We, Without Me

Past Times

|STILL FLASHBACK|

“Thank you yes, Kev.” Nindy said sincerely despite the look of her face stiffened, she stood at the door of Keven's car that was still open right in the courtyard of her house.

“Iya, equally. For your car directly contact the number of the workshop person I gave you earlier.” Keven said flatly, taking a quick glance at Nindy and again focusing his gaze straight ahead. Fed up, maybe that's what Keven is feeling right now.

“Sorry.” Nindy said suddenly, lowering her head that felt heavy just to be lifted to look at Keven. It took extra courage to say a word ‘maaf’, what else for Nindy with a very high ego. It was enough of all the problems that befell him, maybe it was karma, Nindy thought.

Looking up with a hint of hesitation, Keven looked as if he was staring in wonder at him. Nindy realized, their separation used to be not okay. After all, there is no separation of lovers that can be called fine.

At that time Nindy who had felt desperate for failing to approach Saka chose to have an affair with another man who he considered could give everything, including sincere affection. From the beginning it was not Keven that Nindy liked, it was just that his meeting with Keven made Nindy know Saka.

Then it all continues when Keven expresses his feelings and invites Nindy into a relationship called courtship. Neither Keven nor Nindy were equally guilty in the relationship. In fact, both of them realize that the love they live in is not healthy, there is no love.

Keven and Nindy's bland relationship continues until Nindy's betrayal is discovered by Saka, who tells Nindy to leave Keven. Obviously Saka is angry his best friend has been played.

Begging, pardoning and compassionate to Saka so as not to tell Keven that Nindy has done, but Saka just directly contact Keven and tell the truth of his affair. Keven, who does not want Saka to get involved too far, asks to be left alone with Nindy.

Arguing endless until finally a truth is revealed, Nindy who feels cornered finally rebukes Keven who never considered his presence in Keven's heart. All about Keven's tacit feelings towards Alia that initially only alleged Nindy spoke out loudly, unfortunately though not justified but Keven's eyes did not deny all the accusations of Nindy. Suddenly it makes Nindy more presumptuous rebuking Keven with a variety of accusations. At the time, the most guilty position was her.

Karma, maybe that's exactly what Nindy got now. The man she chose left. Even when Nindy returns to heart a man who happens to be a young Doctor named Dion at a new clinic where she works, Dion clearly shows interest in a patient who is none other than Ara, Yuki's best friend.

Taking a step that turns out to be once again wrong with intending to destroy the life of the girl Dion loves, Nindy must now accept the fact that Dion has driven Nindy far from her reach. One more thing that made Nindy stunned was the fact that Ara was the lover of Dion's siblings. There seems to be another complicated love story.

Sighing deeply, Nindy stared fixedly at Keven who was still faithfully silent. Nindy knows she's wrong, but that doesn't mean Keven is innocent. Nindy just wants to be loved and given affection without being stolen.

His father was captured by the actor until his mother suffered slowly and died. Not yet exhausted the sadness that Nindy felt, he was again injured because he had to accept the presence of a younger sister from a relationship outside his father's marriage.

“Sorry for everything in the past.” Nindy said in a clenched voice, instantly her tongue was faint.

“Forget.” Keven said briefly while gripping tightly the steering wheel of his car.

“Can close? I have to go home.” Said Keven again, ignoring the already glazed Nindy.

Scooping as much air as possible, Nindy closed Keven's car door. Holding his eyelids open, he was afraid if he blinked then the tears that were accommodated would just shed.

While Keven with a deteriorating mood at home immediately threw his body on the bed. Scrambling rough with a confused mind, long enough Keven can sleep.

As if toyed with, when the eyes that had been holding back sleepiness but could not fall asleep began to enter the dream realm, Keven had to wake up as soon as possible. Mentari had greeted the morning so beautiful, yet looked bad in Keven's eyes. Moving to clean up, Keven must continue to start his day preparing to go to the restaurant.

“For Mas Keven.” Yuki screamed loudly when Keven just got out of his car, even the sole of Keven's shoes just stepped on the paving of his restaurant parking lot.

“Ck! Shit!” Muttered Keven annoyed, rolling his eyes lazy Keven ignored Yuki. Stepping past the seemingly transparent Yuki, Keven completely covered his ears from Yuki's call. But Yuki's not her name if she's not reckless and keeps trying.

Blocking Keven's steps while stretching out his hands, Yuki smiled widely. “Mas Keven, this.” Yuki said with a smile that was not bored, thrusting a mini glass bottle filled with homemade milk coffee.

Simple, but Yuki made it wholeheartedly. While boiling water and measuring the required composition, Yuki always kicked cheerfully imagining Keven drinking with a small nod with great pleasure. If you continue to imagine that Yuki's heart could explode due to not being able to lock up the happiness that is blowing.

A little information according to Saka if Keven likes blue, then the glass bottle that Yuki uses today has a blue lid. Yuki's intention is not to use the bottle, but after quite a number of shops, minimarkets and supermarkets that Yuki comes to no blue bottles that display masculine characteristics as they wish, there are no blue bottles that display masculine characteristics as they wish, there was only a bright blue that looked sweet. What's more is that most of the typical blue bottles with cartoon children dominate.

“Soaring!” Keven's jerk suddenly which made Yuki flinch. Clearly Yuki was shocked by Keven's rising voice without any cue.

“Bikin shocked by Mas Keven. If I hang the danger, not yet be a girlfriend has been planted first. Amit-amit deh.” Cerocos Yuki with lips that seemed to be muttering.

“This take, Mas. I was trying to make milk coffee that Mas Keven said he liked. My class was empty this morning, so I stopped by here first. Oh yeah, I'll go to college at 10.” Yuki said at length to explain the reason he could come that morning and the lecture schedule which of course Keven did not care at all.

Trying to grab Keven's hand, Yuki still thrust out a bottle of drink that made his palm slightly overheated. “Come, grab.”

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