THE WAY YOU LOVE ME

72

I remember Michael also once said Love. Then? He went with fira.

Choose a popular woman over me sicupu. Leaving me in ruin, the cupu who has never had a boyfriend.

given hope..... And the old sicupu. Now in the arms of a wounded adult man.

I don't know why, I'm still too innocent to bring my feelings away to Michael.

even until I almost killed d***. Sometimes I think that if I were still with Michael, I wouldn't have gotten to this point.

At the point where my family was helped, my future was in my grasp and the grown man who had always been my guardian.

thank You Michael, for this wound.

"Today, what are we going to do?" I got out of bed.

"free. If I stay home all day, you can too." Answer Jimmy.

"Hiss... Don't be dong... " Answer.

Jimmy pulled my hand to sit on the bed. "let's walk. I promise to give you a ring, right?"

"oh yeah, we've been planning it for a long time.I don't think so. "I replied.

Jimmy smiled at me, the hollow near his lips made him sweet in sight. I felt something different in my heart.

He pulled me up and kissed me on my forehead. Then we were ready to leave, Jimmy just gave me a clue. Dress modestly too.

"Where are we going?" I asked in the elevator.

"To the shack, yeah, I thought of Gibran... " Say Jimmy briefly.

I shut up, shut up and looked at the man. I can't comment anything.

Maybe I should be jealous or hot. But, what I feel. Even the feeling of pity and sadness.

Didn't expect this man to accept the woman of his past. How the woman until now he is still responsible to the child.

I was shocked, if one day I go. Is he going to look for me? Or am I gonna have the same room in Jimmy's heart?

"Why you?" Jimmy asked back.

"That's what - what. Just thinking about a lot of things... " Answer.

"You are young. Think of the important thing, which is not profitable stayin it... " Jimmy said lightly.

"alright... "

We also walked to the basement. We went to a cottage far away from where we were.

"Mira deliberately chose a distant place. Let what try? Let me stay there every day. That wicked woman. He even forbade Mr. Haji to accept me when he visited... I did not make trouble... " Jimmy told me.

"...... " I just kept quiet and watched the streets.

"I'm actually adopting Gibran. But our religion is different. Mira also doesn't let me take care of her. Evil right? That kid's a good boy, his face reminds me of Mira." Jimmy spoke again.

"Maybe Mira wants you to look ahead. Your future, and he does not want his child to be a barrier or a burden... " I commented.

"Load? Absolutely with Cathrine. Absolutely! I even love that boy Sincerely... Why does everything have to be like this?" Jimmy answered softly.

"You still love that woman? Mira?" I asked.

"obvious. It will not be changed in my heart." Jimmy answered sure.

It hurts, my left eye is spitting out water. I looked away at the window beside me.

I set my breath several times, so as not to look sad.

"Why?" Jimmy panicked to see me.

"Engga.. I rarely see trees in the toll. My village is a small toll road. Oh yea.. Don't be sad... We're going to go there, nengokin... " Answer.

"Oh yeah, Jessy came to my office yesterday. He now opens a bakery if nothing goes wrong. I just don't eat and bring it to you. You guys still in contact?"

"For a long time I did not hear from him. Maybe he's happy, I think he'll realease the movie or the soap opera again... Uh, aren't you the producer on her PH?" I'm back to asking.

"I've got Adam to set up that company. I've wanted to stop in the film industry for a long time. I always remember Mira... Even I've reached my target, so let the new seed run it." Answer Jimmy.

"...... " I just kept quiet and nodded my head.

We didn't feel like our trip was almost 1 hour. We have already started approaching the area we are heading to.

Jimmy immediately parked in one of the spots that are quite shady. We got down and walked to the office.

"Good morning.. Assalamualaik.. " Jimmy said hello.

"Wa'alaikum Sallam's.. Nak.. Come in.. Was it with your wife?" Men from inside.

"Rubber.. Excuse um... Come here... " Jimmy took my hand.

We went inside and sat on one of the guest couches. Comfortable and well-lit place.

"How now? Do you know how good and delicious it is to get married?" Ask Mr. Haji.

"Yes sir.. It's been. We're here because we want to hear about Gibran. Is there any news now?" Ask Jimmy.

"Yes... Yep... I know your purpose.. I can't tell you where. This is the Trust from Alm, as well as the family. Where do I mean Gibran's biological father... "

"...... " Jimmy's face turned sad.

"Actually, son Jimmy can also have his own offspring and entrust Gibran to his family only... Just send a prayer for him, so that always in the protection of Allah Swt... " Reply to Haji.

"But you know the story of his past?" Jimmy forced.

"Yes ... I know exactly. But, I asked already. That's the past, if you come here, I will always open the door wide. But, regarding the boy. It's been.. Don't ask anymore... I beg you, so that the psychological child can also grow accordingly.. Let him be in the care of his family... So that even religious knowledge is on the right path.. " Reply to Haji.

"..... " Jimmy was silent.

I feel bad. So I went out and chose to sit in the chair under the tree.

The atmosphere here is peaceful and it is true. Away from downtown, I looked at Jimmy from the window.

I didn't think he loved that woman so much. So large that he was willing to find the whereabouts of the child.

"Maybe not, if we have children. You will pay attention to our child... " I'm talking to myself.

"That's possible... I'm sure for sure. " Answer the female voice.

I was shocked and looked to the side. A hijab-wearing woman with a pastel-colored robe approached me. Kira - about the same age as Jimmy.

"May I sit down?" Ask the girl.

"obvious. Pardon you.. " I'm allowing.

"I haven't seen her come here in a long time. Why talk to yourself?" Ask the mother kindly.

