THE WAY YOU LOVE ME

5

it's been a week since Jimmy dropped me off, but I've only had one shooting call as a figure.

Jessy was gone almost every day.Sometimes she didn't come back the same day.she came by bringing me good food.

the items he used were all branded.What about me?

bags only imitation leather, sandals pergiku also not branded.my clothes are all made cheap boutiques in pasaraya.

I looked up at the sky - the boarding house.all were white, I tried to be a shopkeeper.no one would accept, they thought I was a madman...

just because I asked for a day off while I was filming.

it seems that I better give up and go back to the village. Shame there is better than me to eat was no cost.

my phone vibrated, I saw it from my sister.

"hallo adek? what's up?"

"sister..sister when to go home? papa nwait brother, papa out of the doctor.it has been almost a week papa engga feeling good.mama also go not know where every afternoon.if mama came home we just ate brother.....

adek call brother also debt same pulse om in front of the house. adek already no money kak..papa also not able to buy medicine kak... how sak? is he getting a job?"

I was just quiet! I couldn't say anything about how I went home empty-handed.

I'm just going to add to their burden.I'm the one who has to go so that they can slightly reduce expenses for food and my needs.

"patience deck, brother.. sister has not received the salary of sister. if brother already received, brother sent to adek yes, sister close first yes. there is boss brother, adek good there yes. keep mom - papa... "

I hold back my tears.

"yes, sister, take care of yourself.... "

I closed my eyes, put my phone next to me. I couldn't talk, think and breathe.

my chest tightness, dizziness and the weight of my head.do I have to go back to that Production house so I can earn some money.

but if Jimmy was there how ??

the kreeet....

"Cathrinee.

he came and brought me a package of food.I also woke up from my lazy mattress.

"Jessy, where have you been.. Esyeh also went on a heartfelt date. "I pouted to see Jessy.

"sorry sorry.. I had a job yesterday so I didn't say where. This is me bringing steak with rice.. it's really laper you. so I bought rice with steak flour. eat spouts." jessy said while cleaning up her makeup.

I opened it and smelled the aroma of cooking.O Allah it was delicious, my saliva began to drip and my lips tasted.

"cuzzz Cath. don't look at it for long cold... "

I immediately took a spoon and ate the rice. I occasionally looked at Jessy.

we come from the same area. Therefore we rarely call lo and gw. because in our area we are more friendly with polite language dialogue.

"Cath.. You've been casting into a production house there. "I asked slowly.

"what do you mean?" answer Jessy with a sniff.

"yes where the production house on Jalan gem.you will address there, if you yourself how? ever been? "

Jessy was silent for a moment, she stopped her hand that was holding cotton in the face.

"gw casting is it. Is it napa? lo there?" jessy's tone was not good.

"no Jess... I want to know where the casting is? it's not weird, is it?"

Jessy turned her sitting position and faced me. "cock your question? there is nothing strange.natural and appropriate place of making movies.or you do not - do not not believe in the same Iw?"

"Huh?! lengga is Jess. lo temen and friend gw, where maybe Jess. gw until believe the same lo.. lo aja always good as I. I don't know myself dong if you think how to go to lo. "my answer as it comes out of the mouth.

I'm sure Jessy is hiding something completely. she must understand what's going on. But why would she want to knock me out?

"Cath .... gw next week back. you want to come along?" Jessy combed her long blonde hair.

"why back up?" I answered while finishing the rice in front of me.

"plane, I've bought tickets.so aunt gw who will pick up. later I'm anter to the airport so. lo all Cath, mumpung gratisan you guys to the airport."

"engga jess..kan free just until the airport. if I go back, I have not been able to bring any money .. existing Iw even so add the mind of the family gw...." answer me.

"god have used my money first. gw pesenin aja yes, here pinjem ID lo. "jessy directly took his phone.

"don't Jess! do not do it and I don't want to. thanks I can go back tomorrow if it's just the time.thank you Jessy, you are always good as I. "my answer with a smile.

"it's up to Elooo... " Jessy put down her phone and went to the bathroom in their room.

I looked at myself from the mirror.it seemed to me like a fool and poor. Do I deserve to be his bodyguard ?

********

"sir. let me explain and straighten out what went wrong. " Mister Lutfi spoke to Jimmy.

"....... " Jimmy just kept quiet and looked at the daily newspaper in front of him.

he is like an ancient man, who prefers to read the media of the time of publication.Today modern technology, but for him there is a different sensation when reading on paper.

"Sir.... Father...... " Lutfi sir tried to keep Jimmy aware that he was there.

"hhmmmmm (the voice of Jimmy sighing)"

"father can catch me for a minute, right? sorry, sir, I just need a moment... " Mister Lutfi said something to Jimmy.

"talk, said Jimmy, leaning back in his comfortable chair.

"this is the story, sir. I actually do not want to thank that woman.he is complicated sir. his face and body also less selling sir.... "

Jimmy looked deeply and sharply at Mr. Lutfi.he seemed to dislike his interlocutor.

"But the same bang my boyfriend asked me to cast him sir. So yes, I did sir....

It's good that we're trying again to produce a movie like we used to.." Mr. Lutfi's eyes became flirtatious.

What I mean is a film that doesn't pass the sensor. Where the circulation is also prohibited by the state. But from there the money flows.

"Then why don't you just make your girlfriend an artist? And as I recall you already have a wife. Still not quite apparently.. " Jimmy smiled cynically.

"You dare with me?!"

