We, Without Me

Selebgram Sensation

“AAARRGGHH!!”

Brakes.

Brakes.

The throbbing pain in his knuckles was ignored. Not comparable to the pseudo-hubbing that managed to make him almost lose his sanity. Keven could not keep Yuki in his arms, restraining the girl from running away from him.

Now he can only look down pensively with a sturdy back hitting a car that is still parked in the same place. Staring at the grass of the former dibbatan between his feet that tread the earth. The lake is sturdy but eroded reality which is expected to be quite a nightmare.

Brakes.

Once again Keven's fist hit the body of the car freely. Leaving no impact marks, what else blisters, only a sense of pain radiating on the coated bones of the flesh and skin reddened.

Either it's been planned or it's really a coincidence siding with Yuki. The knock on the windshield that interrupted, suspected and accused the rowdy behavior in the car rocking as a perverted action managed to shift Keven's focus.

Keven lost the chance to hold Yuki still sitting in his chair. The girl ran away without a sign. Darting fast with wide steps that are actually able to reach Keven. Unfortunately, Yuki had first entered the car which in fact waited since a few minutes before the rocking car attraction was created.

Chasing and catching up? Surely that's Keven's plan. But he could not avoid the hardship of citizens who demand an explanation. Forced to waste time just to outline a defense.

Keven swears it is better for himself and Yuki to be raided while actually pervert than to have to accept the fact that his relationship with Yuki has come to the brink of destruction.

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“Sini hugged me .. You are great,” shrewd Ara while stretching out her hands, pulling gently Yuki who looks firm yet very fragile.

The two girls channeled each other's calmness in the silence. Swiping and patting each other slowly as if giving strength until a small stiffness fills the silence again.

“Suddenly goosebumps me we hug kayak gini. Missing the blue nuance of raving because of the amused,” chirped Yuki cheerfully, covering the sadness that is still very clearly emanated from the look of his eyes.

“It seems not because of amused, but uncomfortable .. Usually no one complies,” as well Ara while glancing at the man who throws his lips, folds his hands and puts on a very visible expression of jealousy.

Ara's faint clang to Rava who snorted unwillingly. The man was standing a bit away from Yuki and Ara who were sitting together on the pedestrian seat. But his eyes and ears are still very able to catch the movements and talks of the girls.

“Pak Rava no busyness or work huh?” ketus Yuki with a slightly raised voice, her eyes narrowed probing. To Yuki, the former Lecturer of one of the faculties on his campus looked like an unemployed person who always followed Ara.

“There,” answered Rava briefly while looking at Yuki for a moment, nodding lightly to support his answer.

“Be careful Ara gets tired of running away, sir. Too often followed can make restless and quickly cause boredom, acute aggravation to the desire for ease. What else is the type of father who is exported directly from Antarctica. The cold bites more. Beeh .. If I raise my hand,” said Yuki deliberately scare Rava. The look on his face was serious, but it silently endured the almost split laughter.

Of course Yuki was not serious about his words. Due to the fact that Yuki is also struggling to get Keven who is no more petrified than Rava. The difference is that Rava is annoying for others will be very sweet on Ara. As for Keven, everyone also knows what Yuki has been through to bring him to the point of choosing to separate.

“All depends on commitment, trust and openness, right, dear?” reply Rava on Yuki's cerocosan. He eroded the distance and embraced Ara's shoulder which was still sitting comfortably.

“Hm,” dehem Ara brief accompanied by a small nod. His head looked up at Rava. Giving a short smile because he realized the lover was lured into Yuki's frown.

Ara's sweet smile made Rava join in smiling small and pinching the trembling cheeks of Ara who spontaneously sniggered. Not spared also the sound of a blow due to the meeting of Ara's palm and Rava's arm.

All of that did not escape Yuki's attention. The couple's interactions were a little more comforting Yuki's near-perfect day pitiful.

