assigned to send food from the restaurant where her husband works.

Sometimes Yuki is quite happy and confused at the attention-sucking attitude she gets. But not long changed sad, sad and sad when a hope implied from the question why he continued to be sent to eat only answered in the form of reasons to look good in the eyes of his two in-laws.

“New home Mas?” Ask Mama Agni to her only son.

“Iya, Mother. Yuki where?” The question was spoken after having time to circulate the view, usually Yuki always accompanied Mama Agni to enjoy the soap opera with a storyline that is easy to guess, but miraculously has become an opium for Mama Agni.

“Above, Mas. He said he wanted to charge the phone battery first, but from earlier not down.” Mama Agni replied without diverting her eyes from the television screen.

“At least Ma. If it does not go down also must be sleeping time idle rebahan.”

“Sinetronnya like you tuh Mas. You will know Yuki to Mama when applying. It's also Yuki looks surprised you came to propose. Thank goodness Yuki's parents already knew you were coming to propose.” Said Mama Agni who was clearly insinuating her son.

“Mama has met Yuki at the wedding of Alia.” He said the name of Alia carefully.

“Do not mention the name Alia again!” Mama Agni said, glaring fiercely at the son who just sat his tired body on another sofa.

“Kan did Mama ever see Yuki at Alia's wedding. Mama also said that having a daughter-in-law Kayak Yuki must be funny.”

“Udah Mama says stop talking about Alia! Don't tell me you still love Alia!?” Yuki's footsteps came to a halt, he quietly sat himself at the end of the stairs intending to eavesdrop on the mother and child's conversation.

“Ng-no Ma..” As Yuki's chest slipped, smiling sideways at the questionable reprimanding answer, she knew that Alia's name was still stuck in her husband's heart.

“Alah.. Mama knows you still love Alia.” Cibir Mama Agni is cynically taken in by Yuki with pouting lips.

“Ma.”

“If Alia did not marry first, Mama would be very happy you can marry Alia.”

The deg!!

That instant also Yuki's world collapsed. His hands slumped weakly against the stairs. His tongue was swollen and his throat was stuck.

“That you have known from childhood. Mama also considered Alia Mama's own child.” Imbuh Mama Agni who instantly makes Yuki nauseous. It felt like there were a lot of foreign particles attacking Yuki from all directions.

Breathing in with her lips shaking in tears, Yuki tried to get up from her seat. Hold tight so as not to fall and roll to the bottom of the stairs. A flirtation managed to escape the tears of Yuki's grief.

Walking quickly with a dull vision, Yuki held back her sobs. Be ill. His chest is like being stabbed by thousands of scorpions. The fact that the husband does not love her has been accepted Yuki sincerely, but not with the statement of Mama Agni.

Yuki seemed betrayed by the attitude of Mama Agni who always loved him. If indeed the presence is not as valuable as Alia, why does she survive?

Now Yuki could only sit pensively, curled up on the cold floor leaning against the edge of the bed. Biting her lower lip so that the sobs do not echo, Yuki cried awkwardly to hold back the stifling pain. Lamenting the painful reality with tears continuing to flow profusely soaked the yellow t-shirt that was occasionally pulled in to rub the rough of his face.

Rubbing rough last tear that meets the air with a plain arm. A few seconds later, a warm water wash over Yuki's body, which is still wrapped in full clothes.

While on the lower floor fierce chatter Mama Agni who has not had time to hear his allure still continues. It seems that the impact of eavesdropping halfway makes Yuki mired in a pit of misunderstanding.

“It is not wrong that you are close to marriage. Mama must have approved. But that was before Alia had even married couples. Mama doesn't like girls like that!” Mama Agni said in a high voice.

“Then Alia was a good girl, but now TI-DAK!!” Imbuh Mama Agni with a higher voice again by pressing the word ‘not’ at the end of his sentence.

“Mama can't talk about Alia.” Belanya to Alia, although not heard directly by Alia, but there is a feeling of dislike when Mama Agni says that Alia is not a good woman anymore.

“You want to be angry with Mama!?” Folding her hand, Mama Agni ignored the soap opera with the most important moment when the antagonist got his crime karma.

“Now gini, you imagine Papa who has married Mama and hold your Papa was in close contact with his first love after marrying Mama.” Mama Agni said softly with sharp eyes.

“Their closeness even brings feelings, they are conscious but not also give each other distance. The reason is classic, friendship. At that time also the newly built household stretched, hurt one side who did not know anything, jerk is not your Papa?” Mama Agni said at length that was soft at first turned passionate, it looked like a puff of anger had mastered the soul of Mama Agni.

“Papa why Ma?” Ask Papa Leigh full of investigation, as he remembered there was never a story like Mama Agni said during the household ark that almost more than 30 years.

“Papa makes a surprise!” Climbed Mama Agni stared fiercely at Papa Leigh, in fact it was an irritating effect on the son.

“Iya, Papa wrong what Ma to say jerk?” Ask Papa Leigh again, staring at his wife and son in turn.

“Pa Similes only. You are wise and loyal, why can you have a plan?” Say Mama Agni. Mama Agni's nagging attitude really looks like someone who must be asleep in the room, she thought as she reviewed a knotty smile with a downcast face.

Quietly in the corner of his little heart, he confirmed Mama Agni's words. Alia is no longer a good woman and she deserves to be called a plan. Had he not been cornered and recklessly used Yuki to marry, perhaps now he did not add suffering to Yuki's life.

“Yuki.?” A loud voice rang behind the bathroom door. It had been almost 1 hour that he was sitting on a small sofa waiting for Yuki. He had not yet taken a shower and when he was about to take a bath, there was a gurgling of running water that was believed to be Yuki. Even so, he was surprised at Yuki who suddenly took a bath at night.

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Well actually evil, selfish or how is this the attitude of Yuki's husband? 🤔

btw, thank you everyone who has supported😘 sorry yes comments have not been replied one by one, Hana again is quite busy in real life, so it has not been able to stay on long-time🙏