"Yes, so man. If he loves, his logic is not the way. A lot of people say that a man uses logic instead of feeling. But Jimmy's heart is different. Not talking here, just be patient... It's not always like this. Jimmy has to move forward.. The spirit of learning and mutual understanding.."

"Let's Mom... " I just smiled at his advice.

"Mom remember. He first came here after the death. It's like people lose their mind. But, today I saw 180 degrees of difference. Thank you, son. He can continue his life well.. " Say the Mother.

*************

We walked to the mall area. Jimmy asked me to take the Ring he said to keep from the morning.

"Jimmys... Wait here first. "I got Jimmy when he pulled me.

I approached the woman. The woman that made me curious.

"Mama!" I patted her shoulder.

The woman was surprised, what a luxury she wore from head to toe.

"Who are you?!" The woman said with emotion.

"I'm Cathrine ma... Mama forgot?" I answered.

"What is this?!" The gentleman beside my mother interrupted us.

"Sorry Father... L am... " I'm trying to explain.

"This is Pah, Engga clearly called - call mama. I just don't know.. "

The man then looked at me. I just kept quiet and lowered my head. But his eyes were like hiding something.

"I'm sorry if I was wrong. I just saw my mom look like her. My mom, her name is Nina, what else is a mole on mom's cheek.. Similar to my mom.. Excuse me... " I left them.

I saw Jimmy standing in the corner of the store watching me. I walked after him.

Jimmy grabbed me and hugged me.

"It's been... Probably not mom. Let's go.."

We walked into the jewelry store that Jimmy was talking about. The salesman pulled out the ring that Jimmy ordered.

I was still not excited by what had just happened, but, the man I saw with my mom called me from outside the store.

"Darling, just a second... " Saying.

"Where are you going?" Jimmy saw me go out.

I approached the man, he took me to sit in the cafe opposite the jewelry store.

"what is it, sir? Sorry about that... " I opened the conversation.

"I knew you, when you were a child. I've met you. And that woman was right your mother.. " the answer.

"What! But why won't you admit me?! Who are you then?" I was angry to hear that.

"Silent... I'll explain.... So, I did have a love affair with your mom. But, because I am poor and from a family that mostly has Down Syndrome... Grandpa-grandmother you won't let your mother marry me." Evidently.

"Then? Which is my question. Why is your mom the same as you?" I'm upset.

"Let's hear my story first.. Before long, your father came. Then give a financial guarantee if your mother wants to marry him. Yasudah, your mother accepted... I went out of the island when I found out that your mom was in someone else's room.

I met again a few years later. Maybe you forgot about me... But I remember that your mom used to talk about you and your sister... When I was a kid I used to come to your house...

But I get it.. Your jealous father... " The man explained.

"Then his relationship with me? Is my mother a woman right? Not a selfish woman?" I asked.

"Whatever how you look, I can only say. Your mother is a good woman, and I also take good care of her. Please respect him, there is no hate in your heart... " The man defended my mother.

"Honestly, Om, that's evil. Why did you go back to your life after you had a family? And my mom left us. Especially papa, you know? Big love papa to mom? You guys are pantes together. You're the bad guys. Good. I-i understand. This is why my mom doesn't think of me like that. Alright... See you soon."

I left the man. My hatred for my mother grew. Why should I be born to a woman like that.?

Dukes... I hit something, after I saw. Apparently Jimmy, "sorry..." I'm lirih.

"Have you? Here's your finger.. " Jimmy pulled my finger.

She put a ring on my ring finger. The ring is simple and elegant. Plain without eyes, yet her luster was beautiful.

"Rose gold? Beauitiful... " Saying.

"Just like me, now we're wearing the same ring... " Jimmy then took me home.

Not many words on our way home. Jimmy chose to eat at a Japanese restaurant.

"What did you eat? I want ramen and sushi. Oh yeah, there's your favorite cheese katsu. You want to?" Jimmy offered.

"Free... " Answer.

Jimmy ordered some menus to the waiter. I didn't hear anything he ordered.

"Why you? What was that talking about?" Jimmy tried to get me to talk.

"She's an ex-mom, and she's a mama. How you feel, they meet and live together.. Mama would love to leave me the same papa.. Same Ghea.... Alesan what? Don't know... " I speak with restraint.

"It's been... Maybe their love and story are not finished... " Jimmy refuted me.

"Not finished? And the guy said I don't hate mama. Don't take revenge on Mom. And... Mama will be taken care of very well... Not crazy?!" My toot.

"..... " Jimmy is silent.

The waiter came and took us to eat. I try to fill my stomach so hungry.

Things made me refuse to fill my stomach.

"You know what, today is a rich day my emotions are made up and down ... From this morning, afternoon and evening.. Don't know what the fuck is... " I'm talking to myself.

"It's not from our morning good - all right?" Ask Jimmy.

"Yes you think is good.... " My answer is short.

We quickly finished our meal and went home. I still refuse to open my mouth. Tell stories or share things that I feel like.

We walked home in silence. Only songs and radio broadcasters accompanied us.

"Darling, you know not. Diem kaya gini is not cool.. We start the day well. I even gave you a twin ring with me... And now you are diem.. " Jimmy opened his voice.

"I'm sorry, I may have been laughing about this morning. I feel what yes.. Kaya jumbled to see you so much care to Mira. Then in the afternoon you know there's that om.. My mind is fucked... " Answer.

"On mira? Honey, he's already there. Now we focus on ourselves. You are the same as your future. About mama, time will tell.don't stain our communication. " Jimmy's upset.

"our communication is good really. really good. I just want to be horrified every time you discuss the woman and her child. hmm. " I'm ending our fight.

"don't bring your mood to our relationship. I don't want us to fight because this isn't important." Jimmy's upset.