Turning his eyeballs lazy, Yuki did not want to continue to continue his prank for the sake of unsettling Rava who he believed would have been quite fierce. It could be that he disappeared from the surface of the earth if he dared to act on Rava, that's what Yuki thought.

“Mas, you go home first. Later Ara same Yuki can take public transportation,”, said Ara suddenly while brushing aside Rava's hands that embrace possessiveness.

“Where else would you like to go? Let Mas inter. Do not take public transport. Besides Mas deliberately empty the schedule today to accompany you.”

“Not going anywhere, just here. But the girl if you have talked can be millions of episodes, so Mas will not be able to wait.”

“Yes, don't have to talk. We'll take Yuki home.” Light, easy and relaxed, that's what Rava said. Without guilt, he pulled the car keys out of his pants pocket.

“Yes can't do that either, Mas!” ara protested with sharp glaring eyes.

For a moment Yuki seemed amazed at Rava's words, unconsciously his palms met each other, patting slowly while shaking his head. “Pak Rava is indeed very comfortable so the third person among us.”

Now it feels the difference between Ara's sweet romance story and her own in Yuki's eyes. Envied? Sure oes. But Yuki is quite patient, stoic and aware that Rava and Keven are two different personalities. Yuki can't expect Keven to love himself like Rava loves Ara. He also must not have any more hope in the story he wants to close.

Yuki's wry smile laughs at her unreasonable wishful thinking, including the smell of a marriage that is just a status. There were no memories embedded in him other than the scars he tried to heal.

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“So how was it?”

“Yes .. Kayak you saw earlier, Ra. He does not want and will not accept the divorce. That's why I ran away. There were people coming. Fortunately you have arrived,” replied Yuki while shaking his right leg up and down in the prone position and playing worm games on his phone.

There was not the slightest hint of Yuki's behavior that reflected sadness. The woman was relaxed without burden. But know his heart is uneasy not calm. His chest tightness piled up the remains of a mind that was as powerful as being blown away.

“Oh yes, those people did what?”

Gnashing her forehead, Yuki turned to Ara. Put the phone with the screen darkened on the mattress. The worm's life he played was exhausted, dying from eating his own tail.

“You don't understand because of what?”

“If you know yes, Ki. The Mas Rava car section also parked haphazardly not visited. Besides, I also noticed that there are no signs prohibited parking.”

‘Temen I'm actually still plain what is the stupid delay really huh?' yuki muttered in his heart. He who was no more innocent than Ara alone also understood the reason for the impromptu ambush. Error, almost wrong. Not plain, just minimal experience. In fact, Yuki's brain can still digest every discussion that leads to the realm labeled specifically adult.

Geck.

Geck.

Geck.

“Yuki?! There are guests tuh ...”

Geck.

Geck.

Geck.

“Yuki oohh Yuki .. Husband in front of the gate from earlier maksa enter woi!”

The sound of knocking and loud calls was heard hunting. Successfully made Ara and Yuki who were cool with the fall jumped in shock. Both are staring with wide eyes.

Gegas Yuki flicked the curtains of his boarding room which immediately revealed the fierce debate of Keven and Satpam in front of the boarding gate. Spontaneous Yuki patted roughly on his forehead with a snort of scowl and eyes closed in annoyance.

"Woi open!! Even just a Buk ... That's your man from earlier wanted to come in!" screeched Ismi while ruffling her waist in front of the transparent glass window with Yuki peeking at the real plastered. The girl panicked because she had long since observed the debate between Keven and the boarding guard. He thought it would end soon, but it turned out to be even more burning.

"Aaaarrrgh!! What a hell!! Let's split up and get in trouble again!! I want to be a selebgram for a long time! Mouthful sensations, shame!" sulkan Yuki is sebal. Grumbling loudly until echoed to the entire corner of the map of the boarding room he occupied.

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This time it was ordinary ... Honestly, I am not good at making thrilling anything else until making mewek-girl. I want to write like that, but my writing life has not yet arrived. Still need to learn a lot from experts, including from friends readers😄

Thank you for your support for my writing this🥰