THE WAY YOU LOVE ME

28

I sold myself, didn't I? if you accept Jimmy's request?

I looked at Jimmy, he just looked at me with a calm face. My mind is heavy and for me this is a difficult choice.

relationship without status however, we live one roof and one bed. What if both people know me until knowing.

"I'm not asking you to answer right now. Just if you don't mind, every weekend... Accompany me here.... " Say Jimmy softly.

"For? Doing something like yesterday?" I answered.

I'm still trying to be fierce in front of Jimmy, I don't want in his eyes I'm like a money-crazy woman

"Hm.. Shouldn't.... Although you must understand also, for men who have grown up, this is one of their needs...Truthfully I never force, but if you want why not??"

Jimmy approached me, he approached as if there was no distance between us. I could even smell his scent. Or am I the one who is short of breath? me?

is it normal that I am experiencing? I'm sure both my cheeks are red.

"But, I need to be firm yes.make me.I do not like to share, nor do I like to change women.I also hate hypocrites.. "

"Te.. Keep in touch with me? " I answered with a stammer..

"Yes, why not if you can? We live together without ties. You need a good material life and need support for your future... After all this, we're done..."

"When I get pregnant?" I asked innocently.

This is something I'm afraid of. Pregnancy and having a child whose future should be my own that bears. Especially our relationship without ties.

"Ha haha... The kid? Can you use a pregnancy regulator? Polular refers to it as KB... " Jimmy laughed at my words.

"But... I was young.. I was only 18 years old. Is it safe ? mama once said the dangers of pregnancy and the use of KB indiscriminately." I scrunched my forehead.

"Trust... Uh, you need to know, I'm always careful.so all the decisions are in your hands, only I'm trying to give you a shortcut... " Said Jimmy.

Crings ..... Cring.... (Jimmy's phone rings)

I peeked, I don't know what letter it was. I don't understand and I don't understand what that means.

"Awhile yeah... " Jimmy.He said and went out to the Balcony, it seemed like an important call.

I peeked at him, but the door was shut. Maybe this is something I can't figure out.

I sat back on the couch, and my head was heavy and I felt very sleepy. I put my body on that little couch.

I closed my eyes for a moment... Then I opened it up again, it's not a dream..

I closed it again, but it was heavy to open it. It felt comfortable and darker, I found it harder and harder to open my eyes.....

(a few hours later).

it felt soft and cozy, cool as in any place I ever felt. This scent, I was like I had ever smelled.

I opened my eyes, I was already in bed. Then I turned to the side, there was Jimmy. apparently last night and this morning was not a dream. I was right here with Jimmy.

I got out of bed, then I took my phone. There's 1 incoming message, Yofie?

Yofie: Cath, where are you? return when? how come you have no news? brother bangtung look for you.

me: brother, I'm back tomorrow. I'm good2, don't worry.

Yofie: sure you are gapapa? you can't calm Cath. Please raise your sister tlp yes..

"who's that brother?" Jimmy said behind me.

I was shocked and almost my phone fell. Jimmy caught and read the contents of the incoming message.

"already, give me back Jimmy's phone.." I begged.

but Jimmy's face turned serious, like he was memorizing what I said in each of my messages.

"nih." he returned.

then I picked it up and put it back on my side table. Jimmy shifted his seat in front of me, again he surprised me.

"yofie's? the guy who's home with you, right? which I've met before.. "

"yes, one - one young man in my boarding house.and it's true you've met him anyway." I replied while feeling heavy in my throat.

"what does he like? uh, have the same feeling you?" jimmy's forehead immediately frowned. His gaze turned sharp.

"how do I know sir.he I consider as a big brother. appreciate him for being older and he's the son of the hostess."

"you gotit? between a man and a woman there is no sister-sister relationship is pure. surely one of her has feelings for the other. I suspect, she has more feelings for you.... " jimmy's voice turned serious.

"buahahaha ... Sir, you don't know him, he already has Stacy.... "

"call me Jimmy" said Jimmy, cutting my line.

"Jimmy, sorry. about the likes I never care. he's the son of the hostess and for me. I'm just a stall employee from abroad. different classes with him.... even with you, I have different classes." I replied.

Jimmy looked at me, his eyes were beautiful. His thick eyelashes made him not boring to look at.

Jimmy grabbed my face, then he approached me. Yes, he kissed me on my lips, but this time he did it gently. both hands grabbed my body, he pulled me into his arms.

it feels warm and comfortable.is this what it feels like to cuddle with the opposite sex? why it feels so comfortable and warm...

I reciprocated by hugging her, she stroked my hair and began to whisper.

"i want you here, move out of your house.we live together, I don't want to lose what I feel comfortable with.you're just mine Cathrine." whispered Jimmy in my ear.

hearing that my face was red, embarrassed and happy, but I was still silent and tried to hide it.

"why are you silent?" ask Jimmy.

"i. I alluded to answering what.I never lived with anyone else. All this time I was only with my parents." I replied..

"what's wrong, we try slowly.I'm not forcing you to answer me immediately." said Jimmy.

I only signaled with the movement of my head, but his embrace deepened to me.

it feels comfortable to be treated like this.

kruyuuukkk.. kruyuukk. (stomach sounds).

"are you hungry?" asked Jimmy, and he let go of his embrace.

"yes, I'm hungry. Sorry the sound is so loud. when not usually my stomach sounds." I replied with a lowered face.

"does your stomach still hurt? what do you want to eat?"

I just he looked at Jimmy. Is this magic? I can't say anything. This must be the magic Jimmy did.

