THE WAY YOU LOVE ME

56

I also came out of that room. Then I looked at my phone. It's 12 noon. The sun is a bit hot.

I walked towards the exit gate. However, my feelings are not good...

"Heiho's... I also finished lo from Dalem... " The voice I know.

I turned my body. Apparently Jose..

Then I rolled my eyeballs up and I sighed.

"Why don't you want to go home? Eh sorry.. Gw intent.. I want to help something.. " Jose's got me.

"Gw sense of... I'd like to see you together..... " I was just thinking about how to explain Jimmy.

"Let me guess.. You have a girlfriend, right.? keep lo going to pick him up.." Jose asked with a sharp look.

"Clear... I have and I am also waiting.. Excuse um... "

I left the man.

I walked leisurely towards the exit. Beside the campus there is a mall for the middle market share.

Jimmy was waiting for me to meet there. He said he had an important meeting this weekend.

I went inside, there was a donut and drink counter. I queued for a bit and bought a coffee latte there.

Cring... Cring... (Sound phone)

"Hallo's? You where?" I asked while drinking.

"Where are you?"

"I bought a drink at Dundonat... "

"Owh... Go up 2 floors only. Use escalator.. I'm waiting in front of Steaky.. "

Call disconnected.

I then followed Jimmy's lead. This mall is not so big, but everything is quite complete.

I walked leisurely while letting the straws in my mouth. Until I met him...

Her look was sweet and warm. I smiled back at his greeting. My heart was pounding, there was a sense that made me want to smile looking at him.

"It's over?" Jimmy.

"Here, I just need to pay and validate again... What's the long wait?"

"No... Comein.... " Jimmy took my hand, he invited me in for lunch.

We sat face to face, steaks were already available in front of me. I honestly held back my saliva from dripping.

"Let's eat sweetheart... " Said Jimmy.

I'm ashamed - ashamed to take a knife and fork. We had lunch together that afternoon.

"Oh how was your trip? I forgot I haven't asked Mr. Teddy to pick me up... " Jimmy opens.

"Liet... I can take the bus. I met a good man who helped me.. " I said relax..

actually I'm upset, I don't understand directions.

"After this, we meet Andy. He's a smart obstetrician.. We consulted about our relationship.. " Reply Jimmy.

I nodded, actually I didn't want to do it. It's the same as I set God up for descent.

I just follow this guy's request...

the danger of KB and everything actually filled my mind.Is my age enough?

*********

We waited in front of the character room with the words Andy D.

I glanced next to me, Jimmy busy with the tablet in his hand.

I look around me.. Many of them held protruding bellies.some were the same as me. coming in with flat stomachs or alone..

In my heart, I feel jealous. They look very beautiful and happy. distended stomach, accompanied by a husband. is marriage really that beautiful?

This may be a happy time for married life...

"Jimmy & Cathrine... " Call the nurse.

We stood up and went inside. He was waiting for a young man. I think he's about Jimmy's age.

"Good Afternoon.." Greet the man to us.

"That's it, don't be formal..." Answer Jimmy.

We sat side by side and I still saw the room. Just this time I went into the Obstetrician's room.

"Is your wife menstruating?" Ask Dr. Andi.

"Yes.. He was having a period a few days ago it seemed.. Can it?" Ask Jimmy.

"Hm..... " The doctor just shut up and wrote something in the book.

"..... " The atmosphere is silent and silent. Only the sound of air conditioning was heard.

"file.... Is it safe for me? I've never given birth and I don't understand the contrast**... " My voice is raucous.

"I don't actually approve... Wherever this is against any religion.. But I return it to you both... If there's been a conversation let's move on.. " Reply the doctor with a cliche.

"doctor.. What is dangerous for my future?" My eyes started to look up when I asked.

"shouldn't. If you take it off, you can get pregnant. It will not be different, although I actually prefer if you want a hormone test first... For comfort, Mom... "

I looked at Jimmy, and he looked at Doctor Andi. I know what it means.