"........ Maaf... Sorry sir... Not what I mean...." Mr. Lutfi immediately broke out in a cold sweat.

"One thing I emphasize! I don't want to be a sponsor for a movie of that genre. If you want to make, please find another investor. I watched a woman become a victim. Even if they realize what they are doing. Make Me Enough! It's enough that I see people end their lives just because of that kind of thing.... "

They were silent, no one dared to make a sound. None of it..

"understand? When you're done, you continue your work." Jimmy said

Mr. Lutfi stood up and walked out of Jimmy's room. Jimmy died in his silence.

Jimmy pondered, recalling the events of 3 years ago. How the innocent women came to the place.

"I'm sorry mira... I want to casting... " Say the young woman with a sweet smile and round pee.

Jimmy who still has enough time occasionally watched the making and casting of the film. He was stunned to see Mira, who was young and fresh.

Jimmy approached him, and began to speak.

"So you live alone here?" Ask Jimmy in the Filming Ad.

"Yes Mas... My son in the village, he lives with my mother.... " Answer answered Mira with a smile.

Her own eyes drugged Jimmy. He falls in love with Mira.

"You have a child.... Ohiya your husband doesn't you want to work like this?" Jimmy's still digging up information.

"Suami what is mas... I am pregnant and have no husband... Haha... " Mira laughed loudly.

Jimmy was embarrassed and laughed. Although in his heart he offended why Mira even laughed.

"There's a mas who wants to be like me.. I am just a village woman. Farmer boy. I was made 'honey' for one of the moneylenders... Let my father's debt be paid off and I get the rice field."

"Certain mir? If so you're well established dong there... " Jimmy folded both his hands.

"How to mass.... I'm sure it might not be this kind of work... Rentenir it just want to take the good. The rice paddies he loves are not real. My father just knows the same take results. It's still got him, where it's sold again. I'm not in love.... " Mira's eyes started to turn red. He held back tears.

"You're Mira's strong woman... You're terrific... " Jimmy tried to encourage Mira.

"I was pregnant until I gave birth, she didn't care. Ever since the rice field incident my father was sick until he died. The fucking guy went looking for another honey..... Indeed br*ngs*k men.. " Mira swore at her son's father.

"I'm sorry Mira didn't mean to you, or make you sad... " Jimmy's not feeling well.

I don't know since then they've been close. There are a lot of rumors that say they are dating.

Many became jealous of Mira. His usual face could even attract Jimmy. Another woman until nose surgery never once seen her.

"Mira... " Jimmy gave me a box.

Mira took it and opened it. A gold bracelet with the initials M in the middle.

"what's this gold doing?" mira looked at Jimmy.

"this is a small gift for you. let you continue to look the same as me.. hehe." replied Jimmy casually.

"mas you why to kok good with me. yesterday you bought a lot of clothes for my son. now I get this. you have nothing to lose? " mira felt heavy receiving the gift.

he looked at the bracelet and smiled, not denying it, a small heart as a woman who does not like.

"Without Mira.. anything for you, the important thing is that I can love. except. Mira's marriage..."

"what mas? " mira was shocked to hear Jimmy say.

"yes.. My parents would have betrothed me. Otherwise, I never thought about marriage. I would rather think we were comfortable together without ties." Jimmy spoke casually..

at first Mira smiled, but she became silent.

"is something wrong mira?" ask Jimmy.

"Engga mas.. only I may be the one who brings the same feeling of my imagination. I actually want to brenti mas work like this. although only acting but I'm not comfortable. especially if my son knows what my job is..... I'm self-conscious mas.No way you're the same I could be one.. "

"mira... please ! if you are tired already you brenti aja. I can love you a living even though maybe not struggling with property. I always welcome Mira.... " Jimmy held Mira's hand.

"mas... all things easy mas.. all of them there is something I have to pass, my mother is an ancient village.where she understands about living together without ties... " mira let go of Jimmy's hand.

"Mira... please Mira .... we haven't tried yet right?" Jimmy still cheeses to force Mira to stay together.

"mas, we are too far away.you and I are a distance mas.better from now on we try to keep it mas.. I'm also getting tired of answering questions about our relationship" replied Mira.

"mira... Why and what happened?" Jimmy tried to convince Mira.

"With papa Jimmy. someday we will have to separate Jim. either because of circumstances or fate.after all I am Jim's entertainer.... "

..........

Jimmy opened his work drawer and took the red box. Jimmy opened the ribbon that closed the box.

photos of Mira, and photos of the two of them in matching clothes, many photos are in the box.

at first glance who sees will know it's a photo of Prewedding, but they never once married.

the photo is Mira's last wish before an accident occurs that claimed Mira's life.

at the bottom there is a small handwritten paper. Jimmy picked it up and read it. He smiled and laughed a little.

he opened the box shortly. Jimmy tidied up and tied the box again.he put it back in his work drawer.

he smiled and took a deep breath.

"Mira surely I will be happy.... "

*********

Cathrine accompanied Jessy again on the set, this time filming at a golf course.

Cathrine got the role of a companion to the main cast. somehow it was so easy to get.

Cathrine was still sitting with all of Jessy's belongings.she supported her head and looked at Jessy from afar.

"lo kok lucky mulu Jess.. how much you try to pay. I'm like this already seneng. dapet eat for free." said Cathrine himself.

"don't just settle for being the artist's maid." the voice of the man Cathtine knew.

Cathrine turned her back. "huh??" he was shocked to see Jimmy on the spot.