We, Without Me

Once Again

“Until you get bored, I'll keep apologizing. Sorry, because of my selfishness you have to suffer. From now on you can only be happy.”

Yuki. “No, not only are you selfish, but everything. Although many things I think about like my college, my life in the future because it still needs to eat, I have no income and still want to have fun. Many points that ultimately make me no more rebellious or run away. Want to not be impressed even though it looks ogah-ogahan, but actually I also want to have you. That's the truth."

“Seriously? But still you are the most injured.” Keven's voice slowly lowered, for a long time as if muttering. His sparkling eyes instantly turned soft. The smile on the lips that puffed up at a glance withered.

“Everything is, you don't have to constantly blame yourself. I am also guilty .. Papa left Mama for other women, even I know when they already have children for me wondering what would happen if you were like Papa. The best person in my life is like that, let alone you .. There is always a shadow of Kak Alia among us.”

Exhaling a long breath, Keven sat down in his arms. For a moment again scooped air as much as possible, supplying fresh oxygen that has been contaminated with toxic gases left over from burning motor vehicles.

“Although it turns out that Papa is not as perfect as you think, please accept his current situation and position. It is not easy for you to accept the figure of Mother, but you are still the son of Papa and Arsya is still your sister. Slowly you can. Believe, right?”

Nodding slowly, Yuki silently said yes, listening to Keven's sentence.

“One more thing, do not be angry yes .. honestly, I used to love Alia. But after I think about it all, it's nothing more than empathy because I know how she lives. We were together from small.”

Frowning, Yuki Keven lyrics at a glance. He seemed confused for what he was angry at the fact that Keven had just thrown. After all, if Keven loved Alia in the past, it would be an old story. If the story continues.

“Trust me the same, not the slightest intention to sue you. I. .. I intend to divorce you. But I'm too heavy to take you off, too. There is a disrelief that finally makes me wonder, actually when did I fall in love with this chatty guy?”

Turning sharply, Yuki turned his head as fast as lightning. As a result, Yuki and Keven now look at each other, locking tightly with a wide smile that slowly expands. “Oowh, so I'm chatty? Bener. To be denied also sometimes I myself tired of talking, because what is in the head if not outside all even become a burden. But I do not agree with your attitude and actions. That's enough for me.”

“Iya .. You are right. At that point it remains my fault.” Call Keven weak.

"And it turns out we actually both choose to be together, even though the reasons we are different from each other, right?” Yuki swung her legs in a change. Smiling brightly at Keven exceeded the luster of the sun that went down. “We are great too, even though in the guarantee has been the inner war like a cat garong, but it can be a sweet ass. You were also when Dimas came to congratulate you even suddenly like lukewarm. If you think of a jealous person, it's just not possible.”

“If I'm really jealous how?”

“Clear, not possible. At most you are offended because of the talk he said at that time. But Cuit really, you end up choosing milk coffee, right? I'm married to two aja.”

“Indeed by what?”

“Ituloh Mas, if you already have milk do not nyari coffee let alone be made coffee milk. The time you forgot? I just remember your face at that time was like a rotten paprika.”

“Oh it ... Your tumben is clear? Usually you say you already know how to use nanya.” Keven covered his stiffness with the back of his left hand. At once he circulated his gaze and looked back at the sharp-painted Yuki.

“No need to fish!!” ketus Yuki while grunting. The next second he took another shrimp cracker that was almost forgotten.

“Hish! Get in the wind crackers," whine Yuki sebal.

“Don't chew it if hard," prevent Keven while reaching out, about to reach for the crackers that Yuki had bitten, but not also become a fragment.

Turning away, Yuki shook her head strongly. “But delicious. It's a shame to be thrown.”

“Let me buy it again. You tung-”

In a split second Keven barely staggered. The foot that just took a step forward with the body leaning forward was sculpting. The back of the jacket worn was pulled firmly by Yuki. Spontaneous Keven looked back.

“You will have to take me to the port again. No need to waste time buying crackers," muttered Yuki softly like a whisper. The girl's cheeks instantly met red with adorable manyun lips.

'Argh! So cute! I want to kiss.'

“Now that this is the first time we can talk about many things?” chirp Yuki jerked Keven who was dumbstruck. His startled expression was almost like that of a maskoki fish breathing quietly in an aquarium.

Restoring his hair violently, Keven rubbed his face was suddenly stiff. “Iya. Hopefully there will be many more moments like this" Keven said expectantly. He also managed to control the sound of shaking due to short daydreams that were a little crazy.

“Can be anyway, but you have to move fast. Just wait for you to enjoy the process ... tired.”

“Means?” Keven's right eyebrow swooped up. At once he tilted his head while fixing the down jacket zipper.

“Iya so I want our relationship to be clearer.”

“Ki-”

“Sstt!"

Keven was glued to the index finger that was stuck right on his lips. But have not been arrested, rush Yuki keep away.

"Listen to me first, okay?” yuki continued speaking while squeezing a dirty t-shirt from a snot washcloth folded between himself and Keven.

“First, sorry .. Maybe I'm getting older. I don't know why I started to change. I who like to face problems even though anger is unclear, excited to the point of daring to blindly gelut so start afraid to solve the problem. I always choose to run away." A deep breath stopped Yuki's words. The girl tried to strengthen herself, fighting the emotional turmoil that could warp her voice.

“You see a child there .. We are like a child fighting over a slide. Crying, then laughing, chasing each other and finally. That's why I want us to draw a clear line. I hope it's not just me or you fighting, it's us. Not also the ones who suddenly succumbed and were silent as before, but who could complement each other." Yuki's smile expands under the teary eyes. In harmony with Keven who is equally unable to stem the feelings of haru.

Currently both of them were throwing the same spotlight. Spreading the waves of taste that were originally thought to be unreasonable. True, love is real. Present without Yuki and Keven thought. It brought wounds, laughter, tears, dreams and now it does not stand alone anymore.

Lekas Keven pulled himself together. Grabbing Yuki's cold fist in his grasp. "You know why I used to prefer silence? Not just shying away from your babble, but all that stuff about you?"

Silent. The noise seemed to be self-destructive. Attracting the existences of the two humans who were shrouded in a pink luster. Meanwhile, Yuki momentarily lowered her head, commenting on the knotty smile on Keven's gentle strokes on the back of her hand.

"Because I don't really know how to take you off. I was just trying to ignore it, but in fact you were too attractive for me to ignore," Keven continued, as if answering a question he had thrown himself.

"Ja-so .. a-what do I bo-rang not give up la-gi?" yuki said stammered, her voice raucous, but her eyes fixed on a happy tear that fell down Keven's cheeks.

"Can. Sang-ngaat bo-leh," Keven replied steadily as he brought in the girl who began to tear into his arms.

'Once again allow me to have. Allow me to make you happy. Let me fill in every last part of our lives together, build a little family with our children, ' Keven's inner heart with its throats clung to a screen of happy emotions that seeped in his breath.