"Have doc, just inject... " I stood up and moved to the checkpoint.

The doctor measured my lens, then he took out a needle and an ampoule containing what I didn't understand.

My heart is a little irregular. I'm scared but assume there's nothing.

I felt the needle when it came into my arm. It's chilly? No. gabe.. It feels so fast. I barely realized it was over.

"If there is dizziness, nausea and discomfort can come back here.. I check again.maybe this KB does not match with Mom.... " Said Doctor Andi.

I just nodded, answering what he asked. I can't resist this.

we also walked out and waited at the cashier.we will pay for the injection service, the queue is not too much.

we sat in the waiting chair in front of the counter.My face looks like a tangent.

"Why are you always like this? I really think you are rich in our relationship, including this KB... " I whispered.

"It's not.. I'm taking care of everything Cathrine.. I want to plan well.... "

I just kept quiet and breathed. Am I too childish.?

am I still in my labile age?

think marriage is beautiful?

easy one?

until I was upset with what I was facing right now.

*****

A clear week with clouds clearly visible from the room. I woke up and let go of Jimmy's embrace.

My phone is on, it looks like a message came in.

I took it and opened it.

Yofie: are you coming back? What about the stuff that's still here?

"Damn it, I forgot there's still stuff left in there? I think I've taken it all... " I'm swearing.

"What dear?" Greet Jimmy by hugging my waist.

"I got a message from Yofie. I remember I took all my stuff from the boarding house... " I showed Jimmy that message.

Jimmy's face was still half conscious. He just showed a big smile on his face.

"Let's go there.. I'm in charge of you now, baby... " Jimmy got up and left me.

He prepared and cleaned himself. Sometimes I wonder, this guy can be more deft to take a shower than me.

********

The clock on the dashboard shows 10:00. The journey counted slowly, as the week usually according to Jimmy.

"How does it feel?" Ask Jimmy.

"Breakfast just now? Tasty and cheap in my opinion... "

"No! Yofie. We'll hurry up. You still have to prepare the data for your college tomorrow... " Jawan.

"Ah... Yes, I thought, why go there? Uhm... Jimmy, if I see Jessica, what can I do?"

"What's? Wanna what? Not that he hates you.. But, back to you, please yes please .... " Jimmy answered me.

"I also don't understand, he just said kangen and want to vent... But I have to tell you first... " I answered plainly.

"How could I not do it, Ngijinin? It's up to you, I'll just take you... " Jimmy's tone is flat.

I feel guilty instead. But if I'm honest, it's not possible. I live with him now.

suv Jimmy's car stopped right in front of Auntie Nona's house.We went down, Jimmy then pressed Bel.

we waited a long time, someone came out.

"Cathrine?" Stacy greets.

"oh hi... How are you?" i answered.

"healthy, fine. let's go in, sorry a long time yes I am not it... " Stacy let us in.

we went into the inner area. The living room was a little different. I remember thinking - I just left.

we sat in one of the chairs next to each other and waited for the owner of the house.The atmosphere now seemed foreign to me.

the place I used to live when I first arrived. The place that brought me to Jimmy.

"Cathrine.. Are you coming?" Yofie.

Jimmy shut up and observed what Yofie wanted to do.

"yes, brother, how are you? is the show over, brother?congratulations, I haven't even given a gift to my brother. "I replied.

"no need to Cathrine, the important prayer from you is enough... " Yofie answered.

someone came out of the kitchen, carrying a tray of water and some snacks in the container.

"thank you" I said to the middle-aged woman.

"Cathrine, I made it quickly. So there are some items in the room that you live in. can you take it? because you are looking for Jessy is very difficult .. while you are thinking to rent again the room.... "

I glanced at Jimmy, he seemed to understand that there was a miss here.

"Cathrine has brought all of Yofie. if that's Jessy's stuff. let her take it or you take care of it. Not to be Cathrine's dependant... " Jimmy opened his voice.

