We, Without Me

Fights

Brakes.

Pyarrs..!!

The sound of falling and breaking objects did not hurt the skin, but violently scratched Yuki's innermost heart. With eyes tightly closed, teeth tightly clenched and fists held back Yuki's fear of unmoving through how wounded without bleeding.

“You've always been selfish, career obsessed. I told you to shut up with our son, he still needs his mother's affection, but what? But what, HA!!?” Shouted Papa Gibran powerfully yelling at Mama Maria. His index finger rebuked the figure of the mother of his daughter.

“Do not blame me! If you want to cheat, then cheat!! Don't take my child with me for lack of love!! Conscious Gibran, all this time where was your affection!!?? After you remarry the child I also get affection from the actor?!” Reply Mama Agni is no less snapping with high intonation.

While outside the house there is already a woman named Inca waiting by tightly closing the ears of a male toddler who looks at him with confused work. He had entered during conducive talks, had also asked Yuki to call her Mother, but was clearly rejected outright. For Yuki, Papa's new wife is like a poisonous insect that plays a role in disturbing, disturbing, destroying and killing his happiness.

“You should be aware of Maria! I'm doing this all because of your selfish attitude!” Papa Gibran said loudly. His ego does not want to be blamed even though it is actually wrong. Enjoying the warmth of another bed on the grounds of seeking replacement affection for the child who is better than his ex-wife.

“If I'm selfish what are you? That bastard! Cuckold.!” Reply Mama Maria while spitting on the man who used to be the place to feel safe protected, but it has now managed to reduce the soul of her body.

“CLOSE YOUR MOUTH!!” Snapped the deafening Papa Gibran. Some of her clothes were hit by the tears of Mama Maria so that they ignited emotions until they unconsciously raised their hands as if they were about to slap Mama Maria.

“You slap? SLAP IT!! SLAP ME UNTIL SATISFIED!” Challenge Mama Maria while clutching a firm hand that restrains her anger. Papa Gibran almost lost control and resorted to violence before his son's eyes.

“Enough, Ma, Pa! Enough's enough! Don't make me an excuse. If you can't and don't want me anymore, let go! I'm big, I can find my own food. I also already have a husband who will overflow me all the love that you free to debate!!” Yuki said with a smile, forcing her tongue to string up sentences. Her eyes were full of puddles of water, it was difficult for Yuki to listen to the gaze that was now watching her tremble.

“Yuki ..” said Papa Gibran and Mama Maria together, for a moment both of them forgot that Yuki was still observing their fights. Shamelessly the two adults who always steal Yuki's affection accuse each other, on behalf of Yuki who lacks affection.

“Stop! Don't come any closer!” Dispelling with her hands raised straight, palms open and fingers stretched out, Yuki breathed a heavy sigh. Looks like hardened jaws and teeth grinding against each other.

“I've been quiet all this time. Even though we gather once a year, even though you only give news through a short message, it's okay. But why three years ago did you guys love the joys of trickery? Why not be honest with me when Papa and Mama have been separated for almost four years? Why were you pretending then? It's good that for a week Mama always insisted on sleeping with me. The kangen? Is that a lie too, Ma, Pa?” Read Yuki with hunting breath. His emotions have reached the crown, but not evaporated blindly.

“From now on, take care of your families! All this time my life has also been fine, so do not be tired of looking for reasons to think about love for me!” Yuki continued to say while forcing his weak steps to leave the house full of terrible drama that will surely haunt him throughout his life.

“Mas Kev?” Yuki said softly with a little stammered, aghast at the presence of a figure who stood firm more than a semester in front of him.

Quietly pecking with his throat choked, his feet had not even had time to step past the doorway. Many questions flashed across Yuki's head. One of them since when Keven was here, how could he come to Mama Maria's house and many other questions that increasingly make Yuki's head dizzy if you keep trying to guess.

Not to mention the loud sounds of blaming each other again invoked Yuki's hearing. Somehow Yuki had to face her again, which Yuki obviously was determined to stop expecting her parents. But still in the depths of the heart Yuki hopes that someday they themselves will take a step back closer to Yuki.

“Come, home.” Keven said softly, grabbing Yuki's vibrating wrist. It was clearly a tight fist that made the nail stab hard into Yuki's own palm. Keven heard all the debates he never expected. It wasn't even three months before her marriage to Yuki was passed. Keven certainly remembered how the harmony in his father-in-law that in fact now it was all just a charade.

“Khem, sorry.” Deheman is brief and apologetic for interrupting Keven and Yuki's interactions disperse Yuki's daydreams. Staring sharply with fierce glaring eyes, Yuki was sick of seeing a young-looking female figure, it could be that she was only a few years old above Keven.

“You are indeed a great woman, very great. Hope to be a great Mom for her.” Yuki said while pointing at the new male toddler he knew was Seayah's younger brother with him.

“Hopefully your child does not get karma hurt by loved ones as I have myself experienced!” Imbuh Yuki again with a flat face, his gaze coldly pierced. Once said two lives were shot, maybe that's how Yuki subtly insinuated his stepmother and subconsciously also on target about the husband's common sense frozen behind Yuki's body.

“We're home, excuse me.” Keven said to Yuki and the figure of the foreign woman in front of him who had been stared at at at a glance with a small nod. Without mentioning again, Keven can draw conclusions on the status of the woman he just met for the first time.

At first Keven thought the woman holding the baby was just a neighbor who happened to stop in front of his in-laws or the type of coco neighbor he used to meet in the neighborhood around his house. But after Keven heard the squabble of his two-in-laws and the sarcastic sentence Yuki spoke, Keven now understood indirectly that the foreign woman was one of his in-laws as well.

Blams.

The passenger door next to the wheel was closed. The occupant who was none other than Yuki had also closed his eyes tightly to hold back the crying that he wanted to evaporate. Roughly Yuki hit her thigh full of anger.

Unlike Yuki who was already in the car, Keven now stepped inside his in-laws' house. With his own eyes Keven looked at the broken flower vase, the cushioning of the sofa as well as the small shelf and tablecloth lying on the floor like a broken ship.

“Pa, Mom!” Keven said in a hardened voice. Even too late they argue until they do not realize Keven has witnessed everything. Including Mama Maria who cursed the life of a foreign woman who was silent without a fight. And Papa Gibran who like a hero pairs the body, but crazy back to swear Mama Maria to be self-conscious and sorry.

Despite not knowing the obvious problems that occur, Keven is only very sorry for children who cry hysterically in fear in the middle of adult fights. Not only Yuki, but the baby was also a victim.

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Thank you for waiting for this slow update😁 story

Maybe to treat the longing Yuki's story can be next door. What's lockable padlocked, it accepts guests with pleasure😄