We, Without Me

Just scared

“Yes, promise me Yuki will tell you if you want to go home. My mom takes care of her health too. Greetings to Papa, sorryin Yuki who has not been able to look.”

Sitting down lethargic, Yuki exhaled a rough breath. Mama Agni's phone call just ended. The twilight woman misses Yuki while bringing news of Papa Leigh's unfavorable condition. Again Yuki's former in-laws were stricken with rheumatism to the difficulty of moving freely. Even if you force yourself to stand up, he said as if the middle knee rested on the sharpness of cold nails.

“Mandi no yes? How lazy. But later gathering the same people could be the center of aromatherapy,” muttered Yuki while massaging the temple. He was still dizzy from waking up suddenly when his life had not been collected, even some as if he still wanted to travel. But it is undeniable that Yuki is grateful to be able to wake up without missing a solid agenda that of course will soon be lived.

“Mandi, you smell asem. Cepetan yes, we have to go to Mr. Danu's house. Help-help a little for the show later tonight. Then he could run home. We have a reason someone wants to come here in the afternoon,” said a voice from the back with the clattering of feet getting closer.

“Can I not go there?” asked Yuki with a glare.

Honestly Yuki is lazy to meet Imel, Danu's wife. The woman grew even longer and more clearly showing her dislike for Yuki. Especially since Imel saw Yuki often chatting with Anna. Though only limited to small talk related to debt because sometimes Yuki deliberately left a memorandum to eat in Anna's cafeteria.

But without being able to argue, now Yuki is even struggling to clean the catfish. He painstakingly disposes of impurities as well as inedible organs while occasionally evaporating widely. Ignoring the eyes and runny nose the effect of a tired body resisting drowsiness.

“Alamak ... My back is gouty,” complains Yuki while stretching out his arms and head up. His legs tingled, about to be straightened but felt stiff. Not to mention he was suddenly lazy to stand up, bringing a clean catfish into the kitchen. Because Yuki is currently outside alone with the view of the ducks in the cage that had been noisy.

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Krieg …

Creaked out a wooden door whose hinges began to rust. It was pushed strong enough because the bottom was rubbing against the floor. Luckily it did not cause the living room carpet to be torn apart.

Here Yuki took off the sling bag she was wearing. Ride the phone to see the time listed on the flat screen. Back to evaporate wide before smelling fingernails that still smell fishy. Vaguely smelled the aroma of dish soap and lime, but still did not eliminate the fishy smell of catfish left.

The two women who an hour ago took the shoots of cassava leaves, now have returned to a plot of the house occupied for free. They wait for someone to teach in gardening. Although actually with a different medium, not the soil, but the used water of catfish cultivation is rich in nutrients or nutrients.

Drtc .. drrtt …

Just as Yuki wanted to pass into her room, the phone gripped rang. Looks like a name that has recently started to rarely contact.

“Tumben.” Frowning, Yuki muttered softly. The next second he looked back, looking for the figure of a woman who had already passed away from the living room. React Yuki directly shouted, “Kak, I came out for a while to pick up the phone first.”

Rushing in sandals and running away from the house, Yuki took a deep breath. Swiped the green icon from the ring that almost died.

“Halo?”

[Hi ... am I interrupting?]

"No. What's up?"

[What are you doing again?]

“Now? Talk, breathe ... you?” yuki replied while banging the end of her sandal against the ground. Kicking slowly to cause a small mound in line, slightly circular to resemble the shape of a sandal.

[Take a guess.]

“Thinking me?” guess Yuki with her eyebrows furrowed and head tilted. A second later there was a chuckling sound from across there that confirmed Yuki's guess.

“Busy huh?” tanya Yuki continued the conversation.

[Lumayan.]

“Oh, beaches ...” Nodding with his manyun lips, Yuki involuntarily exhaled a rough breath. His feelings deteriorated for no apparent reason.

“But really, no!” deny Yuki's sniffling while rolling her eyes lazy.

[When I hope you miss me.]

“Indeed if I miss you want to come here again?”

Silent. For a moment Yuki heard nothing. Spontaneously he stops a stomp on the tip of the foot. Keep the phone away to make sure Keven's phone call is still connected.

[I'm sorry .. This time my work can't be left.] The sound from the phone connection suddenly echoed weakly through the loudspeaker that was turned on.

“No asking you to leave too. Why are you here anyway? I'm busy too. Yes, work there again! Tumben really a noon phone. Ordinary just send a message night-night.”

[Because you never reply to my message.]

“Yes sorry, sleep is impossible to reply,” Yuki replied with low intonation, feeling quite guilty.

[Reason. You can still reply tomorrow.]

“Lupa,” says Yuki briefly with casual.

[You know .. I'm getting scared. We're too far away. Even now it feels like I'm not the best man for you, right?]

“What suddenly asked that?!" Grunting loudly, Yuki's voice suddenly rose.

[You really don't have a little feeling for me, do you? Am I not someone you can love anymore?]

Silently listening to Keven's words ready to bombard with all questions, Yuki closed her eyes. A split second later he stared at the cloud clumps in the clear sky, looking as if the white horde was chasing the sun that had been leaning in the west.

[If our divorce never happened, would you still love my stupidity like before?]

"You have a problem?” yuki said seriously, not to divert Keven's questions. The girl began to feel an awkwardness from Keven's tone of speech. The tired trembling sound gradually made Yuki suspicious.

In an instant Yuki started guessing. He drew and concluded various prejudices without clarity, only capitalizing on a little strange Mama Agni who had recently contacted him. Yuki's former in-laws sounded hesitant when they mentioned Keven's name several times.

“Honestly with me, you why?” ask Yuki worriedly.

[I'm just scared ..].

Keven wasn't lying, he was just scared. But unexpectedly his fear was so great that he did not believe himself if Yuki to know his current condition. Although if to be honest Keven needs Yuki to stand by his side, giving a warm smile and a carefree laugh that is able to treat the fatigue of the craze.

Far away on a different Island, precisely in City B, Keven was only able to smile in disappointment in front of one of the buildings that no longer belonged to him. The results of hard work and hard work with Saka were lost in the blink of an eye. All because of Keven's disastrous slobbery.

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