"uhm.. look, try to make sure yes.is there still my stuff.let's not miss, later let Jessy try I call ya... "

I stood up and headed for my room, a room I hadn't been in for nearly a month.

the atmosphere is still the same, but only a few items are left behind. I see one by one all that exists. indeed this all belongs to Jessy.

I just found our blouse clothes.I remember Jessy gave it to me back then. she first got a paycheck after filming a few days.

...........

"so Cathrine chose to stay with you?" Yofie.

"obviously.he's more well-groomed and beautiful, isn't she." Jimmy's friend.

"what's the point, if you can't get his heart? sure he loves you? or because of your money he survived?" Yofie's trying to make Jimmy hot.

"obviously, I'm her legal husband.so whatever it is I'm obliged to meet and look after Cathrine.Ohiya, I'm not forcing her either.... "

"husband? aren't you not getting married?you're not wearing a wedding ring like me... " Yofie shows her a white ring.

I then walked in and sat down next to Jimmy. Yofie turns to close his ring finger.

"i've checked, there's all Jessy's stuff... " I said.

"well, then obviously yes, we go home, baby." said Jimmy.

I clumsily nodded, then Jimmy stood up and pulled my hand out.

"we excuse Brother Yofie." I said as I hurried away.

Jimmy immediately took me into the car. he rushed away from there, it seems Jimmy did not feel at home there.

"did you call Jessy? let him take all the stuff?"

"come back, I fell into my males. I found a little writing there. How he hated me, even like cursing me. "I answered while throwing a glance to the right.

"..... " Jimmy is silent.

"i didn't know, it turned out he was so much the same me. Many of his writings seemed to not like me. whereas I never wanted to be evil with him... "

"already you already know, gausah lah deket to him. mending think of college or you want what course to do time." replied Jimmy.

**********

well, Monday arrived.. Jimmy's getting ready with his work shirt.Baked breakfast I've prepared.

the wall clock shows at 5.30 am. Like the routine of the beginning of the week will be like this. I also get used to it and prepare everything.

"actually what is your job? at 6 o'clock you're ready to go and come back at night. "I asked.

"it was early Monday, I was always used to getting things done faster at the beginning of the week.the habits of my parents." replied Jimmy.

"what do you do anyway?" tanyaku plain.

"check profits, operations and choose which can be developed which is not. then meet and make relationships with many people, we used to have to be face-to-face.now there's a web cam connecting us...."

"ah yes too, I still have a lot to learn to understand all that. "I replied with a tangent face.

"oh I forgot, I should have given you a laptop and a printer, you should start getting ready..."

"already, we'll talk later. It's 6 when you leave. "I stand up and take Jimmy's briefcase.

then I drove her to the exit. Jimmy hugged and kissed me on the forehead.

"i'm leaving.... "

a nod of the head in return I smiled as well as returning Jimmy's kiss.

he left me, I closed the door and went back inside.

the pile of dirty dishes is now with me.

Jimmy did provide Simbok as the one who cleaned this apartment, but it's not uncommon for me to tell anyone else.

I'm trying to clean up everything in there, the dishes, the stove and the bathroom area.

is this what housewives mean? I looked at the pile of clothes that had not been washed.

in the other basket was a clean shirt that I had to iron and move into the closet.

just doing a few things I was getting tired.I sighed and continued all over again.

**********

"so, how's your home life?" Ask Louise.

"Running Well. all good." replied Jimmy, focusing on the monitor in front of him.

"oh so, then what about Cathrine and her family? receiving with your presence?"

"his father has, his sister a little does not want it to seem. Her name is also a daughter who is always with her sister to and fro." replied Jimmy quickly.

"his mother?"

Jimmy immediately shut up and looked at Louise, he was silent for a moment and thought.

"somehow, I didn't meet the one I heard her mother left her husband and her son... Cathrine did not seem to be too close to her mother... " Jimmy answered.