"... .... " yes I just silently looked at her face.His beautiful eyes, her thin lips, her sturdy jaw.

"hey? don't look at me like that. I feel uncomfortable. or..... you want me to do my touch again??" jimmy answered me with a perverted face.

"no! no Sir...Jimmy.." I immediately threw away my gaze and slightly moved away.

"already Cath.. does your stomach often sound like this? do you eat regularly at the boarding house?" ask Jimmy.

"........ " I dare not answer him. I don't feel like I'm like a simalakama fruit.

if I answer he will tell me to move and stay with him. If I answer no, the proof is that my stomach sounds.

"answer me! or I'll find an answer myself." Jimmy raised his tone.

"yes! I rarely eat. I eat lunch at work. that's even if there are leftover side dishes or my boss feeds me. "I answer quickly.

"unbelieveble.. Eat regularly, even if you are not hungry. Now you do not reach for anything, but later we will not know Cath.... "

"already Jim, after all I can diet as well. proof my body can be this small. my weight was 60kg could be 47kg. is not this an achievement? it's an attraction, isn't it?"

jimmy took my hand, he saw me from head to toe.

"no. I think pull yourself in the range of 55 to 60kg. with a full body and a fresher face...."

I kept looking at Jimmy. This time he didn't say anything wrong, did he? almost every guy I met asked me to lose weight, but he?

"you're not wrong to talk? yofie I asked me to drop another 5kg. The director who used to take me to shoot also said so."

"you are not an artist anymore Cathrine.if I speak often do not miss.just the way you are babe...." Jimmy pulled me to stand up.

"..... " I kept quiet about what he was doing.

"change your clothes, then we go eat now. If you don't change soon, I can help take off without reassembling..."

"uh uh? don't do Jimmy. I can do it myself.... "

I immediately rushed to pick up the shopping bag that was in the corner of the room.

I chose black hotpants and a red box shirt.I walked into the bathroom with the clothes on.

"you can change it in front of me Cath. don't be ashamed." jimmy teased me.

but I was still uncomfortable with it. I kept the door shut and changed in the bathroom.

I wear these clothes and pants. fitting on my body, I feel a little sexy. apparently I can dress like this. deserve also I use.

I came out of the bathroom and I saw Jimmy was ready with a red box shirt too.

he looked at me and smiled, "good enough too, let's go... "

Jimmy gave me my little brown bag, I took it. And then we went out.

*****

"why didn't Cathrine return my message? she was busy.was she with her mom's sister.but." Yofie held her phone while muttering.

"why Bee? kok seein hp continue. gw engga never seen until then... " Stacy Datanh carries food on a tray.

he put it on the table, then gave it to Yofie. he sat in front of Yofie, without permission Stacy snatched Yofie's phone.

"uh! gw hp! come back here, you're not polite... " Yofie riding black seeing Stacy.

"relaxed time, lo why the hell gini? is it wrong? I can tell you, you're calling who.... " Stacy opened Yofie's phone.

he wondered who was texting Yofie.

"already? here's balikin!" yofie took back his phone and put it in his jeans pocket.

"lo deket very similar whose name is Cathrine...he's the one I saw at the boarding house when the day right?"

yofie just nodded his head, he chose to throw his gaze away while eating the fries.

"lo why is she the same? do you like him the same? don't forget Yofie, I'm your future wife!" stacy said with annoyance.

"so? it's a candidate doang. after all, of us small I never thought it would be the same lo.. lo aja maksa.. "yofie reply Stacy.

"h, don't forget! our parents already know and our seneng will be one. lo is grateful to have a rich wife candidate gw. many men ngantri gw tauk!"

yofie raised his eyebrows, he seemed to disagree with what was said.

"kalo lo engga amnesia yes. inget pas I'm dating Lita? you're a rich madman.all suicides.lo don't fuck Stac."

"yes anyway I don't care. you have to be the same gw, period. if I'm not the same lo, other people can't." Stacy glares.

"hmm. I have never believed the story of the psycho. it turns out that now I have done it myself. Stac... lo can marry just as gw. even we have children I guarantee can. but. lo never think I will live lo. because from the beginning.... I don't have the slightest taste.... " Yofie confirms Stacy.

Stacy didn't want to just be quiet.he started to pull out his ultimate style.he shed tears, he always succeeded with this trick.

"lo now cry? keep screaming let the people in the mall denger and you become the center of attention, right? keep that abis, I'll beg and apologize to you."

yofie leaned his body into the chair, he was waiting for what else Stacy wanted to do.

but Stacy wiped her tears instead, she took a deep breath and rearranged her hair to be neat.

"okay, I'm not going to do the thing you said just now.but certainly still I will be your legitimate wife.... " Stacy then drank a cold soda in front of her.

"cih....that's all? well so I'm free yeah, looking for any woman.... "

"don't be that ugly who's your woman!" stacy said harshly.

"who? meanin?" Yofie glared at hearing that.

"Cathrine is, who else. curly hair, round eyes, short body and fat. ish.. engage the same level gw... the origin of the same girl was. ", said Stacy.

"she is beautiful Stac... very beautiful. funny yes.lo say if you are beautiful... but you're jealous of Cathrine... " Yofie laughed.

"hey! I have jealousy. I have no level yes same old girl. Anyway, you can toy with any girl. just as long as you are the same bad guy. inget!"

Actually Stacy knew, this fiancee put her heart to Cathrine, so she felt this was her toughest rival.

for Stacy, Yofie is used to being close and spending the night with other women, but this time, it's not the play that Yofie does.